Reclaimed History

Out of pure Love from heaven above
I hunt these sadden hills
to reclaim history of My true God

If I had known the heartaches that
was coming my way
I would had jump down and start to
pray with no end

Down this road of History is cold
and evil It is call Wormwood
Why would I want to waste my days in lies?

To wash me away in the night
This walk is the time of the Rock
The gleaming of His heart came to mine

The bleach softens bones
of the ancient Knights lay in High places
the words they had held in their souls
of the age of long ago;

Speaks out on High with the wind
Who are these coming in black
Why are they looking down on me with Lies?
You can see it in their eyes

Their alarming with shame and blame
They are written down in hast of the dark side
Pebbles moves within the wind like a great boon

Like a dream of a gift from God telling me not
to give up my Faith
Hold on and never let the Dark of Lies take me down
I will walk in History of righteous men.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Trails Of Love

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light years afar melt downs
I feared to taste what love had
to give to me

I breathe inside my soul
sweetness of true love  
The sweet abundance of stars
instilling dark

I look to see if I could find
your name in the heavens
Where the moon sings out to the

millions of stars dancing around
That gives out pleasure in the
flowers and the beautiful sea

I feel you my love watching over me
were love is found springing of the year
I hold you near

with love in the air
The beating of two hearts becoming one
It's love that keeps us holding on

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light years afar a melt downs
I feared to taste what love had been about
Love can be very sweet

When the golden sun is sinking
my heart form care free
when thousands of stars blinking

I must think
did you ever think about me?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lonely Butterfly

Listen
do you hear it
the sound of wind rushing in
winter is on its way

with the clouds of Gray
the buttress colors of summer fads
I hide my heart in rain showers

the Flowers in my garden are faded
they look almost as lonely as I
the beauty of true clarity has succeeded

the veils of one’s true colors wove the sea
frost bitten blossoms in an envious eye
lost puzzled and all alone

Cold as stone in my home
I am a Lonely Butterfly ready to fly on high
I fly around in the dark world I live
to find my shining spot of true Love to Live.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Your Tranquilizing Love  

Your love is like a tranquilizing
of the dark, you even took my heart
and broken it down
Deep, deep down from on reaper

In my heart
I find a love for you sometime
ago even in the pain of age
But hate comes to my mind like a
cold rhyme of the dark side
  
I lost all feelings with time
A heated-up night of summers blues
came like a firecracker in late June
  
For some reason, I don't feel the same
as I Once did in my life
I can't explain it
my heart had gone so numb
  
But letting you go was the best thing
I could had ever done
Your love is like a wild storm
that never goes away
  
Your dark Love
brings me so much heartaches  
so much shame of your sick way’s
You take even the smile off my face
Your love is too much for me to hang on to
  
I let you go so give me back my soul  
My heart has gone cold
This old love of yours is to old

You kept running deep in my mind
I find myself praying night and day
For the image of you to go away

you make me want to scream  
you even haunt me in my sleep  
I am not the best person in life  
But I am not a bad one
  
I don't deserve your kind of love  
Darkness is your game
your love is so fake it gives heartaches
I can't live like this
Set me free please
let me be

I made a promise to always love you  
I will never break that promise  
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change
to light of day  

My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me
  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch you dream
  
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what a love could be
  
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  

But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness

You always told me God gave you and angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry

You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life

You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask witch one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
  
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so much lies
that runs in my mind
  
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A POEM OF ALL TIMES

Autumn leaves flowing gracefully  
where You left me to weep  
My thoughts moved along with the breeze

Cocooning my spirit within  
I think that I shall get up and walk  
That would be my poem of all times

I sent my soul through the Invisible  
To wash my stains from me  
the moon smiling at me with the stars
  
beaming right at me
like I was in a dream  
In this kingdom by the sea God saved me

from all my enemy's
that keep eating at my soul  
God's love is deeper than anything I
had ever known

This he tells me so night and day  
This beauty is my joy from Him
that given it to me
This loveliness increases

The seed of this Love I hold grown in
to wisdom It came to me like water
and like the wind I go.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You Woke Me With A Kiss

You woke me from a deep sleep
My heart was so drenched
My life was so uncompleted
But you found me;

You kissed me out of the spell
Your love for me is so deep
When I look into your eyes
I see my reflection in them,

my feelings for you
I do not despise
Your Love I hold so dear
yet so near;

You treat me like the princess
You plead for me not to leave you
You started pouring out your feelings

your sweet sensual love to me
I see you biting your lip and anxiously
to kiss me;

I looked at You and said I need you  
I could never depart from You
I love you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

One Day

Some days I am lonesome
because I want to talk to you  
I stand by my window
next to my bed looking out to
a darken sky

  
Even the stars wondering where you are  
Why do you have to be so far from me?
I call you and tell you I love you
because my love is true
I need You

When I dream
I dream of only being with You  
In my dream, I am typing away ox to you
even when I am so blue crying over You

  
When I tell, you I love you?
It comes right from the heart
to you in a call hoping it reaches
your heart

When this old body is with your old body
What a happy day that will be
in beautiful Spring  

We can watch the sun come up
and watch the stars shine above
in so much Love

But until then we must keep on
talking on the phone hoping  
And wishing to be near each other

Dreaming for our first Kiss
Today I was going to write you a poem
I made a pie instead  

It took about the same amount of time
of course, the pie was a final draft
A poem would have taken some time
Some days

Maybe even weeks and months to come
In a year, you will be hear with me
You say in a phone call away
  
I hear your words
I love you on the phone and it sound
so, clear to me

Oh, how I wish you were her my dear  
Someday I pray this loneliness will
go away with the clouds of gray
  
I woke up from a dream
then I slept again with so much going on
and had many more dreams
you were here with me

Then today an artist comes to me  
Can I draw you photo of the weather your end?  
Then he draws away of brighter days
  
He put a smile on my face  
This winter afternoon I saw and Old man
and woman walking by my window
And it drawn me back you

The love they have in their eyes will be
One day you and me
and not just in dreams

I hold on and one day you will come
home to stay
That will be the start of You and I
a Love that never died.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen OF Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery