So,
Will I be happy?
-Well, are you sad?

How do I know?
-You don't know that you don't know.

But,
Will I be loved?
-Did you ever love?

How do I love?
-How do you remember?


*- Well, you forget that you forgot.

I'm loud,
I'm drunk
I'm drunk,
I'm sober
only sober,
once not drunk

So here and now
So here and then
here and now
and there, not then

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