They are the ones,
those closest,
delicate wolves, silent vultures—
pressing, soft as moth wings,
their hands against the seams,
unassuming, gentle as dusk,
picking, picking—
until each one leaves a little dent,
tiny chisel marks wearing me down,
splintering me, wide and thin,
what I kept tight,
like rivers splitting forests.
And I let them, quietly—
watch them run off with pieces of me,
and I wonder if they know
what they took, if they hear
the sound of me—
snapping, snapping
the hollow in my lungs.
I gather what's left, press it down,
a smile stretched over the broken parts,
and say—next time—
next time
I’ll gather wind,
pack what is mine
where even silence can’t touch.
Next time,
it will be better
I’ll be wild as water.