When I wake up in the morning..
I long to see your face...
I love to see your smile...
I love to hear your voice..
I feel the warmth your smile gives me..
I long to spend the day with you..
When I suddenly catch you staring at me..
My face slowly heats up...
Your eyes just makes my heart melt..
I love spending time with you at home...
Just cuddling and sleeping together...
You look very adorable when you sleep..
When it is time to go to bed...
I am in a rush to wake up..
To start the next day..
To see your face..

Even though..
We mainly have downs than ups..
Even though..
You hurt me emotionally...
But you don't even realize it...
Even though..
When you upset me when we argue...
I know that I love you because..
My heart burns with love and hate for you..
-A.D.

I hate myself majority of the times...
Just because I keep hurting what I love...
I keep trying to apologize but that isn't good enough...
I wish you could understand why I'm like this...
I just want you to accept me for me...
I don't like being changed...
I understand you don't like this about me...
That about me..
But I can't help it...
The things I've been through made me this way...
It made me who I am now...
Even though I hate myself majority of the times...
I love who I am
-A.D.

If only people understand..
Why those who have been broken too many times...
Can't really trust or love again...
It isn't like we don't try..
It is just we are scared to go through what we have been through before...
Those painful memories still floats in my head...
Of the time we spent...
It ruins the chances of me trusting someone again...
These experiences weren't the best in my life...
No one should go through these experiences...
But it makes us tough...
-A.D.