Do they truly care
When you turn around
Do they frown and glare

Are their chains of friendship firmly bound
Or is this just an act
Are you the clown

When they say best friends forever
Is it just a dream
Does forever mean never

You've trekked through the mud
You've crossed the river
Do they give up at the first glimmer

They say don't compare
They say it's not fair
They say everyone's unique
Their acts are small and meek

Do they truly care
Or are you floating on thin air
Am I being played an used
What does this all mean
I'm so confused

I don't know how to describe it
I don't know what words to use
Is it love
Is it happiness
Should I say I'm over the moon
Should I say it feels like a dream
A moment I want to stay in forver
An emotion I want to capture
And never let it go
No money can buy this feeling
Not a dime
Not a penny
Not a cent
My heart can rest in peace
For I am finally whole and content

Feelings can ****
But not feeling is even worse
You take the pills
Wanting to rid yourself of this curse
Your screaming on the inside
But no one hears
You've tried and tried
But your left in tears
The blade slices against your skin
The pain is overwhelming
But the pain will all be over soon
You'll be up in the sky with the stars and the moon
Or you'll be silent 6ft under the ground
Completely empty not making a sound