I feel like your taunting me
You tell me your in town
Shove it in my throat we can't hang out
You call me, and I answer
Just for your phone to die five minutes later
You text me finally
Never mind its just pictures of money wasted unrighteously
You ask me what I want for my birthday
To look on the porch in dismay
Stop taunting me

I see you everywhere
In the trees that breathe
And in the grass that is green
But I tell myself I am not obsessed
To make me forget
But no matter where I go
I see you everywhere

Rain rain come today
Please wash my pain away

Gaslighting me into lies
Making me apologize
Embarrassing me in front of the guys
Begging with the baby blue eyes

You say I'm just paranoid
But fake friends is what I see in the old polaroid
Me is what your attempting to avoid
When I walk past you, you look annoyed

You don't defend me
You don't protect me
You don't care for me
You go against me

Protests
Riots
Wars
Death

All over things said in the press
Whether it's red or blue
God Bless
STOP stop loving, over a political view

The many voices that are annoying
But they made you laugh
The many times your mother embarrassed you
But she cared about you
The many times you were punished
But they shaped you
The many times your parents said no
But they protected you

The many things we look over on this planet
The times we had from dusk till dawn
You wish you could go back **** it
You don't realize the things you have until there gone

The cup that sit besides me
Holds 2 of Earth's elements
And secret staying in hiding
If you know what it's for you are intelligent

The cup that looks like trash
Is for just in case
After this drink I'll be turned to ash
And brought to the Holy Place

The cup of dusty water
I want to drink
The cup of cloudy water
I'm scared to drink