Music So Soft,                                                
Ever So Soothing,
Calmly Floating,
The Strings,
Plucked Silently,
Leaves Swirling Around,
A Soft Voice,
Making Its Way Around,
The Soft Rustle,
Don’t Be Shy,
Pluck Them,
Hear The Vibrations,
It’s Smooth Surface,
Music So Soft.

" I make sad poems, but there's nothing more sad, then how we treat the earth. They say we are loyal to the planet we live on, but every day, I see destruction and mayhem, separating us from the truth. I stare at the trash that liters among the streets, whispering prayers to the world that surrounds me. I watch as trees are destroyed and the gas from cars pollute the system of breathing. I stare in wonder, from years ago, why I stand here, in such a lovely planet, and watch it's destruction of pain slowly develop... "

I leave my home,
My comfort zone,

I stand lonely,
As others stair at me coldly,

I mindlessly walk,
As a truck honks,

I look up to see my life,
Pass by, like a petal in the wind,

Everything Fading into black,
Will I ever succeed,

But now, I'll never know,
For my life is faded.

I'm slowly sliding away from reality,

But something holds me back,

I look around to see friends, standing their pleading for me to be alright,

But, I want to leave and end my rain of pain,

But I can't, I can't leave them on my choice, It is fate to decide,

These are my friends, who are their to hold me up when times are rough,

Remember, that your friends, are their for you

~ For Edward Gould

I stare at the gravel like ground,
Tears were streaming down the once rosy cheeks I had,
Now pale,
I bring myself up and stare into space, wondering many things,
Is happiness real? Because if it is, it never lasts,
The day I left home, I was cherry and energetic,
Now I'm dull and lazy, to hurt to say a word,
It's like the world is crumbling up, but it's just me.
Happiness left to long ago, but, it's too late.
The,
Scars,
Run,
Deep

The wind flows, and the leaves dance. the grass waves, the clouds change.
Each day, a new.
No matter how hard the sentence, no matter how easy the talk.
Nothing saves, but everything heals.
Everything sings, but nothing helps.
It's a cruel action, but a sweet environment.
But one things stands, and does not walk, nor run.
It stands, and stands, and stands.
It's fur like locks of hair.
It's eyes, sparkles of stars.
It's voice, sweet and soft.
Do you know what it is.
It's your comfort, comfort of the place you call yours.

Your humming to a beat,
One I do not know,
But I smile at this,
Seeing your cheery smile,
Makes my heart just pound,
I look at the clouds,
Floating by,
The smile on your face,
soon goes to a frown,
I sigh,
The blissful moment.
Gone already,
If only,
Music,
Had a heart.

Were on the city road, going far and wide
Travailing up and down, side to side
I bounce in my seat, awaiting for arrival
This destination, I can not handle
For my accent it heavy and thick
And everyone thinks I might be from war
I stare at the ground, oh why great London
I came here to work, not make friends
But still, it would be nice to have someone there
A smile tugs at my lips, for I can not frown!
I'm in great London! And this is where I make the acquaintance, of my best pen pal

I take the beating,
Bruises and scrapes,
Punches and kicks,
Yelling and whimpering,
Disgust,
Disappointment,
Lame,
Nothing,
These words hit me harder then any knife,
I try and stand but always fall,
I could leave now,
But they would always follow,
The beating sun,
The cold moon,
You were mine,
But left too soon,
Now I'm here,
All alone,
I hope your happy,
Because your smile is the one,
That kept me living...

Now others,
Laugh at me,
Call me weak,
Pathetic,
Nothing,
Depressing,
A Disappointment,

I stand here alone,
With No Words at all,
For you were the light in my dark,
The sun to my moon,
The universe to my world,
And you left me,
With No Words...

"My Teary Eye´s, Filled With Regret, Blood Dripping From My Hands, A ****** Knife, A Lifeless Body. I Am A Weapon Of Mass Destruction, Use Is Unknown, For I **** Under The Commands Of Only One. He Stands Above All Others. As He Looks Down Upon Me, With A Grin So Famous. His Scars Showing, Running Deep. The Smoke From His Cigar, Like Clouds On A Windy Day. My Mind, My Body, My Sight, My Movement, My Actions, My Sorrow, Belongs To One, And Only One. The Red Leader. ¨

I was alone that day,
The cold air flowing through my hair,
Watching you stroll down the street,
People tell me you would never fall,
Never fall for others, for they fall for you,
Indeed that's what happened to me, but,
As you met eyes with me, I felt like I could melt,
I looked away, not noticing, you became,
My
Love,
That,
Day

If I killed myself tonight,

The stars would still disappear,

The sun would still come up,

The earth would still rotate,

The seasons would still change,

Time would take away the pain.

Here's to the Kids

That go to Bed

Every Night

With Tears

In their Eyes

And Death

In there Hearts.



If This Is

How My Life

Is Going To Be,

I Don't Want It

Anymore.

Two Birds on a wire,
I stare at the ground,
Silent tears fall,

Two Birds of a feather,
They say they will always stay together,
But that's a lie,

I sing softly to myself,
Ready for sleep to consume me forever,
The memories run deeper then any scare,

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other watches him close from that wire
He says he wants to as well
But he is a liar

I stare into a bliss
I call them your eyes
But you look away
My thoughts building up
I'm shaking as you walk over
The first word out of your mouth
Make's me melt, even though it's just 'hey'
I smile and reply with a 'hi'
But it was just a dream
Blush still dusting my checks again
I sigh heavily, watching your movement
The moment I laded my eyes on you
All my worries washes away
The day comes to a stop as I hear your dancing voice
I crumble up to the rejection
" I kinda wish you were Gay "

If things could get worse,
They did, Falling onto my knees,
A small yet long liquid pored down my pale cheeks,
It's been months, though it feels like yesterday,
The day you left me, left a broken soul,
Without you, I was a mess, but...
I guess, I dissever you, because...
I
Was
Nothing
Without
You