I’ve Been Waiting
I’ve been waiting oh so long,
I’ve even written another poem,
The nights and days you stayed
I didn’t see the time passing
I’m so flabbergasted by it all,
It all started in late fall,
I waited half of my life for true love,
But what I received was a lot of invitations
to royal weddings,
I know you have written me many of times
Telling me I am the woman of your life,
But the truth must be told,
You are a man of old,
Your lies are being told,
You left me all alone,
For away from home,
up in a darken throne
in a room of true emptiness,
while I was waiting for something true in my life
you give me everything that was used
and so, abused;
I look for a miracle but nothing came my way,
I am lost in darken dreams,
Where I always hear the screams,
I know you tell me you love me,
But I come to realized it was all lies,
It is written upon the walls,
Right down the hall,
By the old **** that tells ancient time,
I feel like I’m about to lose my mind,
You tied my hands in the pains of you,
I don’t understand why you must hurt me like this,
Your old pride is wounded,
I could see that in your eyes,
while I look out my window,
there you stood, next to the willow tree,
looking at me; while ravens are flying around
looking for the lost that will never be found,
no entertainment in the sky,
but true judgements are always cast
they are very severe, making fear,
I felt as if there is nothing more to do
But watch you making a fool out of everything,
While slaves are begging for crumbs,
You push them all away;
You are a man that has no faith,
You have lost your way,
I dreamed about you most of the time,
I truly don’t like to; but I have too,
It was just the other night,
I felt you taken another life,
from another time;
I felt the pain out in the pouring rain,
I fallen upon my knees begging please,
You left me lifeless upon naked grounds,
But that is when a vision came to me,
I see the light shine so bright into the night,
The sands of ancient times were falling
Like stars from the sky;
Oh, how it made me cry for my own life,
.I was waiting for a miracle,
and one came to me, in darken dreams,
I have seen you falling in the rain
Holding on to so much pain,
Dark Angel what does this mean?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

RAVEN

Lost, hurt so cut up  
Puzzled the way my life has been  
I had been gazing out my bedroom  
Window thinking about the hurt  
Of what Dark Angel gave.
I looked and what did I see and ''Raven'',
Looking back at me,
His eyes so little like a spark shining in
That cold darken sky,
His beaded yellow eyes had been looking me  
Up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
What did the ''Raven'' see when it was looking  
back at me,
Did it see all the pains that was in my eyes?
The cuts of the night that had been cut in  
Deep wounds of Dark Angels knife,
From my bleeding heart that is all over my
Bedroom floor .
Did the ''Raven'' see the same story of he  
When he was looking at me.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in ,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair ,
the moon don't shine no more,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright ,
shattered dreams became a part of me ,
Loneliness is all I know ,
It became a friend to me ,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep ,
Hold me and keep me warm ,
My life runs in the night ,
With no one to hold in my life ,
No home to go to and call mine ,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean ,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made !
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Nile River
My voice cries out to the Nile River  
crying over you ;
love me little , love me long even  
in the strongest storms ;  
scattered dreams you not hear with me ,
destruction in the late sun that makes  me run ,
all my hopes and dreams to be set free
from the hurt and hate that stands before me,
frighten at the age of three when my mother
and my father left me ,
Puzzled in ignorance ,
explore by nature of an darken world ,
I set alone and cry in the heat of the night  
No love in sight not in fount of my eyes ,
I would cry out to cleanse all my wounds  
that I held in my heart way to long ,
humiliation from all strangers ,
humiliated by not having no one in my life ,
frightened , force in compelling pain  
praying for rain the never came ,
touched unloved relationship with faults dreams
exploration with so much questions ,
wounded a child of three when my mother  
my father had left me ,
The Nile river is what they gave me ,
a life of pains and shames
that will never go away,
Nile River cry's within my veins.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Darkness in The Air

There is a darkness in the air,
where people no longer care
they always walk around in fear
what they see is a dear;
that has been beaten ready to be eaten,
it is the season without any reason,
I looked and what did I see?
It was something of an illusion
My eyes are seeing things that are not there,
I would cry out because I couldn’t speak
of what it is that I seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it was hunting me, just like that dear I seen,
I looked around, but there was no one to be found,
then I heard a voice from the woods,
speaking words, I had never heard before,
sounds of thunder of true anger,
Ravens flying into the sky,
just to see what they could find to eat,
out from the woods Dark Angel stood,
looking at me with anger in his eyes,
asking me where did you go? Tell me what it is you see,
why did you remove yourself from me?
I then started hearing the autumn when cry
like the rushing see, what did all this mean?
slaves are crying out on sea,
while Dark Angel is out looking for me,
the sounds are near, yet far.
Then I heard Dark Angel say to me,
I couldn’t go on another day without you near me,
I love how you fear me,
knowing that you were always with me
then you left me, without holding me.
or kissing me without saying
Your goodbyes to me,
the air started getting sharpen with snow
While the land got very cold,
while Dark Angel stood bold,
his voice seems faint for a while,
I do know if he is going to stay for a well,
shadow shone beneath the black  
as if the sun were there,
walks along the promenade,
by the pale moon that shines upon the snow,
Dark Angel strong muscles are big in his arms
his body is everything a woman would be looking for in a man,
but Dark Angel is much more than a man, he is an evil beast,
he is wearing a long black suit coat
his under clothing is black sleek
while his eyes turn into no color that has lack of light,
it is like he is dead, yet he lives,
then he speaks to me, saying do not slip away,
because you know I will find you,
then he would laugh giving a dazzling smile,
then out of nowhere my body started feel pain,
he would be watching me while I started to scream,
the solitary tear I weep, was like rain on a stormy night,
seems to wash all the memories away of what is right,
my heart shatters like glass, I kneel to the ground,
I hear music play into darkness that sounded me
he put me in chains, his face I have found again,
I cannot speak the words I truly want to say,
Dark Angel will not hear them anyways,
I try so hard to piece back together what is left of me,
Dark Angel has me bewitched, With his darkness,
he laid me down to sleep why I wept,
why he takes what he needs from me;
rest his cooling head up on my breast,
kiss it tenderly, stained red is what he gave me all over me,
I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
Dark Angel curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my breast on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness in the air.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Cemetery Gloom

Dark Angel walks around the silent cemetery,
The hour made its way through '' Paris ''  
The moon shining bright with lost souls in mind,
To rid the world of penitence:
Dark Angel looks around the grounds to feed on his
Hungers.  My soul such for hope, but violence is  
All I get. Because Dark Angel likes things that way,
Abides for me desecrate:
Dark Angel, ever on the wing,
Who never reaches me too late!
His breath is on my skin, why his hands on my hip,
When music of the silence of a cold deep night gets
Dark Angel thinking what he wants to do with me  
For the night’s delight without tortured but desire.
My beauty burns deep down evil ecstasy.
Paris dreams is his to sweep me off my feet,
He gathers a place of fear to put me near,
Dark Angel looks deep within my souls as he kissed  
On my lip asking me if I was afraid.
I was losing my way to him ,
I told Dark Angel to ''stop '' I'm not ready to take the
Next steps with him then he just started laughing at me ,
The sounds of my voice wrapped him in anger his body  
Had gone in flames of his anger ,
He cried out in his anger telling me I may do foolish things
Occasionally , but I am never a fool then he grabbed my hands
And he taunt me in a dance ,
Within the breath of autumn woods,
Within the winter silences he takes me
to the ground and taken over me.
The ardor of red flame is thine,
And thine the steely soul of ice:
The Poisson in his eyes told his story within,
The design of his nature gave me heat of his anger,
Bitterness banquet of a foul delight,
He left me in the Woods
near the cemetery of the art of his gloom.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

HEAVENLY  LOVE

True passion is what you are
You set the stage for all to see,
Your love is full of power,
You have touched my heart from the very start,
You put your breath of life into my lungs,
You showed me the way to walk in your glories love,
the earth has many sand upon the land
where you had once stood;
your words are strong yet soft and sweet
easy for my soul to be at easy;
your love means everything to me my King,
my tears are at your feet;
my heart cries with joy in mind,
you are one of a kind;
you are the light that shines in my eyes,
I can hear the Devin song of all times
in an ancient rhyme;
while the angels fly around in the heavens
with your love and passion in their hearts,
their wings have your names engraves upon them;
death I know will be soon swallowed up by love;
many will fall into the darkness;
But, that is an old song that everyone on earth knows,
The harps are playing;
Angels are sing songs that no one is yet to master
But the Holy one that sets on his heavenly throne.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery