I ONCE KNOWN LOVE
I once known Love, but that was
sometime ago, before love turn cold
only in spring, the Light was with me
but now all that made,
a bad turn there is no longer
a true word while he left me hurt,
while he is out doing his ***** work
all the ravens making a haven
upon orchard trees,
eating up all they can see
at the dead of the night
Dark Angel makes fright
dancing around in darken dreams
to make all scream for peace.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

His Words Of Lies

I am still young not yet to old,
they still say, leave me alone
to him that comes around
playing the town then comes
just to push me down,
we the crowed got him to leave
he told me I was a fool,
but what he didn’t known
the day he left I got control of my life again,
freedom from the pain he gave,
I didn’t know what love was yet,
So, I believed all his lies he ever told,
Oh, how he made my life feel so cold,
he would always come around
deep into the night
to give me more fright,
He would always tell me,
love isn’t what you think
love is a word that will always make you sink,
Love is a show, a game people plays
just to get their way,
It’s like having a dream then ends with pain,
A place that will leave you broken,
Love is never what it seems,
all it will do is make you scream,
It’s like watching a movie,
Just to see it all fall apart at the end,
Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again,
I would never let anyone get close,
All my desires for love flown out the window,
The wind would roll, pushing the waves around on sea,
While the sobbing whispers of he keeps haunting me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In the dark my heart has depart
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time ,
my own reaction wrestles agents me
in a mirror of wanders
that brings on lots of thunders
pouring rain that holds the pains
that cut deep into the night
bring on more fright into my life
from early morning to dawn
my own pains that brings on more rain
leaves my pillow stained ,
Holding troubled thoughts of strain
my mind over time;
wild storm made an evil hurricane
bring more pains in darken dreams
that makes the heart bleeds
the body weak shedding freckled sweat
while I sleep into darken dreams
that cut my heart deep.

Poetic Lilly Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams

In Silent Tears

My silent tears hold fear,
listen don't you hear my cries
deep into the stormy night?
I'm crying, but they are silent tears
I cry into the night, while I’m so alone
Hoping one day true love will find me
and take me away from all this darkness,
to a place, I would be glad to call home,
I'm crying on the inside of me,
so, you could never really see
the marks that are placed upon my heart,
All this pain running though me like ink,
the cuts are so deep,
the wounds that seems to never heal
I cry for you I cry for me,
I cry out on angry seas,
My life is in so much agony in darken dreams,
I cry for the times I can't feel love for you,
I cry because one time I did love you,
If you would only listen,
you may hear my silent tears fall
right by your pillow of the storm,
This is my pain, I written down for all to read
within my own silence and tears,  
I could tell you the truth about what I feel,
this love you gave me in the past didn't last,
I don't love you anymore,
I am walking out the door,
in my own silent tears,
is on your pillow when you get up.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Crystal Vision

The old cloak down the hall
Is tell time of lies,
I could remember in your hollow voice
The words of anger that cut deep,
You always seem to be so mean.
Oh, how you loved it when I dreamed,
You call me your queen of darken dreams
That make me want to scream,
Every time your cold aging hands would
Touch my body, it gave me chills down my spine,
You would whisper in my ears,
casting so much fear,
just for me to hear all your evil commands,
in a deep voice, you would say,
freedom will never come your way,
Oh, how I believed all your lies in darken dreams,
You keep telling me how much you love
to bring me down, for once I would have to say
that for once you told the truth,
I must say to you oh, Dark Angel,
It’s only your right to play your evil games,
While I dream out your pains,
I could see your coldness in your eyes
While you kept on telling me more lies,
So, listen carefully to the sounds
That are crying out all around you,
Your loneliness is tearing me apart,
I’m not the one that broken your heart,
Those sad ancient wounds,
I can see they are still eating away at you,
Every time you look my way,
Your heartbeat pounds so raptly,
Its diving you mad that I stand up before you
And tell you the truth,
I’m not the one that cut you, and left you out to bleed
Like you are doing to me,
Oh, I can still remember the stillness
that came between us,
the hollow wind calling at me again,
letting me know I’m back in a place
I never wanted to see again,
Oh, the pains and rain of yesterday’s sorrows,
I would always hear your evil voice
Saying to me, what you lost is your freedom
You belong to me my queen,
The rains started pouring down
With the old sound of thunder,
So, I just started dancing in the rain
Hoping and praying it would wash me clean,
I hear you saying, while you stood before me,
You will always remember me
my beautiful queen Lilly Emery
you are my true poetic love of long ago
this is how are story will be wrote,
I could see in your eyes you aren’t lying this time,
In my crystal vision, I seen you,
Kissing me on a summer of an ancient day,
But I kept that vision to myself,
trying so hard to understand
What this means for you and me,
I know it was always me that runs,
But this time I am stand right next to you,
everything got wrapped up in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Broken Is Me

I dwell in true loneliness
Where a time my own life wound never be missed,
Oh, I was so broken,
I became a lie in many people’s eyes,
My own mother didn’t say she had a younger daughter,
She only calmed one, and would be the oldest,
We lived in a small town of pain,
Where my life became broken,
My heart was always beaten down by jealous clowns
of this darken town,
the home where I live is always empty and cold,
This pain I hold keeps even when I didn’t want to,
my days are so out of place, all I see is the gloom
all around my room,
I know there are somethings are meant to be silent about,
that would be the abuse that is always at my door,
this old would I still hold in my mind,
nothing was ever good about my younger life,
This old past left its trace all over the place,
marked my heart from the very start,
there was never any trace of love in my life,
in the cellar the walls have eyes,
Every word that has ever been told,
Came back in full force,
Oh, the pain that came to me
on that cold September night,
in that cold cellar is where you left my heart
in the dark of all your lies,
The daylight falls with dooms of you,
That kept me on confused,
outside the fences the grape-vines ruined all dyed,
the rose garden become a place of rose dust,
Oh. How my mother loved her rose garden,
the roses lost tall heir color, like the tears she cried,
When my own dad left her side,
the woods come back to the mowing field of pain,
where the big old willow tree danced in the autumn wind,
outside from my window the land started losing all its beauty,
lost with time like a rhyme of lies, Broken was I.
where love was never on my side,
My own tears would fall,
like a said little rhyme of you and I,
a sad broken dream always comes to me,
my mind has no peace, I dwell with a struggled aching heart,
when you left me all broken and afraid,
You vanished and left me of your enemies,
On a forgotten past to a broken road of darken dreams,
Broken is what I am, this cold winter night,
All I ever do is cry and write,
In my own blood stain ink, that makes the heart sink.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DESOLATED LANDS

Oh, I feel so lost in this darken world,
where love and peace was once with me,
now all I see is stagnated waters,
where the Nile River needs to be clean,
frogs are dead, flies are a sick pest
where people are walking around losing
their heads wishing, they were already dead,
where hearts are swimming in circles
of innocent blood, of the hands of the unloved,
In my mind, I see all kinds,
ponds of tears are always near holding on to fear,
in my darken dreams I hear screams,
beyond all imagination,
black roses have lost all petals,
they all burned up into rose dust,
flowing into the deserts air
ashes from ashes gone back to the grave,
where once wild roses did grow,
but that was some time ago,
Now the only seed that has been sown
Is the transgressions that bloom deep
into the minds of the hating kind,
where violence erupts where there is no love,
like an ancient fire work that kills the souls
in a nasty war,
Oh, fiery eyes fathomed the night
Where cools and souls of long ago
In the ground of the lost that was never found,
Oh, how loneliness is in the curl of the world,
ripping away at the hearts,
Bodies are out staining the stained
of a desolated land,
root rots the heart of lies,
that plays games on the mind,
of the unbinding souls of sometime ago.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You Call It Love I Call It Hate
You make me panic in so many ways,
But you call this love, I call it hate,
sometimes you try to be nice,
but I know it is face by the way your eyes
look at me while you are telling me stories,
deep into the night I always seem to be crying,
my body feels as if it is dying,
while we are out on the Mediterranean Sea,
You are crystallizing everything you see,
You take me places I had never seen,
Where your own words make it hard to breath,
You cut me way to deep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Wish We Never Met

If we never met I would never known
you ever existed,
I know it may sound cruel of me
talking this away, but no one understands
the pain you gave,
I wouldn’t be so fearful if you never existed,
you scared my heart from the start,
I just didn’t know it at the time,
I was so blind by your lies,
but I feel it all now,
the cuts digging deeper down inside my heart,
you give me darken dreams
that made me scream,
I seen things I never expected to see,
on that cold September night,
The rain poured down into my life,
I know I’m scared of you,
when I see, you standing in front of me,
Your eyes so piecing, cutting into the night
Oh, how you give so much fright,
The weakest part of it all,
I once started believing you lies,
even when I know what you say wasn’t true,
I also know this isn't true,
I once felt love for you,
But that sounds crazy to,
I didn’t expect to see you again,
but every September there you are
Playing around on my heart,
I can only hope for this nightmare to end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 20017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You Think You Still Got Me

Dark Angel, puts scars all over my heart,
Oh, the air which entered my lungs,
I felt so alive for the very first time,
I looked at Dark Angel, and told him to go away,
I don’t need this life of darkness and pain,
but you have the audacity to call me back into the ring,  
to give me more pains, what a shame.
I cried out to him saying, give me back my heart,
that is something you have taken from me,
that was something I wasn’t willing to give,
you get a thrill to see me life in misery,
look what you are doing to me,
my scars are open, bleed out like the sea,
Oh, how you make me scream,
my soul I never gave you
but you take it anyways,
to control every part of me,
you are a man that is sick,
with a wicked soul, a heart so cold,
A black hole you replace in my heart,
when you had taken me down like a clown,
when I ask for you to stop this pain you gave,
your slaves danced around with smiles on their face,
I ask for you and they all laugh at me
like I was crazy, you know how weakness,
you play your games all the time on my mind,
every night is so very cold in my life,
you left me so confused
about what I should do about you,
you still think you've got me.

Poetic Judy Emery ©2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Can't Sleep

I can't sleep, you keep racing in my mind
when I do sleep I only dream of you,
I hate to be awake without you,
I miss every touch, every kiss you ever given me,
you are consuming my every thought,
this ache that is in my heart,
Is because I’m missing you,
The feel of your lips touching mine
before we had said goodnight,
I miss the way you touched me,
the way you speak to my heart,
I'm an absolute wreck!
do you see how I am without you in my life?  
my mind is always wondering about you,
your words play over and over in my mind,
You always in my head like o'clock work,
I am constantly wishing
and praying that you will find me,
keep all those words you ever told me,
words of true love, but why do I feel so blue?
You gave me nightmares,
just to find out you found someone new,
when my heart had been crying out to you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011

Love

I look at you,
while you looked
back at me,
love is what we see,
your heart to mine
takes us back to are
very first time,
where love bloom
into many sunsets,
I know deep within
we could never deny
the love we feel in side.
love is what we see,
love is you and me.

Poetic Judy Emery© 2017

I remember you,
like a sweet summer song
said you'd love me forever
nothing could ever go wrong
time's gone by
I'm just a memory scarred
I'm lost in a shadow
don't know where you are
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
sing me a sweet, sweet song
turn out the lights
and my love will burn on and on
hold me until tomorrow
dreams in the dark
dreams in the dark
you pushed me, baby
a little too far
turned your back on my loving
lick my wounds in the bars
story's been told a lesson is learned,
I know where your love lies
I know where you've gone
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
I know that you're leaving
it's over, it's over, I know
now that My heart now is bleeding'
don't know which way to turn
run home, dreams in the dark.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Draw No Envy
To draw no envy,
when it comes to Love
love is like an open book
everyone wants to take a look,
Fame comes when the heart
feels pain,
when the heart is broken
it is ready to be spoken,
writing is being written
on the pages of emotions,
When it comes from the heart
everyone can feel that spark,
when love has departed
into the dark,
blind affections of true reflections
when the heart bleeds out on sea,
into a winters breeze,
that make the heart freeze
echoes of crying
hold the sighing of long ago
when Love taken a stroll,
The pains of fame made a home
on pages of blood stain ink
as the heart truly bleeds
ill fortunes of lonely rage
that comes along with age,
applause to the old crying moon
May and June has seen better of days
that words had warm the ears that hears
tears that falls with autumn winds
wishing Love would find its way back again.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood and Dreams
Every September brings me back to you,
the blood of me you poured all over the sea
you bled me out to die,
You let me believe I was going to be free,
I have become like the waves of sea,
Slowly dying among autumn leaves
In darken dreams,
things are never what they seem,
Oh, how you love to hear me scream
Calling out your name,
Oh, how you make me so ashamed,
You always cast your blames,
You are an old mystery
That has gone down in history,
My anger became hot as a burning flame,
in the blood of darken dreams
is where I lay in agony,
The sea and I became friends
like the deep dark autumn winds,
Oh, beautiful Velvet moon
shine your light on me
make a path bright for me to find my way
I must remember you all my life
this maybe the place I shell die,
every night I'm hearing your evil voice
oh, how it makes me cry,
I never want to look you
in the eyes, ever again,
all it brings to me pain of something
or a place I never had seen
you bring to me so much agony
the rain is cold, the night is haunting
darkness is a place you call home
while you set on your thrown,
Wherever I turn, I would see you
looking back at me,
You give me so much distress
thoughts of gloom are everywhere
Oh, shadows of the night
why do you like to give me fright?
you have taken over my freedom from me
and given me darken dreams,
you stalk my every move,
you try to keep me confused about you,
you are killing me slowly in dark dreams
all hopes, love, joy, peace, you taken from me,
I feel I can no longer breath,
I look in the morrow and all I would see
is your evil eyes looking back at me,
you give me so much fright
I see your shadow holding on to mine,
now I know you are playing games
with my mind,
You’re breathe is upon my neck
You are everywhere in my head,
locked away in time of an unknown
making me feel I'm about to lose my mind
You cut me deep in this darken dream
blood and dreams with so much screams.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Whispers In The Wind

I hear your words whispers in the wind
Far , far away you go again
I pray see you
hold you
dream my dreams loving you
thoughts they seem to comfort me
every time I hear our song we use to sing
to each other over and over
dancing so close
afraid to let each other go
Oh, how this life gone so cold
does love mean what it seems
If so why am I alone
with no love of my own
a tragedy had made its way
a nasty storm was brewing
my heart got torn
release me from this awful pain
my soul must be reborn
from this dark sin
that keeps digging in
It hurt so bad the blood looks like paint mix
I didn't let go of the Love I know
this will love be what it seems
a painting of you and me at sea
lost its dreams
but then your words still come to me in
the wind like a whisper
feeling love
although unseen
your hear dose sing to me in
September dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998

Dark Angel and The Magic Woman

They walk around trying to find faith
But they never want to give their heart to God,
they’re where born to know God
and to walk with God,
but they just turned away,
In the stained sand, they stand,
while their own tears flow,
fire and dust will be all they will know,
they bow down to the ground
worshiping false God’s,
Dark Angel has a wicked grin on his face,
while he looks my way,
The cold seven god’s they put rose dust
upon the graves, crying out in so much pain
come and awake they would say,
while the magic woman plays her games,
her thirst for their blood,
she desires their soul of long ago,
I see her hate and envy in her eyes,
While Dark Angel;
cuts deep pains in the deserts sky,
hell, is what he gives,
fire storms upon on the land of sand,
while he conspires with the magic woman,
While they take on the world in darken dreams
make the ones that dream scream,
while the slaves of darkness cry out to
their false messiah,
from the deep part of their hearts,
rise he would tell them,
Take the cup and drink the blood
of the innocent ones, destruction is the price
they will all pay when they gave Dark Angel
the key to their souls, of long ago,
thousands will fall like stars from the sky,
the old magic woman cast her spells,
to wage war in a nasty battlefield of lies,
The evil magic woman and Dark Angel
are the God’s of the blood-stained land,
black magic rolls into the eyes of the slaves,
they dance around upon on the deserts sand,
demons flow around the graves
in black rose dust.
Playing games on what they see
while their souls bleed,
The magic woman making wind of fire
That made the slaves confused,
While the bombs fly into the desert skies,
taken down all they can see,
while the weep what they believe,
the religion of their lies hold no power
in their mighty false Gods.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

They Call Me Queen
We will call you ‘’Queen’’ of darken dreams,
The eyes that watch everything,
While Dark Angel has persuaded the slaves
To do all wicked things, you oh, queen hasn’t
done nothing to hurt anyone,
you are trapped into this darkness for a witness,
clouds do nestle around the castle of darken dreams,
oh, down I go where no one knows, only the lost souls,
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near, bringing on the fear,
while he calls me his sweet loving queen,
I still can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes,
He plays his head games to keeps me broken,
I am like his little token, I am always hoping for peace,
my door did linger, while my heart grown weaker
in sorrows and pain, in darken dreams,
it always rains for me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood Stained Sand
I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,
watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped,
while I witnessed so much things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,
I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains,
dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real, but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,
In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,
In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look,
are the sand that are stained in blood,
I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,
The days are very long,
but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached,
while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?
I have seen so many things,
I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks,
I hand many different styles
but in the long run they still look the same,
Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,
while they fall to the ground,
up on dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,
Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is a blood stain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,
I never known I would be placed in a darken state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN PARIS

In silent gaze I felt I had slept my life away
Every time I look down on this timeless town
my mind take in a new sound,
Whether blue or gray be in the skies
I hold on to Paris love in his eyes to mine
Whether loud be his cheers
or whether soft be in tears
his love I hold in my heart so dear
more and more I do realize this man
is the King of my life
Paris is the place my heart always wanted
it to be in in spring;
Paris in the fall I once had a broken heart,
Paris in the winter made me see the loneliness of me
Paris in the summer when it sizzles in my heart
True Love moved me and had taken my heart.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

WHY

Dark Angel do you put me in chains?
why do you want to give me all your pains?
Why do you love to see me cry?
Oh, please tell me ''WHY.''
In the night I do cry out in so much pains
don't anyone care?
Why is life so unfair
Don't you hear my chains shackle in the nights?
Oh ''WHY, '' do you like to see me cry?
In my soul I hold the truth to what I know
In my eyes I see the Visions of Life
some don't think that is right in their own eyes,
But when it comes face to face
my own haters can see I am telling the Truth,
Dark Angel backed me up in between
a cold wall of pains and rains
and a love that never came
His old agony words eat deep within my soul
a damped room he keeps me in
he caged me up like a lion
I remain in a darken place
a place of darken dreams that makes one scream
but within in time of Dark Angels lies
I became numb in despair
the chill engulfs deep within my veins
holding on too so much pains
Dark Angel only knows his own games
he hold shadows of dark notion
that holds lies and angers that drat the minds
eloquence of darkness casting away truth of love,
that makes the hearts ache
it levels a pain so deep crushes out the free
that leaves the soul to weep
with a doomed faith that leads to hate
Pain's invention, admonish of true love,
darkness preys behind my own eyes
Now I see what it is I never wanted to be
I feel the cuts deep into my gut
I can feel the emptiness running deep within my soul
oh how this darkness is making me almost lose control.
I almost felt I will never be free
Dark Angel ''WHY, '' do you want to hurt me?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

PATH WAY

Just over a month ago, I lost my way
that is a sad thing for me to say
you brought me back to life and now
you make me cry,
with the rain outside
I erased my past just like that but now it’s
all coming back why I never wanted to
love again, I forgot about all the strife
and all that pain,
that this old life gave an angel of the night
gave me a nasty fright and now I pray for
the light to live right;
you gave my life its meaning but then you
taken it all back with much pain and shames
the darkness came with a storm of rain
then a moon shine upon my face
lit a path ways for me to walk;
became the moon of my nights and no
more love no more hate my life begins today
with a smile on my face;
the past is gone and my future is on its way
true love will find me one day when life
becomes a better place.

Poetic Lilly Emery / Judy Emery © 2004

PARIS LOVE and EMPTY DREAMS

Paris love of Dark Angel dreams,
running in the rain is me.
My thoughts are on the streets of Paris love,
watching lovers;
laugh, kiss and making dreams.
I sit and write what ever came to my mind,
up the stairs in
My Paris room Dark Angel is watching
my every move and
Every thought he making sure
I stay true to only him.
Writing out how I feel,
my needs of to be free from the
Evil that is around me.
tears stream down my face why
Dark Angel has a smile on
his face, he like me to be this away. No
one can see a dark,
lonely angel like me happy and free,
I felt no ****** in my
mind I write out my words.
Dark Angel went up to the staircase
to see all my work in paintings
my words I put in writing,
No one can see the world like I do
my world of sorrow and pain
that Dark Angel gave.
blood is on the paper soul
can be seen of lost dreams,
full of ashes;
nothing that can grow of love in full moon.
reflecting on my pale face,
Dark Angel cry's out New Moon
Is what I gave.
‘’Moonlight, ’Dark Angel, exclaims;
with an anger in a battle cry,
‘’Why’’ do you put your mind on worldly things,
You must change, without making any noise,
then deep rain came of my
Pains cries of a lost cold life, ****** is what you did!
I didn't ask for this;
The hurt never ends, I want my life back
the way it was.
Without feeling anything inside like this I cried.
Because my emotions are lost in the darkness of Paris.


Poetic Lilly Emery / Judy Emery © 2004

PASSION PARIS

Oh, Passion Paris look
what the enemies done
all trust is gone in a world of hate
but never lose faith in true Love,
from heaven above,
this pain that cut deep into the hearts
has been going on way to long
Look at what you are doing
your haters of the lands,
children crying over mothers and fathers
who had died in a nasty fight,
darkness is casting spells of neglect
it's hard to find love in blood shed
look into the eyes of the lies
of a world, so cold,
look at love just drift away
fever inside a darken storm
cries for the true Light
Please never turn away from Jehovah,
you will see in this cold world
haters casting the stones,
how can you mend the wounds
when they keep getting cut open,
Oh, burning whispers of the wind
why do you come again?
just to remind me
of this cold empty world
killing innocence of Paris,
This evil makes me feel so alone
because we live in a world of war
I don't want to feel the life
of depression of this darkness,
I've had enough of this cold world
I pray for Paris and all the people in it
I say let not man lead the way in faith,
let Jehovah and our Lord Jesus Christ
lead the way;
above the sounds of vast waters,
the majestic breaking waves of the sea
Jehovah is the majestic in the height,
your own reminders have proved
very trustworthy;
Oh, Jehovah acts of vengeance
beam forth and fight this war.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I CRY

Every night I curl up in my bed
trying to get you out of my head
I start to cry thinking about you
abandoned in the dark is where
you left me to bleed,
The memories of this pain
brings on the rain;
I Cry
yes, I do over you
it’s not because I love you
that could never happen
Not even in your dreams,
Clueless is what you made this
argumentative is you;
I never wanted to put you in my life
You just found ways to get in it
Oh, I was so happy that you are gone
I thought I could finely move on
Oh, how I was wrong
you come back to me like an old sad song,
In my mind, I start to remember You
every night in my cold bed
I CRY to get you out of my mind
you come to me in darken dreams
you find a way to mess up my days
the memories of you;
have taken me down like the Flu.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A Child Walks

A child walks along black veils
covered all his little fingers
with noise of a child it plays along
the hemline of so many
meadows of his home where he belongs;
But in truth it is them who
Doesn’t want to you to see
the filthy grime that blankets the Earth;
He'd sit on logs like pulpits listen
to the sermon of rights and wrongs
Its starting to be his favorite song
how life goes on
nothing seems to matter in his little life
put your veil back on the man cried out
but who can help but peek when
you hear torture?
the screams of suffering and agony
that you are told to ignore.
I feel sorry for this little boy;
In his darken hours
he found power to say no more of his
Fathers words of pains
as he walked away with that look on his face
find God he cries out,
His name is Jehovah and he makes way
even for a lost child like me
they are among us the dandelions of thorns.

Poetic Lilly Emery / Judy Emery © 2004

Arms are open
to a heart that is no longer
closing hugs to a fare away blues
crying over you,
long days
holding on to all that pain you gave
I still can't believe all this time
you are still on my mind,
every time I think of you
my blood pressure rise
your voice comes to me
in darken dreams
that makes me scream,
you cast your dark magic
all over the sea
to all those who sleep
you’re the minds of all times,
Your words are evil
yet very sharp like a razor
cuts very deep
that will make your heart bleed,
My arms are open
but you could never see
or understand what this means,
Oh, the pains you give
cuts me very deep
I feel I could no longer breath.

Poetic Judy Emery ©
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Copyright © Judy Emery 12 Year Posted 2004

To Be Written
There's so much to be written
in a life that is forbidden
there are the challenges
that duck behind the darkness

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere in the darkness
will always be you;
I try so hard to move past you
I could never open my heart
to someone of the dark,
In darken dreams
you always make me scream
you are so mean
you love to see me bleed
the old earth vibrates in so much pains,
the velvet moon is always in gloom
you take love out of the room
round we go in the cloud of smoke
your old words echo out to the crying sea
into darken dreams,
at night, the sky holds no stars
you take that too;
you cast your evil all over the land
just for your anger to stand
your heart is so cold
you are something I could never hold.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Good morning world
I now see you in light
now that I am awake
to see the bright of day
while Love is on his way
love is everything that
poets and poetess write about,
Love is the morning smiles
the desire that makes the
heart burn a wild fire
it really is worth fighting for ,
Good morning world
good morning Love
you are all I can think of
I'm being brave
taking the risk to keep Love a bliss.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood Ink
Oh , Love you are the fire
that moves my heart
to do good things ,
you are the heaven
that hold visions in my eyes
to move my spirit to write,
Where pleasure and pains
that gives my life rains
in a world so cold
I stand so bold ,
So I write out my blood cries
in my own  blood ink
of what it is my heart bleeds
for the world to read .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery