Understanding is impossible
Multiple reasons bash your mind
Each suited with their own form of torture
Society says to choose
As you bow at her knees
You can't please her
For any reason you choose
She will have you beheaded
Life is a trick question all itself
Each choice opens a door to a new danger
In the end
Death is the only understandable option
That seems to seize Societys grasp on your neck
And calm her never ending storm

There I am
Sitting in my bed scrolling on my phone
Reading texts begging me to go out and have fun
Smiling at likes from recent photos
Blushing at flirtatious comments

There I am
Staring at an empty phone
Sending desperate texts out of desolation
Liking my own photos
Looking in the mirror and wondering why hasn't anyone paid attention to me

Stop Looking
It won't come out
You are a fool
Are you really doing this
Important Note:
Let him tell you
No one likes you
One person likes you
Tell him to stop
You might hurt him
Any one could see that
Thing is, people pretend around you
Different people scare them you see
Please listen :)

There is a girl
She is in the corner
Leaning over a toilet
Spitting up her fears and doubts
They were just eating her up inside anyway