A Child Walks

A child walks along black veils
covered all his little fingers
with noise of a child it plays along
the hemline of so many
meadows of his home where he belongs;
But in truth it is them who
Doesn’t want to you to see
the filthy grime that blankets the Earth;
He'd sit on logs like pulpits listen
to the sermon of rights and wrongs
Its starting to be his favorite song
how life goes on
nothing seems to matter in his little life
put your veil back on the man cried out
but who can help but peek when
you hear torture?
the screams of suffering and agony
that you are told to ignore.
I feel sorry for this little boy;
In his darken hours
he found power to say no more of his
Fathers words of pains
as he walked away with that look on his face
find God he cries out,
His name is Jehovah and he makes way
even for a lost child like me
they are among us the dandelions of thorns.

Poetic Lilly Emery / Judy Emery © 2004

A FAVORABLE STORY OF ME

Darkness like something cold
is in the air brings on fear;
In my heart,
I can feel an aura of evil
standing near;
like it is trying to preserve
all my inner emotions,
All day I’ve been feeling a built
Of pain of something from
another life time;
where potters loved their clay,
where a lifetime of the heated sun,
but then something happened
to the beauty of the land,
ships of love sink into the angry sea,
where true fisher mans was out
casting their nets;
Oh, how the horizon bleeds
Upon on the blood stain sand
Where it is the dark king stands,
Where he was once locked away
Now he goes out of sight,
Making his way into the night
Making darken dreams to all who sleeps,
I wondered why this evil king
Always comes around me?
This is a lifetime of ancient mysteries
These dreams are something of what I
Had lived; but come to me in history form
It’s as if I could eat away the sky
That field my heart with so much pain,
I can still smell the apple ash trees
That burn in the time of long ago
A story that one day will be told,
It will be a lifetime accomplishment of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A HUNDRED AND FORTY – FOUR THOUSAND

I watch the moon hang on high
while the stars dance around in the sky,
to an ancient world of all times,
a festival of true love,
where the light shined so bright
deep into the night,
Oh, the sacred love from heaven above
Is a blessing to all who see,
upon the great lakes and sea of many dreams,
Oh, what a divine love that shines out to me,
Into a world of broken dreams,
Oh, how my heart holds passion,
for the hundred and forty-four thousand,
The chosen ones, who have surrendered their all
To the Mighty God Jehovah and Jesus,
Oh, how the radiant sun shine with true love
From heaven above on to us.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Being alone
isn't a bad thing
it’s just a new starting point
in my life
just to find my own strength.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams

ANCIENT COLORED FLOOR
Cold grey walls;
color ancient floor
big wooden doors
spots of mold
all over the window pan,
with blood stain words
in dull faded purple,
words I didn’t understand
while my body growing weaker
while my spirit sinks deeper.
while true love washed away
just to leave me in all this pain,
The rain comes down in colored
pearl pit purple;
when the rain falls
it sounds like heavy thunder
on the sea rocks by the docks,
hollow memories;
started making its way back to me,
like I have been lost into darken dreams,
I see the eyes of the sea;
doomed as they could be
looking back at me,
I see blood dripping down the walls
pain crawling all over me
But I couldn’t scream;
Dark Angel shut my heart,
Then he hands me a looking glass
Of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains cut me more
I started falling on the panted floor
near that old wooden door,
while Dark Angel, calls out my name,
Come, Moonlight take my hand
and I will be your King.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Arms are open
to a heart that is no longer
closing hugs to a fare away blues
crying over you,
long days
holding on to all that pain you gave
I still can't believe all this time
you are still on my mind,
every time I think of you
my blood pressure rise
your voice comes to me
in darken dreams
that makes me scream,
you cast your dark magic
all over the sea
to all those who sleep
you’re the minds of all times,
Your words are evil
yet very sharp like a razor
cuts very deep
that will make your heart bleed,
My arms are open
but you could never see
or understand what this means,
Oh, the pains you give
cuts me very deep
I feel I could no longer breath.

Poetic Judy Emery ©
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Copyright © Judy Emery 12 Year Posted 2004

Autumn Moon

Autumn moon hung over in fire over the hill's  
the wild black promontories of the coast extend
as fare as the eyes could see,
I need a place on the sea away from us away and
away from what we could be.
one winter afternoon sunlight that gilds the cobbled
streets of Montreal ,  
I saw a small village outside Paris ,
beyond the light beyond the sun That is where my heart
hung over you ,
under sheets of scarlet satin  
away from vows and other sins my heart gave in  
above the confusion and the fuss of both of us ,  
beyond the push beyond the rush my heart felt it was  
going to bust with all the love you gave ,
the curve of the narrow street , reflected back at you and me,
there's a place for love and light  
a peaceful time, no wrong no right ,
run me and never let go
let's run in the streets of Paris until  
we get old ,
the shop window at left ,
still follows the old line of the country
lane that we once played .
there's a place for love and light for the both of us,
where understanding takes flight;
the cars line the street lights of Montreal feels so right,
with faith as sweet as scent  
there is time for us yet.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BILLIONS OF TEARS
It was a cold September night
When I heard a painful cry;
It has a sound of death
By the thousands
Maybe by billions of tears has fallen,
A dark history of evil has been
Raised up from life and death
Where many has lost their heads;
Miles by mile
are the blood-stained footsteps,
a place where you could never find peace,
if you look past the fog from the sea
you will see the lighthouse
where Dark Angel kept me,
sharp flash of light
shining deep on that cold September night,
I could hear my name being called out
Into the pouring rain;
Oh, how I could hear the pain
From the voices that cried millions of tears
On that cold September fight of a night,
I don’t know their names;
I don’t know how many lost their lives
For what is right in Gods eyes,
But this I do know
they now don’t have to worry
they will no longer have to feel the pain
because God has given them
a resting place.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BLACK CAT

What does a black cat look like
In the light of an ancient moon,
Which can address his finest ways
While he catwalks the lands in gaze,
Paris is the place he craves to be
This any other cat's would see,
Why the old cat walks around?
His eyes possessed the town
Until the light of the velvet moon
Helps him feel at easy where he could
Find a place to sleep,
This ancient cat knows what is best
While he lays his little head for rest
Where he could get up to do his best
On gentle grass in a social life
grace is always on his side,
Oh, how he dreamed about alleys where
food is in the cans of garbage bags
where kitties are play around
doing what they know in a world that is
evil and cold.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BLACK MAGIC WOMEN

The banks are wet
The air is cold
streams of memories
are everywhere I look,
where Dark Angel is prison in my mind,
I remember that cold September night
that given me so much fright
when Dark Angel taken me down that night,
His touch
His words I will always remember,
I still see from far away into a darken dream
the castle of Dark Angel
upon the tallest mountain,
I had ever seen,
everything was evergreen
woods of deep smelling pine
fair flowers all around the valley grounds,
but I also felt the great depression
that will overtake anyone’s souls,
I remember a time where the
Black Magic woman casting her evil spells
on all she could see, in clouding me,
spell of darken dreams
that cuts deep into your soul
she hangs on to your heart
and never wants to let it go
that is a part of her evil control,
while her puppets wherein mask
while they dance around
on broken glass;
Oh, how they would scream
Begging the Magic women to stop their pains,
Oh, how it made me scream
To see all these things in darken dreams,
The old dead sea was anger as it could be,
Storms are brewing;
Rain of tears are falling;
Frogs are hopping
Trees are swaying into the night,
Oh, how I held on for the ride
I hold on to my soul
but still a part of me let go,
things are getting so out of control
Dark Angel I cried
Why are you doing this to my life?
But he didn’t want to give me a sight
Into his darken eyes of his lies,
I know I will never find an honest soul
darkness is all they know
Dark Angel will give wonders of worries
throughout the days
for the rest life of life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls are spared
the expressions on the evil slaves face
they have much hate in their eyes,
Oh, the ships that are out on sea
started to sink like a disease
that is killing all that is in the way
of the angry storm,
I will never see the light of day
in them darken eyes,
I started crying with the storm
Dark Angels, rage is all over the place,
I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think,
I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to them anyways,
Oh, pale lips come to me
Your lips are rosy as they could ever be
give me a kiss
and I will let you taste death,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak
I must stay strong and meek
but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way to deep
I'm losing this fight for my own rights
Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood and Dreams
Every September brings me back to you,
the blood of me you poured all over the sea
you bled me out to die,
You let me believe I was going to be free,
I have become like the waves of sea,
Slowly dying among autumn leaves
In darken dreams,
things are never what they seem,
Oh, how you love to hear me scream
Calling out your name,
Oh, how you make me so ashamed,
You always cast your blames,
You are an old mystery
That has gone down in history,
My anger became hot as a burning flame,
in the blood of darken dreams
is where I lay in agony,
The sea and I became friends
like the deep dark autumn winds,
Oh, beautiful Velvet moon
shine your light on me
make a path bright for me to find my way
I must remember you all my life
this maybe the place I shell die,
every night I'm hearing your evil voice
oh, how it makes me cry,
I never want to look you
in the eyes, ever again,
all it brings to me pain of something
or a place I never had seen
you bring to me so much agony
the rain is cold, the night is haunting
darkness is a place you call home
while you set on your thrown,
Wherever I turn, I would see you
looking back at me,
You give me so much distress
thoughts of gloom are everywhere
Oh, shadows of the night
why do you like to give me fright?
you have taken over my freedom from me
and given me darken dreams,
you stalk my every move,
you try to keep me confused about you,
you are killing me slowly in dark dreams
all hopes, love, joy, peace, you taken from me,
I feel I can no longer breath,
I look in the morrow and all I would see
is your evil eyes looking back at me,
you give me so much fright
I see your shadow holding on to mine,
now I know you are playing games
with my mind,
You’re breathe is upon my neck
You are everywhere in my head,
locked away in time of an unknown
making me feel I'm about to lose my mind
You cut me deep in this darken dream
blood and dreams with so much screams.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood Ink
Oh , Love you are the fire
that moves my heart
to do good things ,
you are the heaven
that hold visions in my eyes
to move my spirit to write,
Where pleasure and pains
that gives my life rains
in a world so cold
I stand so bold ,
So I write out my blood cries
in my own  blood ink
of what it is my heart bleeds
for the world to read .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood Stained Sand
I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,
watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped,
while I witnessed so much things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,
I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains,
dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real, but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,
In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,
In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look,
are the sand that are stained in blood,
I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,
The days are very long,
but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached,
while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?
I have seen so many things,
I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks,
I hand many different styles
but in the long run they still look the same,
Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,
while they fall to the ground,
up on dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,
Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is a blood stain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,
I never known I would be placed in a darken state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Broken Is Me

I dwell in true loneliness
Where a time my own life wound never be missed,
Oh, I was so broken,
I became a lie in many people’s eyes,
My own mother didn’t say she had a younger daughter,
She only calmed one, and would be the oldest,
We lived in a small town of pain,
Where my life became broken,
My heart was always beaten down by jealous clowns
of this darken town,
the home where I live is always empty and cold,
This pain I hold keeps even when I didn’t want to,
my days are so out of place, all I see is the gloom
all around my room,
I know there are somethings are meant to be silent about,
that would be the abuse that is always at my door,
this old would I still hold in my mind,
nothing was ever good about my younger life,
This old past left its trace all over the place,
marked my heart from the very start,
there was never any trace of love in my life,
in the cellar the walls have eyes,
Every word that has ever been told,
Came back in full force,
Oh, the pain that came to me
on that cold September night,
in that cold cellar is where you left my heart
in the dark of all your lies,
The daylight falls with dooms of you,
That kept me on confused,
outside the fences the grape-vines ruined all dyed,
the rose garden become a place of rose dust,
Oh. How my mother loved her rose garden,
the roses lost tall heir color, like the tears she cried,
When my own dad left her side,
the woods come back to the mowing field of pain,
where the big old willow tree danced in the autumn wind,
outside from my window the land started losing all its beauty,
lost with time like a rhyme of lies, Broken was I.
where love was never on my side,
My own tears would fall,
like a said little rhyme of you and I,
a sad broken dream always comes to me,
my mind has no peace, I dwell with a struggled aching heart,
when you left me all broken and afraid,
You vanished and left me of your enemies,
On a forgotten past to a broken road of darken dreams,
Broken is what I am, this cold winter night,
All I ever do is cry and write,
In my own blood stain ink, that makes the heart sink.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BRUISED SPIRIT

In the darkness of a winters night
Dark Angel gives so much fright,
The pains and the shame and the calling of names,
I started to feel numb,
While my body is turning cold,
while I was left to die upon snow
the emptiness came over me,
but he calls bless,
Sadness filled my head, hold so much regrets,
I Wished he and I never had meet,
my life seems so dead,
I looked at him in so much pain
I could see so many things he brings in darken dreams,
How souls turn cold that bruised my spirit,
Oh, how this darken life,
has painted a pictured in my mind.
that elaborated deep emotions of sighing,
the ancient moon reflection stayed on my eyes,
while my body finally felt its physical pains
Dark Angel brings my way,
The ache, Oh, the repeated aches and pains
While my body was left upon snow,
While my mind shudders in so much grief of he,
Who haunts me in darken dreams,
Oh, how he cuts me deep,
My stomach is very knotted up,
While I feel so faintly,
I can no longer move my body,
I started getting flash backs of my attack,
Oh, how the pains broth me back to my painful past,
his voice I will never forget, his words
of cruelness cycles, around in my head.
while he made traps for me to fall hard in,
I see the moon reflections upon the sea,
Shining on high right into my eyes,
I must wonder, how long will I keep dreaming
and seeing the lubricated moon hang around in gloom.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CANDLE  FLAME

This is another night, of your cold winters wrath
always beating down my back about the past,
This night, this life I live holds no love,
But, I do always try to forgive,
I hold on to your arm, saying I had enough,
it is very late to feel this kind of pain,
by far into the night,
I could hear the old bell ring in its dull tune,
while the hours are passing,
anger is glancing,
while words of thunder on his tongue,
if only he could see his own reflection on his face
what would he think?
while he is acting this away,
The mirror is power,
Like a candle that shines by far
Yet the reflection is still there,
While the candle flames dance around
Seeing all the shapes and colors it makes,
The mirror doesn’t lie all the time,
Like what is going on to night,
Words of lies are very violent to the heart
Just like the shadows hunting for a soul
In a world that is to cold,
Were blood stain ink being put on the walls
down the hall where my body lays
Where you left me to bleed away,
Scratches are on your back,
Where I marked you up,
On your neck, you have a scratch deep enough
So, when you look in the mirror,
You will remember me,
on that cold September night,
you gave me a fright,
While I looked around my darken room
I could see the shadows of our past
Of you and I in a fight;
Oh, how this makes me cry,
I would watch the clock while the candle burn,
I hold my breath until I felt safe again,
Then I looked around and you were gone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CANDLE FLAMES

Tell me not, who broken your heart,
Our future is the flame
That stands in-between,
night and day,
the row of pain another gave
golden, warm autumn leaves
are blowing down the streets
of darken dreams,
in our room are the candles of lost time,
where the past should have been left behind
but it keeps coming back
just to remind us,
that someone has come between is,
Oh, mournful cries that are left inside
Deep within our souls
A pain we hadn’t let go of,
The flame of a wild fire
That hasn’t been extinguished
The cuts are always near us
Marking away at our heart
Next to are window
Are the candles that was once lit,
They are now melted and bent
Because nothing has changed
The past remains;
Bring so much rain our way,
I don’t want to look back
at those sadden eyes;
they cut me deeper then you know
this old pain is getting out of control,
I can no longer take no more
I must let you walk out the door,
This saddens me,
But we know it is for the best
When I must look back
I recall the pain of those days
When I see the one that came between
You and me on that autumn day,
I told myself never again
I will let you come back in,
I lit my candle and let it burn
I watched the old flam danced around
Over and over
until the pain lifted from me,
I don’t want to turn back
So, I kept walking ahead
I know we must weep over what we made
In our own web of the bed;
Oh, how that old candle burn
The darkness has taken the best of us
And left our hearts wounded,
Now, I pray that better days
To come our way;
To let the wild flames,
burn even in the rain,
Oh, your love I honored more
That’s why I let you walk out the door.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Cemetery Gloom

Dark Angel walks around the silent cemetery,
The hour made its way through '' Paris ''  
The moon shining bright with lost souls in mind,
To rid the world of penitence:
Dark Angel looks around the grounds to feed on his
Hungers.  My soul such for hope, but violence is  
All I get. Because Dark Angel likes things that way,
Abides for me desecrate:
Dark Angel, ever on the wing,
Who never reaches me too late!
His breath is on my skin, why his hands on my hip,
When music of the silence of a cold deep night gets
Dark Angel thinking what he wants to do with me  
For the night’s delight without tortured but desire.
My beauty burns deep down evil ecstasy.
Paris dreams is his to sweep me off my feet,
He gathers a place of fear to put me near,
Dark Angel looks deep within my souls as he kissed  
On my lip asking me if I was afraid.
I was losing my way to him ,
I told Dark Angel to ''stop '' I'm not ready to take the
Next steps with him then he just started laughing at me ,
The sounds of my voice wrapped him in anger his body  
Had gone in flames of his anger ,
He cried out in his anger telling me I may do foolish things
Occasionally , but I am never a fool then he grabbed my hands
And he taunt me in a dance ,
Within the breath of autumn woods,
Within the winter silences he takes me
to the ground and taken over me.
The ardor of red flame is thine,
And thine the steely soul of ice:
The Poisson in his eyes told his story within,
The design of his nature gave me heat of his anger,
Bitterness banquet of a foul delight,
He left me in the Woods
near the cemetery of the art of his gloom.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CHILDHOOD DREAM

I have secretly left you a note
upon your bed side;
but only in dreams you could only see
what it is I have written
in a place of the forbidden,
this is how we meet
you came into my life while I sleep,
you seemed so nice and very sweet,
You’re my child hood dream,
I had left you some time ago
I want to say sorry,
But, I must ask
how did you make your way back?
into my mind another time.
I never understood that
I thought you suppose to stay in the past,
I see your writing on my page  
where others could read
what you are wanting to say to me,
but, you are starting to get mean
and yet a little scarier;
when you write about me
you had taken all my words
I wanted to say right out of my mouth,
You would write me to tell me
You wanted so badly to be kiss me,
But I must say;
Get off my page
Because I don’t feel the same way
You are only something from a darken past
A childhood dream
that always made me scream,
It’s so funny what words can do,
to make me feel so ill about you,
I could never love you or want too.
I felt I known you all my life,
maybe I did;
But only in my dreams you see,
So, what does all this mean
for you and me?
again, how could this ever be?
If we were only a childhood dream.
I started to feel overwhelmed by you,
If you are only someone of dreams,
Every time I sleep,
Your eyes are looking back into mine
It’s like I could read an ancient story;
I had to take a deep breath
and walk away from all of this,
Your starting to mess with my head,
I’m starting to feel old wounds
of another time;
something doesn’t feel right
this left me so confused
how could all of this be if your only
a childhood dream?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CLOSED DOORS
Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

COOKING ***
I looked around me
everything was dark
as if my own eyes where completely shut,
that the would had come to an end,
my eyelids where very heavy
like I had a sleeping spell on me,
I was seeing things that were given me
very bad dreams;
the stars are all on dim
while they skip around the sky,
upon the sea, I seen the reflections of he
standing over me;
the colored moon beamed upon the land
upon everything my eyes could see;
I tried so hard to open my eyes
But I couldn’t it was as if I was dead,
I dreamed many dreams in my head
I see things of an ancient time,
I felt I have been bond to my bed;
As if I was quite insane of true madness,
In my mind, I seen different set of eye
Looking back at me from another time,
I see slaves dancing around me,
Crying out to a king that stands before me,
The sky was dark; the fair is hot;
I could see a big cooking ***,
Words of their time wasn’t of mine,
you could feel the evil all around;
While the anger browed in the ***,
Words of truth wasn’t in their mouths,
Lies and so much hate with not faith,
Witches are casting out their evil spells,
Giving a queen a life of a living hell,
Their face turned to me
as I started to scream,
I seen many things that come to me
like something of darken dreams,
they were very old holding no youth,
I forget your name they would say
In a cloud of smoke;
Frogs are being tossed in the old cooking ***,
a chicken tongue, black bird eyes,
bugs of the desert land,
the thunder in the ancient sky roared while
the storm moved on by;
I see holly ones being persecuted;
The words of accurate knowledge
Was told to never be promoted on the land
Where the old witches stand
on blood, stained sand, that was a command,
words of truth are forbidden;
enemies casting names of thee into the *** of hell
while some where rings a bell;
bodyguards taken the prison ones
out of the cage; those who has lost their way,
ravens are flying around to eat up on the dead
the ones who has lost their heads,
words of temptations of the flash
dancing around the cooking ***,
my body started feeling cold
I didn’t have no more control
While lies where being told,
My eyelids where heavy as they could be
While I was cast into a deep sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Cry Me A River

Walk this dark road and let your pain roll
down that lone street,
no lights, no love,
'' Cry me a river,''
for all out doors cries for attention,
Look through the glass of the watery deep and tell me  
what it is you see!
just watch as the blue turns to green
sizzles white, that is its beauty of its life.
The beauty of chemistry in the waters
''Cry me a river '',
sing me a said song,
rid yourself of your mind's pettiness
and jump in the sea of love
and set yourself free with me,
let go of your pains
from a broken past
say goodnight to the hurt
let the light in,
let yourself see what love can be.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Crystal Vision

The old cloak down the hall
Is tell time of lies,
I could remember in your hollow voice
The words of anger that cut deep,
You always seem to be so mean.
Oh, how you loved it when I dreamed,
You call me your queen of darken dreams
That make me want to scream,
Every time your cold aging hands would
Touch my body, it gave me chills down my spine,
You would whisper in my ears,
casting so much fear,
just for me to hear all your evil commands,
in a deep voice, you would say,
freedom will never come your way,
Oh, how I believed all your lies in darken dreams,
You keep telling me how much you love
to bring me down, for once I would have to say
that for once you told the truth,
I must say to you oh, Dark Angel,
It’s only your right to play your evil games,
While I dream out your pains,
I could see your coldness in your eyes
While you kept on telling me more lies,
So, listen carefully to the sounds
That are crying out all around you,
Your loneliness is tearing me apart,
I’m not the one that broken your heart,
Those sad ancient wounds,
I can see they are still eating away at you,
Every time you look my way,
Your heartbeat pounds so raptly,
Its diving you mad that I stand up before you
And tell you the truth,
I’m not the one that cut you, and left you out to bleed
Like you are doing to me,
Oh, I can still remember the stillness
that came between us,
the hollow wind calling at me again,
letting me know I’m back in a place
I never wanted to see again,
Oh, the pains and rain of yesterday’s sorrows,
I would always hear your evil voice
Saying to me, what you lost is your freedom
You belong to me my queen,
The rains started pouring down
With the old sound of thunder,
So, I just started dancing in the rain
Hoping and praying it would wash me clean,
I hear you saying, while you stood before me,
You will always remember me
my beautiful queen Lilly Emery
you are my true poetic love of long ago
this is how are story will be wrote,
I could see in your eyes you aren’t lying this time,
In my crystal vision, I seen you,
Kissing me on a summer of an ancient day,
But I kept that vision to myself,
trying so hard to understand
What this means for you and me,
I know it was always me that runs,
But this time I am stand right next to you,
everything got wrapped up in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Dancing in the rain
washing away the pain,
darkness, is a place of true madness;
a place the sun never truly shines
sunset you will only crave to see,
and it only give shattered dreams,
I sit alone on those rainy night
crying my eyes out for true love
to open his ears to me;
but only weaknesses come to me,
I am no arthropod that web traps
because I am the one that has fallen in it,
city of lies is always nearby;
Dark Angels; eyes are always on me,
like a wolf looking for food;
He makes me feel so drowsy
when he kisses my lips
I began to float,
like I was light as a feather floating in
the autumn breeze;
with a sweet shyness about me
that takes over me,
when he plays around with my hair
It feels so nicely touched;
I loved that so much,
He would take me in his arms
and he would charm my heart,
rarely he ever makes me feel this away
then he calls me beloved;
this is where I know to wake up,
he cast a spell on me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel and Moonlight

Dark Angel ,loves to drink on his whisky

he gets ***** and very needy

he looks down into the sea

he didn't like what he sees

His anger started rising deep within him

he knows he is a ugly beast ,

He ask himself

how could Moonlight

ever love someone like me

So he cast another spell

that would give her more hell ,

she will have many dreams of he

She will only be able to call him

Dark Angel ,that is a command

Moonlight tries so hard

to never give in to his hunger,

but the more angry he gets

the thunder hits harder

the rain pours down in showers

gravity of the night pulls down

the crying moon in late June ,

Silence cracks

into Moonlights mind

she knows this cold voice

from long ago

Moonlight come to me

let me be you king .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2001
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel and The Magic Woman

They walk around trying to find faith
But they never want to give their heart to God,
they’re where born to know God
and to walk with God,
but they just turned away,
In the stained sand, they stand,
while their own tears flow,
fire and dust will be all they will know,
they bow down to the ground
worshiping false God’s,
Dark Angel has a wicked grin on his face,
while he looks my way,
The cold seven god’s they put rose dust
upon the graves, crying out in so much pain
come and awake they would say,
while the magic woman plays her games,
her thirst for their blood,
she desires their soul of long ago,
I see her hate and envy in her eyes,
While Dark Angel;
cuts deep pains in the deserts sky,
hell, is what he gives,
fire storms upon on the land of sand,
while he conspires with the magic woman,
While they take on the world in darken dreams
make the ones that dream scream,
while the slaves of darkness cry out to
their false messiah,
from the deep part of their hearts,
rise he would tell them,
Take the cup and drink the blood
of the innocent ones, destruction is the price
they will all pay when they gave Dark Angel
the key to their souls, of long ago,
thousands will fall like stars from the sky,
the old magic woman cast her spells,
to wage war in a nasty battlefield of lies,
The evil magic woman and Dark Angel
are the God’s of the blood-stained land,
black magic rolls into the eyes of the slaves,
they dance around upon on the deserts sand,
demons flow around the graves
in black rose dust.
Playing games on what they see
while their souls bleed,
The magic woman making wind of fire
That made the slaves confused,
While the bombs fly into the desert skies,
taken down all they can see,
while the weep what they believe,
the religion of their lies hold no power
in their mighty false Gods.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Darkness in The Air

There is a darkness in the air,
where people no longer care
they always walk around in fear
what they see is a dear;
that has been beaten ready to be eaten,
it is the season without any reason,
I looked and what did I see?
It was something of an illusion
My eyes are seeing things that are not there,
I would cry out because I couldn’t speak
of what it is that I seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it was hunting me, just like that dear I seen,
I looked around, but there was no one to be found,
then I heard a voice from the woods,
speaking words, I had never heard before,
sounds of thunder of true anger,
Ravens flying into the sky,
just to see what they could find to eat,
out from the woods Dark Angel stood,
looking at me with anger in his eyes,
asking me where did you go? Tell me what it is you see,
why did you remove yourself from me?
I then started hearing the autumn when cry
like the rushing see, what did all this mean?
slaves are crying out on sea,
while Dark Angel is out looking for me,
the sounds are near, yet far.
Then I heard Dark Angel say to me,
I couldn’t go on another day without you near me,
I love how you fear me,
knowing that you were always with me
then you left me, without holding me.
or kissing me without saying
Your goodbyes to me,
the air started getting sharpen with snow
While the land got very cold,
while Dark Angel stood bold,
his voice seems faint for a while,
I do know if he is going to stay for a well,
shadow shone beneath the black  
as if the sun were there,
walks along the promenade,
by the pale moon that shines upon the snow,
Dark Angel strong muscles are big in his arms
his body is everything a woman would be looking for in a man,
but Dark Angel is much more than a man, he is an evil beast,
he is wearing a long black suit coat
his under clothing is black sleek
while his eyes turn into no color that has lack of light,
it is like he is dead, yet he lives,
then he speaks to me, saying do not slip away,
because you know I will find you,
then he would laugh giving a dazzling smile,
then out of nowhere my body started feel pain,
he would be watching me while I started to scream,
the solitary tear I weep, was like rain on a stormy night,
seems to wash all the memories away of what is right,
my heart shatters like glass, I kneel to the ground,
I hear music play into darkness that sounded me
he put me in chains, his face I have found again,
I cannot speak the words I truly want to say,
Dark Angel will not hear them anyways,
I try so hard to piece back together what is left of me,
Dark Angel has me bewitched, With his darkness,
he laid me down to sleep why I wept,
why he takes what he needs from me;
rest his cooling head up on my breast,
kiss it tenderly, stained red is what he gave me all over me,
I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
Dark Angel curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my breast on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness in the air.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DEEP WITHIN

I knew deep within my soul
if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams
they would have to see all that darkness
they would have to feel all that pain
from their own darken past,
The cuts that gets deeper as time goes on
they would feel the body aches
the dislocated of body parts
if they were smart
they would look the other way
not even walk my way to see if I was okay,
if they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words,
silence would be all they would hear
they would see something
was controlling me
taking over all my emotions
lighting up my breath
given extreme pain deep within
they will see they are going through
the same pain;
so, I know to keep all away from me
if I can but things are starting
to get way out of hand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DESOLATED LANDS

Oh, I feel so lost in this darken world,
where love and peace was once with me,
now all I see is stagnated waters,
where the Nile River needs to be clean,
frogs are dead, flies are a sick pest
where people are walking around losing
their heads wishing, they were already dead,
where hearts are swimming in circles
of innocent blood, of the hands of the unloved,
In my mind, I see all kinds,
ponds of tears are always near holding on to fear,
in my darken dreams I hear screams,
beyond all imagination,
black roses have lost all petals,
they all burned up into rose dust,
flowing into the deserts air
ashes from ashes gone back to the grave,
where once wild roses did grow,
but that was some time ago,
Now the only seed that has been sown
Is the transgressions that bloom deep
into the minds of the hating kind,
where violence erupts where there is no love,
like an ancient fire work that kills the souls
in a nasty war,
Oh, fiery eyes fathomed the night
Where cools and souls of long ago
In the ground of the lost that was never found,
Oh, how loneliness is in the curl of the world,
ripping away at the hearts,
Bodies are out staining the stained
of a desolated land,
root rots the heart of lies,
that plays games on the mind,
of the unbinding souls of sometime ago.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DIFFERENT SHADES OF GRAY

Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies bewildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ sleeps,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Don't Be Afraid
Each and every one of us
has the ability to change and grow
in our lives we will have disagreements
and hurt from this life we live
don't be afraid to encounter risks
It is by taking chances in life
is the key to a healthy goal
I had learn how to be brave
Friends I have made along the way
help me to stand on my two feet
the energy to do whatever you want
is a gift of life so live it right
day and night
never shut love out of your life
it’s never impossible for love
no matter your age our time
the journey to this life is something
we all must face.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Don't Love You Yes I Do
I Don't Love You
Yes I Do
I don't love you
except because I love you
I measure every grief
to every gift you ever given me
could this heart
love a man like you
I go from loving
to not loving you
Sometimes my poor heart
keep's crying for you  
like some sad love song
that keeps me holding on to the blues
like an old Flu
I know I don't love you
but then I get confused
thinking I do
from waiting
to not waiting for you
is as sad as that old lonely song
that keeps playing on
Thing you have me to do
Shame on you
my heart moves from cold to fire
like the air of midnight
Sometimes when I watch you sleep
I often think
are you dreaming of me
that is something that makes me hurt
because I shouldn't have to wonder
if you love me or not
or if your dreaming of me
I love you
only because you ask me to
but in my heart
I don't know if you hold that spark
You are the one
I did say I do to
I hate you deeply
but hating you is making me sick
you keep coming back to me
in darken dreams
Oh, how you make me scream
You tell me to say the words
that hurts me deep
The words of Love that could never be
why I am so sick
you tell me over and over
Love is all about Pain
because my love for you  
Make me crazy you say
things I don't mean to say
You get me to say them more
the measure of changing
Your words are making hast
making me live in constant pains
that brings on rain
But you say this is love
Maybe January will see the Lights of the city
they will look so pretty
light we can take another walk
to show you I have a heart
Dark Angel takes me in his arms
asking me to call out his name
Over and Over
I would call out
Dark Angel,
In the Park of Paris
My heart wants to break
but it is already broken
''No,'' I don't Love you
yes I do because you tell me too
But only In this story
things always change in darken dreams
I am the one
who cannot live without the Light
for what is right in God eyes
but I know I am not alone
God is with me
this is my testing  
I will die for my true Love
but not the Love of Pain
that brings on the Rain .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Draw No Envy
To draw no envy,
when it comes to Love
love is like an open book
everyone wants to take a look,
Fame comes when the heart
feels pain,
when the heart is broken
it is ready to be spoken,
writing is being written
on the pages of emotions,
When it comes from the heart
everyone can feel that spark,
when love has departed
into the dark,
blind affections of true reflections
when the heart bleeds out on sea,
into a winters breeze,
that make the heart freeze
echoes of crying
hold the sighing of long ago
when Love taken a stroll,
The pains of fame made a home
on pages of blood stain ink
as the heart truly bleeds
ill fortunes of lonely rage
that comes along with age,
applause to the old crying moon
May and June has seen better of days
that words had warm the ears that hears
tears that falls with autumn winds
wishing Love would find its way back again.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreams

I wonder what my life would be
without this misery
through the cold castle
there was a big hassle
sounds behind walls made my skin crawl
cries from the other side
hurts my insides
lies are cast into darkness,
many rooms
many doors
it was very hard to find my way
I passing my fingers along the cold wall
suddenly my hands got cut
glass from a window
sharp cries from the other side
it was as if someone has dug a grave
oh, there is so much pains
winter is angry
pushing wind along the sea
in darken dreams
a voice calling out
come take my hand Moonlight
walk with me I will kiss at your feet
come stay with me
and never leave .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

If I could make a dwelling place
in your heart, I would
but all I could find is the rain of yesterdays;
You had lost your way
So now that dwelling place
has no room for love
the happiest days are long gone
the dark hours had come to you?
like a wild storm
Your name is marked in the dark
you have a way to bring on pains
you have power of the dark side
where love could never be
What made you like this ?
I know if anyone stands to close
you would make a lot of smoke
I can feel the essence of your power
but it’s not the kind I was looking for
you was once a true prince
and I was your queen
but now it’s all in dreams
things are never what they seem .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

EPIC

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no change of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery