Alone
Being alone
What if we are alone
in this universe?
What if we are alone
on a rock, drifting through
an endless black void that we know nothing about?
What if life as we know it is a lie?
We look for the meaning of life,
all these big unanswered questions,
but what if there really is no meaning of life?
What if we are the last of life as we know it?
Nothing no one can save us from
death and life as we know it.
Death is near and no one can stop it.
We desperately try to be the best,
we try to win everything for our own
selfish wants.
There is no reason for life.
When it comes down to it,
we are useless
and meaningless
and nothing means anything.
Just a bunch of sounds that don't mean anything.
If we are the only ones
If our lives are meaningless
If we are alone in the universe
Then why live?
If life is just going to be
hard to live
hard to continue
and hard to be happy during,
then why are we selfish enough
to live life
and destroy everything we touch.
We are not beneficial to the universe,
we are destroying it with one touch of a planet,
life as we know it means nothing.

An emotion with no feeling
A lost emotion
An emotion of protection
That keeps you safe
from everyone that tries to hurt you
An emotion that some won't feel
An emotion
I will never experience
An emotion that i have faked
An emotion without any emotion
You look happy but deep inside
You are sad
Depressed and alone
And no one can ever help you
You are lost in a million pieces
Only true, real happiness
can put you together
The lost emotion that will never return
And now that lost emotion took you too
Desperately looking for yourself
Looking for happiness
Looking for the emotion that will never return

It's him I like
It's him I want to be with
I see him everyday
I long to hear him say
I love you
I want to be with you

He is so nice
I have known him forever
But we only met this year
After 3 years
3 years of not seeing him
We meet again
And I love him again

Can he love me
The same way I love him
Does he like me too?
I have thought he did
But I know he doesn't
Will he please just talk to me
Tell me he does feel the same
Tell me he doesn't feel the same

I lay awake all night
thinking of him
Thinking of us
I can imagine his voice
saying he loves me
I can't see it happening
unless it is in my dreams

In my reflection
All I see
Is a lost girl
Trying to find her way
A lost girl that is constantly being reminded
Of everything bad in her life
A girl that is hiding behind a fantom
Nothing more than a girl
That is alone
And afraid

My reflection is full of hate
It hates me just as I hate it
My reflection tries to look good
My reflections tries to like me
I try to like my reflection
I wish my reflection would change
And be pretty for once

A broken mirror
Shattered into pieces
Glass everywere
I am happy now
I don't have to see my relfection
My lost girl
My ugly side
My lost hope to be...
Pretty

She was young
She was strong
Nothing could bring her down
She stood up for what she believed
She was beautiful
She was nice
She was loyal
She is gone

Now her voice fills the room
Trembling in fear
She is sad
She is alone
She can't see the light
She can't breathe
She believes that this is all
This is it
This is all life has to offer
Nothing could make her happy

Now she realizes
She is not sad anymore,
She is numb,
And somehow she knows,
That numb is much worse...