Every moment I think of you
I’m at war with other demons inside me
I feel disturbed about this…
Whenever I’m with you that demon wants to play
Just scratching at my insides dying to get to you
But to no prevail…
Why is that you may ask? A real man never reveals his secrets
I’ve also had conversations with it that can’t be repeated
Just know that no matter what kind of demon I encounter
My love for you is pure; it’s stronger than any demon the devil throws

Wake up in the morning an look in a mirror
Who do you see?
Do you literally see yourself or do you see someone else?
The person I see every morning in the mirror
Is one of the most important figures in my life
I’ve accept him in ways others just don’t understand
Sometimes we argue hell even sometimes we insult each other so bad we almost killed each a few times
But that’s okay we’re still homies
Now splash water on your face and look at the mirror
What do you see?

My exile is now permanent
Time runs out the nuke drops
DESTROYS ALL......Ashes fly......
Time's up...I killed them all....
Never in life hear a child scream in death before dying...
....**** a sick sight.....
Then a bright light shines
Angels fly demons fled
Me I stood put...as I drop
I began to break into tears
Noticing the trail of destruction left behind me
Then I notice a hand on my shoulder
Uplifting my heart
Killing that my inner demons
I am free as I smiled to the sky
Then I open my eyes
Notice that it all was just.....
A Dream.......

God I’m frustrated
…but I trust you
I’ve fallen into a very dark place
Full of rage and deep depression
Feels like I’ve been at war with myself
Show me the strength, power, and wisdom to overcome my fears losing the battle to these emotions
I mean I’m literally losing this battle
I know you and your angels will protect me
Lord Help me to my feet
Show me the way to peace and prosperity
Show me the strength to conquer my demons