You Think You Still Got Me

Dark Angel, puts scars all over my heart,
Oh, the air which entered my lungs,
I felt so alive for the very first time,
I looked at Dark Angel, and told him to go away,
I don’t need this life of darkness and pain,
but you have the audacity to call me back into the ring,  
to give me more pains, what a shame.
I cried out to him saying, give me back my heart,
that is something you have taken from me,
that was something I wasn’t willing to give,
you get a thrill to see me life in misery,
look what you are doing to me,
my scars are open, bleed out like the sea,
Oh, how you make me scream,
my soul I never gave you
but you take it anyways,
to control every part of me,
you are a man that is sick,
with a wicked soul, a heart so cold,
A black hole you replace in my heart,
when you had taken me down like a clown,
when I ask for you to stop this pain you gave,
your slaves danced around with smiles on their face,
I ask for you and they all laugh at me
like I was crazy, you know how weakness,
you play your games all the time on my mind,
every night is so very cold in my life,
you left me so confused
about what I should do about you,
you still think you've got me.

Poetic Judy Emery ©2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Can't Sleep

I can't sleep, you keep racing in my mind
when I do sleep I only dream of you,
I hate to be awake without you,
I miss every touch, every kiss you ever given me,
you are consuming my every thought,
this ache that is in my heart,
Is because I’m missing you,
The feel of your lips touching mine
before we had said goodnight,
I miss the way you touched me,
the way you speak to my heart,
I'm an absolute wreck!
do you see how I am without you in my life?  
my mind is always wondering about you,
your words play over and over in my mind,
You always in my head like o'clock work,
I am constantly wishing
and praying that you will find me,
keep all those words you ever told me,
words of true love, but why do I feel so blue?
You gave me nightmares,
just to find out you found someone new,
when my heart had been crying out to you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011

Love

I look at you,
while you looked
back at me,
love is what we see,
your heart to mine
takes us back to are
very first time,
where love bloom
into many sunsets,
I know deep within
we could never deny
the love we feel in side.
love is what we see,
love is you and me.

Poetic Judy Emery© 2017

I remember you,
like a sweet summer song
said you'd love me forever
nothing could ever go wrong
time's gone by
I'm just a memory scarred
I'm lost in a shadow
don't know where you are
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
sing me a sweet, sweet song
turn out the lights
and my love will burn on and on
hold me until tomorrow
dreams in the dark
dreams in the dark
you pushed me, baby
a little too far
turned your back on my loving
lick my wounds in the bars
story's been told a lesson is learned,
I know where your love lies
I know where you've gone
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
I know that you're leaving
it's over, it's over, I know
now that My heart now is bleeding'
don't know which way to turn
run home, dreams in the dark.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Draw No Envy
To draw no envy,
when it comes to Love
love is like an open book
everyone wants to take a look,
Fame comes when the heart
feels pain,
when the heart is broken
it is ready to be spoken,
writing is being written
on the pages of emotions,
When it comes from the heart
everyone can feel that spark,
when love has departed
into the dark,
blind affections of true reflections
when the heart bleeds out on sea,
into a winters breeze,
that make the heart freeze
echoes of crying
hold the sighing of long ago
when Love taken a stroll,
The pains of fame made a home
on pages of blood stain ink
as the heart truly bleeds
ill fortunes of lonely rage
that comes along with age,
applause to the old crying moon
May and June has seen better of days
that words had warm the ears that hears
tears that falls with autumn winds
wishing Love would find its way back again.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood and Dreams
Every September brings me back to you,
the blood of me you poured all over the sea
you bled me out to die,
You let me believe I was going to be free,
I have become like the waves of sea,
Slowly dying among autumn leaves
In darken dreams,
things are never what they seem,
Oh, how you love to hear me scream
Calling out your name,
Oh, how you make me so ashamed,
You always cast your blames,
You are an old mystery
That has gone down in history,
My anger became hot as a burning flame,
in the blood of darken dreams
is where I lay in agony,
The sea and I became friends
like the deep dark autumn winds,
Oh, beautiful Velvet moon
shine your light on me
make a path bright for me to find my way
I must remember you all my life
this maybe the place I shell die,
every night I'm hearing your evil voice
oh, how it makes me cry,
I never want to look you
in the eyes, ever again,
all it brings to me pain of something
or a place I never had seen
you bring to me so much agony
the rain is cold, the night is haunting
darkness is a place you call home
while you set on your thrown,
Wherever I turn, I would see you
looking back at me,
You give me so much distress
thoughts of gloom are everywhere
Oh, shadows of the night
why do you like to give me fright?
you have taken over my freedom from me
and given me darken dreams,
you stalk my every move,
you try to keep me confused about you,
you are killing me slowly in dark dreams
all hopes, love, joy, peace, you taken from me,
I feel I can no longer breath,
I look in the morrow and all I would see
is your evil eyes looking back at me,
you give me so much fright
I see your shadow holding on to mine,
now I know you are playing games
with my mind,
You’re breathe is upon my neck
You are everywhere in my head,
locked away in time of an unknown
making me feel I'm about to lose my mind
You cut me deep in this darken dream
blood and dreams with so much screams.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Whispers In The Wind

I hear your words whispers in the wind
Far , far away you go again
I pray see you
hold you
dream my dreams loving you
thoughts they seem to comfort me
every time I hear our song we use to sing
to each other over and over
dancing so close
afraid to let each other go
Oh, how this life gone so cold
does love mean what it seems
If so why am I alone
with no love of my own
a tragedy had made its way
a nasty storm was brewing
my heart got torn
release me from this awful pain
my soul must be reborn
from this dark sin
that keeps digging in
It hurt so bad the blood looks like paint mix
I didn't let go of the Love I know
this will love be what it seems
a painting of you and me at sea
lost its dreams
but then your words still come to me in
the wind like a whisper
feeling love
although unseen
your hear dose sing to me in
September dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998