WHY
Why oh Dark Angel do you put me in chains?
why do you want to give me all your pains?
Why do you love to see me cry?
Oh please tell me ''WHY.''
In the night I do cry out in so much pains
don't anyone care?
Why is life so unfair
Don't you hear my chains shackle in the nights?
Oh ''WHY, '' do you like to see me cry?
In my soul I hold the truth to what I know
In my eyes I see the Visions of Life
some don't think that is right in their own eyes,
But when it comes face to face
my own haters can see I am telling the Truth,
Dark Angel backed me up in between
a cold wall of pains and rains
and a love that never came
His old agony words eat deep within my soul
a damped room he keeps me in
he caged me up like a lion
I remain in a darken place
a place of darken dreams that makes one scream
but within in time of Dark Angels lies
I became numb in despair
the chill engulfs deep within my veins
holding on too so much pains
Dark Angel only knows his own games
he hold shadows of dark notion
that holds lies and angers that drat the minds
eloquence of darkness casting away truth of love,
that makes the hearts ache
it levels a pain so deep crushes out the free
that leaves the soul to weep
with a doomed faith that leads to hate
Pain's invention, admonish of true love,
darkness preys behind my own eyes
Now I see what it is I never wanted to be
I feel the cuts deep into my gut
I can feel the emptiness running deep within my soul
oh how this darkness is making me almost lose control.
I almost felt I will never be free
Dark Angel ''WHY, '' do you want to hurt me?

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

ONLY YOU

I'm crying deep within
were no one can hear me
but you do .
I'm wounded in so many ways
but only you can feel all my pains
only you can hear my voice
when I cry out in so many ways ,
When my teardrops fall
and they do fall hard
you are the only one
that can hear them fall
I know I had always tried to be strong
to those who are around me that are weak
I always pray to you
to find the right words to help them find comfort
But when my days are over
and the night comes in like a storm
pushing at all my emotions
no matter what I do
to try to stop the rain
more pains come my way
each tear that I let fall from my eyes
they all have a name
that had given me much pain
I cry and I pray for better days
those life time cuts are very deep
But only You could every know this
only you could ever love me through it
when my heart bleeds on out
you give me rain showers
to wash me clean so I could help another
to find their way out of a darken place .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Seen Better Day's

Oh, I'd seen better days
when life wasn't a battle of war
I am locked away in darken days
I feel so betrayed
I even lost my way
Oh, I was slow and very sad
I hurt so bad
I left all that I had
for a life that is helpless and dark
oh, how it left me marked
a fools game of hate
crying deep into the night
like someone has been cut deep by a knife
the words that I hear are very clear
cruel holding pain
is he that brings on rushing rain
storms that seem to have no end
there was once love on the land
but that was way back then
but now all there is upon the land
is the grave of many
the weeping wind comes again
gives me the touch of its love
the sea gave out its anger
the moon looks so gloom
I'd seen better days
but now all I see is pain
crying out in the rain.

Poetic Lilly  Judy Emery (c)

COLD AUTUMN WINDS


Cold autumn winds
takes me back again
while the cold memories touched
my mind
my heart another time
the wind and rain brings on my pains
that touched my skin of yesterday,
death smote silence in a gave
Love and peace are written down in books
for others to see and read
to whom that takes the look
sadness and pains
are among autumn leaves in memories
out from my stained cold window
I will always see you
as long as my lungs hold air
I will breath out pains in autumn rain
among cold autumn falling leaves
you will always be with me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Oh , freedom
where have you gone
this old pain
has been going on too long
on high I look for thee
to set my spirit free
but darkness is all I see
thunder and rain in so much pain
wet feet torrents meet
what makes my mind weep
I could no longer hold back
this ancient thunder of my wonder
where are the star lights
that once had shined on high
oh, what had happen to my life?
Oh, freedom where did you go?
why did you leave me in the snow
I am among people I don't know
they're wanting to eat away at my soul
because that is all they know
they stand so bold
trying to take control
empty breath upon my breast
thinking I was dead
doubts made its round
pain is the game
obey the king they all scream
disobey you will pay
envy is the mask of their love
darken dreams is to the unknown
dark memories is where it all starts
that cuts deep into the heart .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

COLD SEPTEMBER

The banks are bear
the cold is in this September air
streams of pain are being cast
from an old beaten down past
The castle of darken dreams
Dark Angel holds the key
OH, he is so mean ,
Green grass by the wooden path
fair flowers among wild weeds
there are great depression along
that painful path of traps
that will overtake your souls ,
Dark Angel loves to play with  black magic
he cast his spells of darken
on all who sleeps
he gives the very bad dreams
to make your heart pound faster
your mind will race
the only thing you can do is scream ,
Your tears will fall
and the old red sea will flood
the old scallop leaves will fall
among darken dreams
into every inch of your mind
will play over time
you hold on to your soul
and pray to never let it go,
darkness is all around
and that will be all you can see
until Dark Angel takes his stand
and open the door
with is long key
of darken dreams
he will give wonders and worries
throughout your days
to make you lose your way
to lose your faith in love,
your life will become so gray
holding so much pains
love will turn into  hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave
to the heart strings of pain
of rain to flood out your tears  
no soul will ever be spared
the expressions up on all faces you
can see they are in darken places
you will never see the light of faith
in their darken eyes Oh, pale , pale lips
do cry out Dark Angel shouts
Come to me Moonlight and see
what it is I have done, Dark Angel has me
pleading for him to let the others go
I am crying with the sea
because his rage is out of hand
I'm afraid and very weak to even think,
When I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to him anyways
Oh, pale lips come to me and kiss the pains
of me your King ,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things I hear things
I must not speak I must stay strong and meek
but this darken place makes battle
that no one can win ,
I am in way to deep I'm losing this fight
for my own rights Dark Angel kissed me
as if he is taken the life out of me
I feel I could no longer breath
He is given me the pains
of rain of yesterday’s memories
that will never go away September
will always be remember .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Moon In Her Eyes

Oh, moon what have you done
What did I do?
my for soul to be so cold
I am lost and confused
darkness is taken control
I know you seen everything
that was set out for me
the traps for me to fall in
in my eyes the visions
will always be
you are the goddess of the sky
I will always cry upon old sea
but you will shine your love down
for this is what you do
you change in moods
so be good to me
A New Year is near
and darkness has not yet disappeared
lies are still being told
Dark Angel ,he is out
playing mind games
on those who dream
for me to see with the eyes of a moon
I hold the goddess of you
unusual violent eyes that turn royal blue
in late June
casting beauty of visions of time
with the stars their is the light
the doom hearts lost their shine
old sea has resounded over seasons
the castle is where my body remains
locked away in my cold dark room
while Dark Angel plays games
where the black magic woman
cast her spell from a life of hell
Dark Angel is taking me in rage
to a foreign place
where people where mask
upon their faces
they are dancing around
like they are in a scorching pain
acting so crazy
like they are insane
falling on the ground
jumping up and down
something I have never seen before
then it started to rain
then they started crying out a name
to the black magic woman
please stop this pain
that Dark Angel gave
then she started to laugh
and made much thunder  
then they started crying
Dark Angel of dreams
move away please
they all was on hands and knees saying
**** us please  so we can be set free
I started holding my stomach
starting to get very sick
a moonstone was place upon me
asking me what is it I see
I had no words but only tears
come Moonlight
tell  Dark Angel what he needs
I will not change if this is what you mean!
Dark Angel stands over me
and said in a angry voice
we will see wont we
then the moonstone become very cold
it is the door of your eyes
the visions of time that is waiting for you
to open the door and let us see
what it is you hide from me
what is it you see
tell me Dark Angel starts to scream
then the moon is in color
Moonlights eyes are like something
of the sea but never seen of all times
Your name is Moonlight
you have been marked but not by me



Poetic Judy Lilly Emery (c)

Mysterious Moon

Oh, mysterious moon
you hang so low in gloom
images of the motionless
but only see eye movement
that stalks out the night
Oh, how you keep me anxiously in fright
The temperature had dropped another notch
I can feel the coldness into the autumn air
color leaves are on the ground
and the birds are lacking courage to move ,
This is a journey of fear
a fantasy of a childhood game
floating away into my brain
I can feel and see all things
that hold a blaze of danger
upon a darken road to nowhere
this has betokened my future with anger
The old crying wind
made its way back again
making ghostly hues of dangerous cry's
that shaken the night
given more fight to what will happen tonight
then a tapping and a groan
bring on rain of sobbing pains
that was when Dark Angel stood so near .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreams

I wonder what my life would be
without this misery
through the cold castle
there was a big hassle
sounds behind walls made my skin crawl
cries from the other side
hurts my insides
lies are cast into darkness,
many rooms
many doors
it was very hard to find my way
I passing my fingers along the cold wall
suddenly my hands got cut
glass from a window
sharp cries from the other side
it was as if someone has dug a grave
oh, there is so much pains
winter is angry
pushing wind along the sea
in darken dreams
a voice calling out
come take my hand Moonlight
walk with me I will kiss at your feet
come stay with me
and never leave .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I walk in beauty of the night
the moon holds light
to  the color of my eyes
that shines deep into the night
that is why they call me Moonlight
because I hold sight of time
that hold visions in my eyes
I dwell in a place of hell
that rings Dark Angels bell
I walk near the edge of time
trying hard to clear my mind
the sky's above me
are always gray
holding clouds of rain
while Dark Angel
brings on the pains
in darken dreams for me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

mirror of time
I can see you always
you are a part of my mind
holding the pains of yesterdays
I can see the eyes of me
looking back deep within my soul
to everything I know of long ago
When I walk over to the mirror
that stands so tall in darken room
I see the lies of he that was once with me
o how that made my heart bleed
like the rushing red sea
I find myself going over and over
each lying words that he would tell me
My tears would roll down from my eyes
down on my face of yesterdays
I keep on looking in the mirror of time
just to see he eyes looking deep within mine
I hold in my heart and mind
so much regrets;
I don't have the words I truly want to say
I feel as if time had stopped and left me marked
deep down in my heart,
I could see his eyes looking over me
while he laughs as I cry
while he cycles pains in my mind
I could still feel his ever touch
oh, how I hate that so much,
I go down on my knees
while my heart bleeds
while my own eyes look back at me
in the mirror of time
battling away on my faith
like I have been locked away in a cage
like a bird hoping to be free
into the mirror, I did see
Angel of love locking back at me
the light that shines so bright
gave me hope for better days.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Moon In Her Eyes

Oh, moon what have you done
What did I do?
my for soul to be so cold
I am lost and confused
darkness is taken control
I know you seen everything
that was set out for me
the traps for me to fall in
in my eyes the visions
will always be
you are the goddess of the sky
I will always cry upon old sea
but you will shine your love down
for this is what you do
you change in moods
so be good to me
A New Year is near
and darkness has not yet disappeared
lies are still being told
Dark Angel ,he is out
playing mind games
on those who dream
for me to see with the eyes of a moon
I hold the goddess of you
unusual violent eyes that turn royal blue
in late June
casting beauty of visions of time
with the stars their is the light
the doom hearts lost their shine
old sea has resounded over seasons
the castle is where my body remains
locked away in my cold dark room
while Dark Angel plays games
where the black magic woman
cast her spell from a life of hell
Dark Angel is taking me in rage
to a foreign place
where people where mask
upon their faces
they are dancing around
like they are in a scorching pain
acting so crazy
like they are insane
falling on the ground
jumping up and down
something I have never seen before
then it started to rain
then they started crying out a name
to the black magic woman
please stop this pain
that Dark Angel gave
then she started to laugh
and made much thunder  
then they started crying
Dark Angel of dreams
move away please
they all was on hands and knees saying
**** us please  so we can be set free
I started holding my stomach
starting to get very sick
a moonstone was place upon me
asking me what is it I see
I had no words but only tears
come Moonlight
tell  Dark Angel what he needs
I will not change if this is what you mean!
Dark Angel stands over me
and said in a angry voice
we will see wont we
then the moonstone become very cold
it is the door of your eyes
the visions of time that is waiting for you
to open the door and let us see
what it is you hide from me
what is it you see
tell me Dark Angel starts to scream
then the moon is in color
Moonlights eyes are like something
of the sea but never seen of all times
Your name is Moonlight
you have been marked but not by me


Poetic  Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Chains around me
chains drugged deep
into my soul of long ago
chains upon my heart
on my body
I want to brake free
but I am too weak
I am lost in darken dreams,
I battled the fight
to do what is right
But Dark Angel don't play
that kind of hand
when it comes to his commands ,
head down his voice calls out
don't look me in my eyes
let your tears fall tonight
No one can save you from me
this anyone can see ,
let your glory fade into your pains
let your rain bleed out into the sea
let your heart weep
to what it is you can no longer see
I take the light away from your eyes,
Dark Angel stands around
on wet grounds
telling the lost souls to cry out
on high tonight
dance around for thee
but you will never be set free from me ,
captive like slaves
on hands and knees
rages are upon the bruised skin
cage up like birds
crimes come before the eyes that see
cries come down like rain ,
singe your name on this line
lose your faith
to what it is you once known
that when I stood up
to take a stand
I cried out and said ,
I will not do as you command
that's when he broken my wings
and cast me into the sea
grave me another painful dream
into the mouth of Hell .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every tongue
hold deadly lies
that hunt the innocent ones
to **** the spirit of truth
the lies of the night
roots of darkness
the words that
runs into the minds
most of the time
day and night
death fires
old desires
dancing around
into darken dreams
that plagued the sea
weary times
glazed into the eyes
of the wicked ones.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Memories
The valleys are now withered
the days are colder
the mind is bolder
to the holder
the last rose of summer
had fallen to the garden of time
the blooms of color
lost their luster of beauty
the leaves are all on the ground
the wind blows them around
making all kinds of sounds
I remember a place
where I once use to swing
it was a beautiful thing
in late spring
when love was with me
when life was going bright
but that had all faded away
now all I have is the memories.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I will not allow my heart to be cold
I must stand up bold
words of hate
is all darkness bringing
along with pains and rain
that captive the mind
that cuts deep within one soul
Oh, I must let this go.
words of love is too precious
to cast away into a cure of sins
if you are mild and sweet
it will keep you always on your feet
but if your heart turns cold
the best of you will go.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1975
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Turn around
Look at me while I cry
this is what you had done to my life;
can you see me falling apart?
i'm riding the blood ties
of your darken life
a life you passed down to me
a life I never agreed
you are so mean
get away from me
I know I am what you need,
but you are no part of me
you are something
that has been loosed
upon the world
something cold with no heart
you are the shadows of dreams
that bring so much pains
I see in your eyes
a place that isn't nice ,
I still the old rattling of your voice
your breath of death
yet you say you love me:
but all I hear are lies.
You say you have won
you say you you know
what is is I think
that I will be done with Love
as long as you are around
Broken you say
lies you  bring
in darken dreams
I'll bow to the ground
just to be bound ,and never to be found
I will be traveling through your thoughts
a place I never want to be
a place that brings darken dreams
you keep me on the edge
while I pray to be removed from you .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Sleep , my pretty queen ;
Dark Angel would whisper to me
let your mind travel like old times
never get me out of your mind,
trouble times will always be
when  you're with me
I will never let you go
music , art of my heart
blood ink will always be
for others to read
about you and me,
Sleep my queen
while the night enfolds
what it knows
let winter kiss at your skin
let me come on in
let me rhyme my words out to you
I will always keep you on confused
because I had put a spell on you
write down all your pains
Oh, my love let it rain
Dark Angel keeps on whispering
in my mind on another winters night .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

On Holy Grounds
Loyal souls , are upon the land
among the blind
that dance with time
the earth began to
shake and rock
the mountains themselves
became very agitated
the lost sheep of the field
they had fallen down
upon the holy ground
the eyes of the lost sheep
became open for the world to see
God is standing among these
they moved upon the ground
on bidden knees
asking God to forgive them
for all their ***** deeds
and God washed them clean

Poetic  Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Disillusioned Of Darkness
I do not like
the way I feel
I don't like
the state of mind
that I am in
I feel the bitterness
the coldness
emptiness
of his darkness
querulous of mind
thoughts of the unkind
hate is always at my door
leaving me among a life of the poor
I do not yearn for false love
I don't look down on the homeless
but I do dread the dawn's
that holds no light
I do stand up and fight
for what I know is right
I hate to go to bed
because that is where I will sleep
that is where I weep
I have bad dreams of he
Dark Angel never gives me peace
all he gives is darken dreams
that makes me scream
he gives me a world of darkness
a place that always makes me cry
he seems to never leave my side
I feel so disillusioned
my heart holds nothing
but my mind holds all things
my eyes hold visions of time
I am not sick
but I feel sick
dreams are shoots in my mind
like fireworks of hell
my soul is crushed
spirit weak and lost
body sore
I don't like me any more
I don't like what I had become
with a heart always on the run
this dark life is no fun.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Motionless
A dark motionless night
no love in the sodden air
coldness with no care
life isn't fare
damp moss of illusions
trembling hands of the innocent
mind racing
hearts breaking
the woods are dark
fog is over the land
odor of death is near
fear is always near
I feel so despair
Oh, I had better days
this is like a slow death
that id at hand
sadness never ends
one day my heart will mean
but for now
I must find out where I am at
swamps and bats
sounds of fear
with no escape from the pains
all I see is the rain
Dark Angel standing in place
casting spells of dark illusions
making confusion
deep into my heart
are many marks
far into my mind
Dark Angel is always there
he is always near
bring me so much fear
Darken dreams he gives me
he loves to see me weep
he loves to see me bleed
I found myself lost
in some place called
the unknown
something is missing

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

PAINTED ME ON THE WALL
I  stood tall
as he painted me on the wall
my nerves stayed strong
I didn't let him see me fall
flesh and blood
he loved so much
while he put the brush
in the water
he would lick his lips
hungering for my kiss
but that I held cold
while I stood bold
silently he moved the brush
without much fuse
silence flown into
the cold darken room
energy started drained from me
like a sad movie
had taken me down into
a heavy sleep
that is  where I lost my head
I found myself into
the waters of the angry sea
of darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Holding
Is there any honest
when all you find is pain
and all the rain
Is there love
in a world of poverty
I cry out so loud
Hello can you hear me
why is everything so silent
why isn't the wind crying
what does this mean for me
am I still in a dream
oh, how I scream
Please let me be
visions are passing like light
into a darken night
I hold on to what I see
that keeps me standing
keeps me holding on
to another day
I do hold my faith
even in a darken place .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It's sad that people act so bad
you can see in their eyes
Insecurities
They walk around like they
have a hole in their heart
like someone has cut them deep
Oh, no are they in my dreams?
I looked at them
I just wanted to touch them
just to see if they are a sleep
but then I just let things be
I can see they are
lost into darken dreams
right along with me
what does this mean?
I run my fingers up along the walls
down the halls
hoping no one is following me
sometimes I could feel
that old coldness
that stands always near
given so much fear
this time I know
something is going so wrong
I feel the heaviness
on my bear feet
then a voice comes out of the unknown
saying, I won't tell your secrets
your secrets are safe with me
you're my friend
who walks with me in this pain
I watched you all the times
you had fallen
enemies are always at the door
But I will always protect you if I can.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Changing
I am changing all the time
but one thing has never changed
is you
You are the darkness of all times
you stay upon my mind
most of the time
Life is no game
so why do you play as if it is?
I know I am changing
but not for the worse
but indeed for for me
I see the things you do
I walked in your shoes
I felt the pains
I was even put down in rain
I cried and let out my tears
I felt the fears
I was broken
put in shackles
locked away in darken dreams
your eyes are always on me
I listen to your lies
I stand by your side
You put me in a cage
to never be found
you prison me up
so you had thought .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams

Sea Of Dreams
I dwelled along
the sea of dreams
I seen the winter winds
I felt the coldness
upon my skin
I felt the sins of time
I held no pride
but in my eyes
I seen the light.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Lilly Emery

Darkness Became My Home
I've made a home in this darkness
I didn't want to be hear
but I am
I walked alone in the cold
I walked in the rain of time
I had no one to hold
to keep me warm
I stand alone
but I stand bold
to the one that keeps my heart on cold
who cuts at my mind most of the time
I seen many places
many faces
I always hear the screams
I feel the pains
on those cold winter days
the hollow night
that make me cry
I  would always see a pale moon
hanging down in gloom
Far ,far away in late June
Valleys and Lilly's
look so pretty to me
but when the cold winter air
comes along like a sad song
all the beauty leaves the land
and fear takes another stand
I know Dark Angel is near
his eyes are always on me
he loves to watch me sleep
just to give me bad dreams.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TOUCH ME
Touch me with Love
Love me like Shakespeare
write me down deep
within your heart
let me be all you see baby
dance with me in the coldest rain
take away all my pains
of yesterday's nightmares
kiss me with true passion,
Touch me
like you had never touched another
give me all your sweet delights
give me the shooting stars of your dreams
love is the true strength
of you and me
Let me be your one and only
let me your true desires
don't ever let go of the fire
speak to me like a true poet
dance with me in all your fantasy
touch me with a kiss deep within
Let your love always be true
no matter how old we get
old age is a beautiful thing
Let your love be all I need
let your words be like silk to my heart
let this love last forever.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery