what if you live in a world full of fake people?
what if your family, friends, lover are fake too?
what if they're not the same behind you?
what if they don't really love and care to you?
what if they don't really want you?
what if you've been used?
not everyone you love, will stay
not everyone you care, will understand
not everyone you trust will be loyal
some people only exist as examples of what to avoid
when you're down,
where are they when you need them?
no one help you
no one understands
no one be there
no one even...
care
drunk
painkiller/pills
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drugs
therapy
crying
may be heal you
but they're just a temporary thing
what if you get back home and get down again?
despair hit your bones, for the countless times
runaway is not an option
runaway is the only thing you can do
when you reach this point of breaking down
whether you can be
free
lost
new
happy
no more desolation and despair
blind composure
in somewhere where nobody knows your name
reborn in a midstream of strange faces
get lost and never came back
in the end, letting go is always better than holding on.
you may think that something's too great to let go,
but sometimes greater things can only happen,
after you let go