The words I wanted to hear
Were the ones you never said.
Left me alone once again,
With a strange dull ache.
Groping in the dark was I.
Pleading you to stay.
Don't go!
My heart cried
but it was in vain.
Smiling and laughing!
You turned away.
While I watched and
Into the empty space stared.
Nothing more had I wanted
except your warm embrace.
Just  a few more moments
A little more time.
A few more words
Perhaps to share a smile.
Nothing more !
Yet you didn't stay.
Like an answered prayer
You had come.
Like a curse
You went away.
Rakshinda.

Wicked thou art!
For you put a hole in my heart.
An open gaping wound
That refuses to heal.
Try as i may
The pain subsides
but just for a while.
The hole in my heart
remains the same.
Cold thou art!
For you put a hole in my heart.
With unseen claws...
I am drawn into
a bottomless pit of pain.
The hole in my heart
Deepens!
Heartless thou art!
For you put a hole in my heart.
Merciless!
and yet i curse my foolish heart!
                            -Rakshinda.

Has time really passed
Or has it stood still.
I am where I was
Or am I?
Not sure any more.
Tears sting.
The heart aches.
Yearning!!
A long lost dream
Do I see once again.
Go away!!
I cry.
You are not mine to keep.
I gasped as it started to recede.
My hands reached out wildly..
To grasp it once again.
No ..No.. don't go.
For how will I live?
Without you..I can't exist.
In my darkest hours
You kept me alive..
Your thoughts made me smile.
True ! You broke my heart
But I love you still.
You are my dream
Though you can never be mine.

Has time really passed
Or has it stood still.
I am where I was
Or am I?
Not sure any more.
Tears sting.
The heart aches.
Yearning!!
A long lost dream
Do I see once again.
Go away!!
I cry.
You are not mine to keep.
I gasped as it started to recede.
My hands reached out wildly..
To grasp it once again.
No ..No.. don't go.
For how will I live?
Without you..I can't exist.
In my darkest hours
You kept me alive..
Your thoughts made me smile.
True ! You broke my heart
But I love you still.
You are my dream
Though you can never be mine.

-R.

Something is there on my mind
Not easy to understand..
Is it me that I see?
In my thoughts not easy.
Clawing my way out of sand..
Dragging the wings by my side..
Is it me that I see?
Being drawn towards the sea.
Into the water,I jump..
After flying for a while..
Is it me that I see?
Floating in the space...
Free!
-Rakshinda.

A long road ahead. .
No light in sight..
No destination do I know.
Will there ever be a respite?

Where do I go?
No one by my side
Clinging to hope,
Praying for time .

Have to find a way.
Though I still can't see the light.
Have come so far..
Can't give up the fight.

Somehow I know
Deep in my heart
I will survive
And if dreams do true..
One day...
So will mine .

But then again..
Where do I go?

I smoke **** just like you.
Money gives me greed just like you.
******* makes me wonder just like you.
My parents kicked me out when i was 17 just like you.
I died inside when i turned 13 just like you.
I saw life for what it was a 7 just like you.
I want to die everyday just like you.
I think about killing myself just ljke you.
I don't like money just like you.
I love the moon just like you.
I love the idea of love just like you.
Most important im not alone, just like you.