Somewhere

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
Journey getting past you ,

Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away ,

The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad ?

Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,

Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss ,

Somewhere in this big old world you are
Wishing you never hurt me like you did !
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
Journey getting past you ,

Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away ,

The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad ?

Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,

Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss,

Somewhere in this big old world you are
Wishing you never hurt me like you did !
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SOMEWHERE IN THE DARK
Tue, 08/09/2016 - 15:45 -- Poetic Judy Emery
SOMEWHERE IN THE DARK
Somewhere in the darkness will always be you
I try so hard to move past you
I could never open my heart
to someone of the dark ,
In darken dreams you always make me scream
you are so mean you love to see me bleed
the old earth vibrates in so much pains,
The velvet moon is always in gloom
you taken love out of the room round we go
in the cloud of smoke your old words
Oh how they echo out to the crying sea
into darken dreams ,
At night the sky holds no stars you taken that too
you cast your evil all over the land
just for your anger to stand your heart is so cold
you are something I could never hold .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

SPRING LOVE
Fri, 07/08/2016 - 12:39 -- Poetic Judy Emery
What a beautiful feeling
with true glory and peace
that comes in spring
with hearts that sings
when I look into your eyes
I could see Love for the first time,

I the had realized you're the one
my heart needs to feel complete
Your love for me is lift
like a beautiful butterfly
that fly high in lovers spring,

You my love has truly showed
me what true love is all about
you make me what to shout
and dance around like a child
on the playgrounds ,

To others my seem to be a dream
or it is a likely thing
but true love is something of lies
true love is not about control
but it is about two hearts becoming one .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

Stand strong in faith and never take
Your eyes of Jehovah ;
The work of the flesh is weakness,
Don't look back to the past its long
Gone and it will hold you in darkness,
Satan is the Father of sin ;
Even when you can’t see your way
Stand strong in faith ;
Satan is always transforming himself
Into an angel of light ,
To make you lose sight of the way of
Your faith to Jehovah God .
Even when you feel like you can’t face
Another day , Hold on to Jehovah and
Never let go ,
Stand strong in faith and what you know,
Even when the tears want to flow from your
Eyes , Let Jehovah hold you to what is Right,
Stand strong in faith and Jehovah will make Way ;
Knowing that Jehovah will always provide
What you need ,
Even when you feel that all hope is gone
Never let go ,keep moving along to what you Know ,
Stand strong in faith ;
Knowing that Jehovah is always there for you
Just cry out and give all your worries to him ,
Stand strong in faith ;
Even when you feel like giving up let Jehovah
Give you his love .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Superstitious Mind

Into that cold September you sink into the night
just to give more fright
your sleek and shiny black hair
and your diamond eyes that shine into the night
hunting dreams just to make one scream,

dark and very fast is your way of life
you never play nice
you love to see me cry
I had always asked you Why?
what have I done
to make you act this away?
you haunt my thoughts
you give me darken dreams
you are the curse of me.

I always pray,
that I would never cross your path
that would be so bad
even the thought of it makes me mad
because the pain you give hurts so bad
and that makes me so sad
The panic begins every September that draws near
it sets off fear for others to hear...

This is a battle I'll never win
But then it's a battle you will never win
because I will never give into your darkness
you bait the trap for me to fall into
but I also got one for you
We all know superstition is a lie,

so, keep faith in mind always
You cry out my name every night
saying how much you love me
you want me to stay
Oh, panic go away
I promise I will never turn my back on you

Oh, Dark Angel I see your blazing eyes
looking back at me
tell me what it is you see
Why do you keep haunting me?
You are everywhere I go
You're stalking out my life,

But why do you hold on to me like you do?
What have I done to make you act so cold?
your anger is so bold,
Yet, so cold with hunger into your darken soul.
Please let me go
I don't want to drink your ruby red wine
not this time...
never mess with a man of darkness,

He will always play games
with one’s mind every time...
He is an evil cat knocking at the door
he has a superstitious mind
that tries to read my soul
but he will never get that far
so remover your darkness from me
take your spells off me and let me be.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

SWEET TABOO

There is no remedy for love but to love  
That is taboo to say I love you,
To wait an hour is long if love be just
Beyond to wait eternity is short if  
Love reward, just because I feel that  
Love from you,

The words rising in me strong and clear  
Oh so real like the sun in the sky that  
Shines so bright is the love I hold in my heart
That is taboo every time I think of you,

I hear the words in love songs of love and I  
Think of us just the way we were dancing in  
The bar singing to each other, You’re still the  
One we had been dancing on,

And the words I love you came to mind like
Rising moon that shine bright on our love  
That night to set our love on high,
I try to say the words never let me go,

But that is all taboo is my love for you,
Till I loved I never lived enough,
Love is a gift from heaven above,
Love is all there is to me,
when it comes,

To us, is all we shale ever know is the  
Love we hold Taboo could never take  
Control over what is inside of us,

If we love we must never walk in darkness  
I almost broke the silence many, many times
But was held back by the feeling you left me  
In when I saw the look in your eyes,
Our love was only taboo of lies.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010

Tale As Old As Time

Tale as old as time
you had touched my life
you showed me the way
when my life was in the gray
you taken away the pains of yesterdays,

You stay upon my mind
most of the time
friends come and go
and soon they grow old ,

But you stand so bold
your love never goes cold
you are the love of my life
but this was no surprise
all can see you are with me
your love shines so bright
deep into my eyes ,

You gave me a meaning
you gave me hope
you taken away the darkness
you did everything
No other could had ever done
you are my one and only ,

Your love is so true
you could never make me blue
Your love is ancient
A tale as old as time
I read your words day and night,

You are the way
you are the light
that shines on high
deep into the night
you are the fire
that keeps my spirit on high ,

I am so glad
and so very blessed
you are in my life
You are the tale as old as time
you are the love of my life .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

TEAR DROPS
Mon, 08/22/2016 - 14:25 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Tear drops fall like a waterfall
my tears roll from my filled eyes
while my heart has been cut another time
I try so hard to hid what it is I feel inside
but that never stop the thunder of his anger ,

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

TEARS

Tears would always fill my eyes
is the blue prints of me,

the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves,

in darken dreams that makes
my heart and makes me
bleed out like ink.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TEARS OF JEWELS
Tue, 08/16/2016 - 01:55 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I sung to the sea
in so many dreams
but its all the same to me,
I cried and cried day and night
while the old moon looked down on me,
while my tears had fallen deep into the sea
they looked like jewels of history
from all the pains I held deep within
lips of words that cut do deep
that made my heart bleed out into the sea
the sea became a friend just like the autumn winds,
dreams that taken me back to the past
oh, hear comes the pain bring down the rain
those memories are cutting at me
my mind could see
the eyes of he looking back at me
while my tears started to fall like autumn leaves
the sea made them all into tears of jewels of me.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

TEARS OF ME
Mon, 08/01/2016 - 13:44 -- Poetic Judy Emery
My tears is the blue prints of me,
the art of my inter beauty
that stains the autumn leaves
in darken dreams that makes
my heart bleed out like ink .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

THE ART OF MY PAINS
Wed, 08/10/2016 - 20:37 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The art of my pains
is in the blood stain ink of me
while I write day and night
to give insight of me that bleeds
while the world reads ,

this is my own battle cry's
that are left in my mind
I see all the dead souls around me
while I dream my darken pains
of the days of rain that hasn't gone away,

I was born in a painful storm
the memories stayed with me
oh how the pains had cut me deep
the words that hurt made bigger storms
I hold my breath like I was dead
thinking it would all end ,

I now realize as I got older
you cannot fix anyone
that don't want the help
so why in the hell did this life paint me
and put me down into a devastated storm
the past has away to paint my life gray
this is the art of me that bleeds .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

THE ART OF MY PAINS


The art of my pains
is in the blood stain ink of me
while I write day and night
to give insight of me that bleeds
while the world reads ,

this is my own battle cry's
that are left in my mind
I see all the dead souls around me
while I dream my darken pains
of the days of rain that hasn't gone away,

I was born in a painful storm
the memories stayed with me
oh how the pains had cut me deep
the words that hurt made bigger storms
I hold my breath like I was dead
thinking it would all end ,

I now realize as I got older
you cannot fix anyone
that don't want the help
so why in the hell did this life paint me
and put me down into a devastated storm
the past has away to paint my life gray
this is the art of me that bleeds .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The art of what one write
is the ink of what you bleed .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery(c)

THE BIRDCATCHER

Each night I dream, I must face he
Who makes me scream,
Facing the predator that eats away
at my soul and spirit
to get me to lose my faith,
In this old darken world of suicide lies
plays over and over of an ancient birdcatcher,

He is a super intelligent of the dark,
That knows how to pierce the heart,
Plays on the mind with cunning ways
to get you to lose your way,
while he sits on his blood throne of darkness,
he plots a trap in all your moves,
he studies all your habits and chrematistics,

He walks on the ground of the lost
that never been found;
the graves in ashes of gray pines of all time,
pasting on what was once glassy meadow,
he schemes to mislead,
he is the ancient birdcatcher of all times,
plays his games on the dreamer’s minds,

He has a wicked skittish hand,
he hides behind dark places
in his eyes are the fire of hades,
He sets traps for the flesh and blood
he takes the bones and turn into rose dust,
In the castle of true horror are many doors
That traps the dreamers,

I had recently burnt down many traps
He made out for me in darken dreams,
It was a stormy night,
on a cold September fright,
he came out of nowhere and taken me down
so, fast I didn’t know I was caught
into one of his traps,
Oh, the pains and the rain on a road of darkness,


High into the mountains are the eyes
and the tracks of slaves, where traps are being laid
The prince of darkness stands in the mist
giving out his evil commands,
anger is always in the air
in a world of darkness that don’t give a care,

I could hear the lying words through the thunder,
he is the birdcatcher of darken dreams,
he loves to watch me bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

THE BLACK SEED
The Black Seed of torment
the haunter of dreams
Looking for lost souls

scatter it's seed around the land
among the rich harvest of the good
The Black Seeds,
digs deep in their own decay
Dark Angels' eyes
when he turns to look at me
are like two empty mirrors

I didn't find myself in them
only the dark of the weeping
He doesn't speak or gesture
He never follows when
I run from the dark rooms
He provokes me in his silence

He seems to look at me without a care
he brings so much fear
He stares deep in the night
like he is lost in another time
I had always been afraid of his kind
I grown afraid of the dark

Because Dark Angel left his mark
I know in my heart
he will always be a big part of me
we are inseparable from each other
we are like the changing wind
Lost in shipwreck of time
he is always on my mind
Black Seed is he, eating away at me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

The Broken Souls

Can you still hear the cries? From the other side,
While the storm of pains move along,
Upon on an angry sea, comes darken dreams,
Voices of an ancient time comes back to my mind,

Tortured standing in rain, facing the blade,
Casting down in a world of shame that giving so much blame,
Lies that cut like a knife, broken are the souls of long ago
In a world that is so cold, now we all face what was
and what is going on today,

Oh, how the sea moves the ship along the shores,
While the storm cast its spell of all evil in the minds
That sleep and dream of he that haunts the weak,
In darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Clown Of The Town

He is a clown with a big nose that is round
He has a big sad frown
that could almost touch the ground,
His cheeks are rosy nice and pink
with a heart that sinks down deep,

He has the eyes that sparkle in the night wind,
He sits alone crying about
what was and what didn't come
This old dark world put this clowns heart on the run,

His old shoes are so big that all his tears fall in,
His costume be perm pressed,
His old heart overflown with sadness,
every time he walks around
everyone makes a fuse over the way he looks
the way he dressed
Oh, his life is a big mess,

His face is painted with heartaches,
He holds his head down low holding balloons for the show
children run to greet him will hast on their face,
Wherever he may go his life is one big show,

When it comes to love he just bleeds
with the heartaches of long ago,
despite all he has been through,

He walks alone holding on to his broken heart
hoping one day it will mend and be set free
Where he can breathe, and start living again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

THE CUTS

There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain;
oh, how this body aches
I know no body truly knows me
if they did would it mean anything
Dark Angel has overtaken me,

my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh, how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filed with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss,

the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within,
I was too young
to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed,

I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did,

I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away
without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words
no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain
has given me so much rain,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Edge Of Darken Dreams

I try so hard to concentrate
On this life Darken Angel gave,
in a world of ancient pains,
where it always rain,

the old moon always cry’s in late June
drink up the beauty of the sea,
while the stars shine from fare,
On the edge of the sea
is where I will fine me in darken dreams,

I walk alone praying one day all this will end,
then I think why did it ever began?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

The Eye Of The Dragonflies

Swing on high like a sad lullaby,
Who will ever succeed in darken dreams,
lies are playing around in the open minds,
while hate leads the way into darken days,
upon the bladed grass
are the blood of one’s flesh,

The smell of autumn fresh air,
While the breeze blow, the autumn leaves
all over the place into darken dreams,
I would hear Dark Angel call out to his slaves,

Come up close to me where all can see,
Open your eyes and unstop your ears and hear,
Her my voice your empty souls,
Let all nations and national groups weep
What it is I have then to sow,

Dark Angel, starts pointing his finger
at all who are standing around,
Saying, pay attention to all my words
even if it hurts, you lost souls, listen
to what it is being told,

The cries are howling all over the land,
bloodshed tears fall on the bladed grass,
the wind blow a darken storm in, while
The Black Sea holds rage,

You devoted slaves, in time you will only
be a waste, that the owls and the ravens
will eat up along the way, in the slaughter
house you will go,
On autumn, colored leaves that falls,
Moonlight will had named them all,
through the rosy blooms,
Moonlight walks around the crystal waters
where streams will sing,

That’s when Dark Angel looked at me,
with his eyes looking at me with a smile,
this I have seen many times when he is
ready to start playing on my mind,

Oh, grey skies scatter around clouds of storms
Where thoughts do nest in wonder,
far into Dark Angels eyes pressed against mine,

I see many different things, like fields of silver edge
where slaves are out working hard,
or losing their heads,
Where cows and all kinds of animals are out
eating away on parsley, in a cool silent place,

Deep sun searching through the eyes of the dragonflies,
I had to ask myself where is this place I am seeing,
am I dreaming? Or is it real?
Wings of doves are flying on high
While the ravens are playing around in the trees,
What does all this mean.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

THE LIES OF DARK ANGEL

You oh, Dark Angel, always telling me
how it was so easy being unconfident in life,
where others always had put their trust in my hands,
where true darkness takes its stand,

those old past feelings run deep into the mind,
the touch of pain upon the skin, that makes its way
deep within, where the fingers of time of what is
right and wrong plays out its song,

Oh, Moonlight, you are like a child of the light
that has a message for the slaves,
but only darkness I will only allow them to see,
in the distance the light will shine,

like a white dove that flies on high,
brightness shines deep into your eyes,
to help the blind see how to get away from me,
Moonlight, there is no way I will set you free,
the breath of true will never be,

darkness is the way this game is played,
close your wings and walk over to me,
come and test what it is I give,
come and watch what I will do to the slaves
that pray for death to come,

Come to me Moonlight and play along,
Open your heart to me and I will give you anything
When it comes to darken dreams,
You know I will be all you need if you will only trust me,
You can have it all here in the place of the dark,

That’s when I turned around and said to Dark Angel,
remove your hands off my breast,
you are the creature of the night move aside,
all you ever do is tell lies, to keep others on your side,
but you oh, Dark Angel, you had forgotten I see everything.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Light

The light in your eyes
is starting to fade away
just like night into day,

Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
front that nothing is wrong,

But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
you ever said,

You are constantly fight with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going,

As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
you start it up all over again
head to let this pain run

Now I have too accepted that you are
now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues,

The taste of happiness has faded
to another place were silence made Home  
this feeling that hunts at me
I must scream,

I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold beaten down room,

I started having a visions
that captive within myself  
feels as if someone pulling the rug
out from me,

Oh, I cannot breathe  
Please someone help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
my heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep,

I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own

You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within

Am holding it all in
how much can one person take
I try with all my might to let it all end,

Why darkness try's so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray,

When death has taken its course
this is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright
in the love of my God,

But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right,

I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run free until I have finely find me  
I am asking you my God to help me please,

dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2013

THE MIND IS POWERFUL
Sun, 07/17/2016 - 14:22 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The Mind is powerful
yet something made so beautiful ,
the mind has many rooms
to hold all things it has seen
those brain rooms holds many thoughts
emotions of happiness and lost
the mind is the revelation
of who we are from the start of birth
too the very end of ones life
the eyes are the window to the soul
the mind is the key of reality
that moves the body and the heart
the mind is a beautiful gift from God
the mind  is the mirror to ones soul
the mind is powerful with many rooms.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

The name of that small town

The name of that small town I will never reveal,
I have courage and strength to fight this nasty war
That keeps me captive in darken dreams,
I know the words of he who hunts me,
I see the butterflies screaming while they fly
Deep into the night skies, I will always follow
The golden light that shines deep into my eyes.
In this small town, I know so well,
The people tries so hard to give me a life of hell,
They go around town lighting their lamps,
While an old man rings the town church bell,
I can hold my breath in my lungs,
Just as they can, So, what makes them think
They are better than me?
I can reach deep into the sea floor,
I can even dance upon on the sand,
My words are strong yet smooth,
In this small town, there is so much hate,
It’s hard for many to keep faith,
I have reasoned with many about their dark ways,
Oh, how the haters eyes stayed on me while they cried,
While they drowned their souls in more lies,
They would stalk out my life
Trying to shame my name,
With time, I would see their bodies float on the surface of the sea
Into darken dreams they weep,
My heart is strong when I walk into the streets
Of the small town that weeps,
They always talk about me and call me so many names,
In their eyes are the envy of true jealousy,
But my heart is soft enough to sense the murmuring
Of the crying skies, that hold the gloom of late June,
Where the white stage is made for me to walk,
While the old small town do their talk,
Hang her up they would say,
While they cast stones to break my bones,
My feet are swift to flow the tears that fall to my feet,
I would walk while they cry out into the rain of pain,
They would no longer call out my name in shame,
But they would ask me to stop the pain,
The mountains are lit with the glowing flames
Of the fire the haters made,
My footsteps no longer felt the burns,
The words of my hates of the small town only echoes
Into the flam, the shadows of the night creeps on into my life,
In this small town, I had returned,
But I will never reveal the name of the small town that given
Me so much heartaches, while the fools surround me,
Casting their stones,
they relentlessly Waite to see if I would fall,
but I stayed strong through it all,
silence became a friend out into the crying wind,
Oh, my own jealous sister why tell lies?
Why do you try to be me? If I am all that bad,
Your jealousy hold evil to me,
Much has been lost between us,
We are sisters but we act like strangers,
You always try so hard to cast danger my way
While you play your games on the highway,
I am brave and I will always keep my faith,
I am enough to hold true love in my soul from long ago.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery