Purple reminds me of you
But you made me turn blue
As I walked out of that green room
Yellow was made aware
Orange is not what I felt about you
Yet I left you no red

The cup that sit besides me
Holds 2 of Earth's elements
And secret staying in hiding
If you know what it's for you are intelligent

The cup that looks like trash
Is for just in case
After this drink I'll be turned to ash
And brought to the Holy Place

The cup of dusty water
I want to drink
The cup of cloudy water
I'm scared to drink

I hate the way I look
I hate the way I sound
But my broken feeling are bound
I hate the body in the mirror
I hate the tears running down
The end of me is coming nearer
Sorry I didn't stick around

My name is thunderstorm
The world is my life
Different continents different places
I appear mean when I show my true self
When my clouds get to full, I can't help but let the rain flow
When my thunder strikes, I feel guilt, like I did something wrong
But the truth is, I don't know how to control it
When lightning hits the ground, you see a new feeling in my eyes
Everyone celebrates when I go away
People hide when they hear I'm coming by
No one can ever understand to find the positive in me, but rather the negative
When people do get to know me, then know my good, and know I'm trying to help
If you give me a chance you can see my name is more than thunderstorm

To the boy I cannot love
Because you like her
And she likes you
But she's also my friend too
And I cannot come in between you

To the boy I cannot love
I still love our conversations
And how your hand would fit in mine like a glove
For our love I would climb nations
But your stopped at her station

To the boy I cannot love
You hold a place in my heart
Seeing you with her will be tough
Knowing I love you will be hard
But she had you first
That's the called him curse

To the boy I cannot love
I will always remember the times we had
That last goodbye makes me sad
Forever wishing you could be my child's dad
But your the boy I cannot love

You see a normal conversation
Of who is right and who is wrong
A once in a while altercation
I gotta stay strong

I with it was that simple
no matter what I'm always wrong
Forgetting my mental health is brittle
I gotta stay strong

Let him know when he is right
Lets me know when I am wrong
To positive things I hold tight
I gotta stay strong

The many voices that are annoying
But they made you laugh
The many times your mother embarrassed you
But she cared about you
The many times you were punished
But they shaped you
The many times your parents said no
But they protected you

The many things we look over on this planet
The times we had from dusk till dawn
You wish you could go back **** it
You don't realize the things you have until there gone

Gaslighting me into lies
Making me apologize
Embarrassing me in front of the guys
Begging with the baby blue eyes

You say I'm just paranoid
But fake friends is what I see in the old polaroid
Me is what your attempting to avoid
When I walk past you, you look annoyed

You don't defend me
You don't protect me
You don't care for me
You go against me

Protests
Riots
Wars
Death

All over things said in the press
Whether it's red or blue
God Bless
STOP stop loving, over a political view