They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, and I think my heart has grown fonder for you. I find myself thinking of you often. So tonight I hit the ball, and you hit it back. After awile we'd finished a nice game of tennis. But please keep in mind that i'm new to the game. I don't want to get hurt, so please take it slow. We can learn together and grow.

Those big brown eyes stair back into mine
They are so soft, so kind
When I look at those big brown eyes
I am safe
I am connected
I am known
Time stands still in those big brown eyes

Where am I suppost to go
Here, there
They say I can go anywhere
But where my heart is calling me
I can not see
My path is blured
A dense fog has set in
All I can do is put one foot in front of the other
Find my way through the cloud
Some may say I am blinded
Others say I have faith

Beat beat
Goes my heart
It feels it might be torn apart
The beating
Is competing
With my thoughts
I see so many spots
My brain is manic
I feel panic
I also feel excited
A fire has been lighted
I have a desire
To keep that fire
I may be a pyromaniac
Or I may just be in love