My mind: inundated,
infiltrated with booming thoughts and desires.
Multiplying in one huge devastating explosion.
One after another.
Feeling your desire from a higher
energy that is pulsating through my veins,
making its way into my very being.
I crave you intensely,
immensely, mind numbingly so.
But the weeds begin to sprout,
My garden of anxiety and doubt.
I know you have your own garden to tend.
I can feel you too,
Inside of me, my mind that is.
Eyeing your beautiful,
arbitrary haphazard thoughts.
Stream of consciousness.
Connecting the dots
to tell the conclusion, there's been no
Illusion. Of my mind. Only assumption.
Not to have any confusion,
with how I feel for you
and what I think about.
Now back to assumption.
It's an evil thing.
Have the gumption
To do something about it.
All thoughts were not made equal.
January 20, 2016