She never knew the smell of lavender would be her safe place
Let alone the beautiful girl
The girl she wants to embrace
To interlace their hands
Something so small but wants so badly
Soon everything will go according to her plans
Plans of seeing her lavender scent
Plans of entwined hands and warm embraces
That day she cant wait for her girl who is heaven sent
Lavender the scent of her love
The scent she knows all to well
Lavender the scent of love

The twist and turns of the mind
Can be the thing that holds up back
Thoughts that can keep you bind
Racing and causing stress
But also can make you blind
Thoughts you wish to hide
Thoughts you dont want twined
Struggling with them soring
You try and center yourself but how can you keep your self aligned
You fight and fight
Oh how the thoughts are so unkind
The feeling of being so confined

On a Starry night
Raven and her dove
Snuggled in the lamplight
Raven looked at her dove
Lamplight shining  on her face
Looking at the night sky above
Her dove smiling, eyes sparkling in the light
All she could dream of was right in front of her
She knew that was the night to ask her to unite
She stood up, kneeled down if front of her dove
Took her hand, rubbing circles with her thumb
As she looked up she recited her love
Told her without her there is no light
Without her the world is upside down
She then told her dove she wanted to unite
Unite their love forever
As she waits for her dove to answer
She Hope's for forever and ever
Will her dove say she wants forever
Or will she say.......never

Raven so mysterious
Yet so beautiful
Strong and wise
Yet so quiet
Her laugh captivating
Her voice sweet
Her eyes mesmerizing
Her smile to die for
Her love everlasting.

As she waits for a call
She sits and watches the night sky
In the cold and late fall
Waiting for that moment
That moment of love
That moment of growing
She waits for that call
To tell her to come over
She sits and waits on her car trying to stall
she hears this tone
One she knows all to well
She answered the phone
And hears the voice of her lover
Telling her it's time
Time to come over
She says ok I'll be there
On her way there
All she can think of is her beauty
When she arrives
She is greeted by this cutie
Tells her to come inside
As she walks in and leaves her coat
She hears her lover saying come and sit
She sits with her lover side by side
Little did she know she wasnt there for a movie
As they watch
She Is distracted by her beauty
So much she gets caught staring
Her lover just smiled
Looked at her all so charming
Told her she is her one and only
Leaned in and kissed her lips
She never thought they would get this closely

She must let go of the love she once knew
Let go of the pain she is going through
Why must she do this to you
Why must she cause so much pain
Time to let go to the girl she once knew
Farewell my love
For you have never grew
For I must leave
Cause your love was untrue
Yes I might feel blue
But that's nothing from the pain I'm in from not knowing you
Again I want to bid thee a farewell
And hope you can forgive me but I must do what is right for thy heart
And leave at the sound of the church bell

She feels so alone
Why must this feeling haunt her
This feeling she wants to disown
Why cant she leave this feeling behind
Leave that ghost that haunts her
All she wants is to find
That one person who will show her what it means to be loved
She feels like she will forever be alone
Will she ever leave the feeling of being unloved
Will she ever find the one person who sets her world on fire
Someone she can be herself with
Someone she can spend the nights cuddled up by the bonfire
Someone she can lay with and star gaze
Someone that stays
Or will she forever have this ghost.