There was a phase in my life
When i had to make a decision.
It was hard to choose one and leave the other
I suffered with mental pressure and tension.
Years later still,
I regret the decision
The regret turned into pain
I suffer a lot.
But its hidden because i dont mention.
I don't mention,
'Cause I dont want to sadden others.
I dont want pity or sympathy.
Instead, i want to look at happy faces others
I live hiding my pain.
'Cause i don't want to make people sad.
That is my problem.
And for that, i sacrificed everything i had.