Dark I know but that’s how these tend to start
My mind swirling and swirling
Until I find a tear
The memories that sting enough
To make rhyme to make sound nice in my mind
So poetry in a way is my for if suicide
To empty my body of pain
To feel clean again
But unlike suicide
No one gets to see my pain

Should I feel bad?
That is my question
I left him, four months in
Should I feel bad?
I felt nothing when it ended
Except relief I did feel that
Should I feel bad?
When he asked how I was doing and I gave nothing for a reply
Should I feel bad?
I sent an image to anouther guy
Should I feel bad?
How should I know.