Look closer,
what do you see?
Im more than what meets the eye, so why do you put me there
im not ordinary
why do i let you make me believe that i am
do i deserve more?
am i just accepting the love
i think i deserve

I keep trying to figure out how to write you.
Its impossible.
The words are all messed up and nothing makes sense.
I wish you didn’t impact my life as much as you did.
I pushed you but I didn’t mean to push so far.
How do I tell you that I miss you my friend.
How do I tell you I still listen to our favourite songs.
How do I tell you the slang you taught me still lingers on my lips
afraid to come out.