stay go stay go stay go
go now go now go now
stop stop stop
think think think
think think think
walk walk walk
walk walk walk
slow slow slow
faster faster faster
stop stop stop
sit down sit down sit down
pick up the phone pick up the phone pick up the phone
dial the number dial the number dial the number
hang up hang up hang up
think think think
think think think
get up get up get up
walk walk walk
slow slow slow
now now now
run run run
so fast so fast so fast
no one can see no one can see no one can see
now now now
turn turn turn
down down down
the the the
road road road
stop stop stop
go go go
to to to
the the the
tunnel tunnel tunnel
have a seat have a seat  have a seat
now now now
breathe breathe breathe
dont dont dont
cut cut cut
think think think
thin think think
close your eyes close your eyes close your eyes
now now now
sleep sleep sleep
when when when
you you you
wake up wake up wake up
everything everything everything
will will will
be be be
all all all
right right right

rain wash away my tears
rain was away my pain
rain wash away my love
rain wash away my hurt
rain wash away my hope
rain wash away my time
rain wash away my blood stain
rain wash away my cuts n scars
rain wash away my happy face
rain wash away my sad face
rain wash away my soul
rain just wash me away

i try so hard to stay away
i try so hard to walk away  
i try so hard to think a certain way
i try  so hard to make to them see
i try so hard to lay a certain way
i try so hard to not think of what if
i try so hard to just want to be happy
i try so hard to do but i can't your all  i think about
i try so hard to want to be with you
i try so hard to dream of you
i try so hard to run away
i try so hard but i cant
i try so hard but one day i know that it was all dream i made up in my head cause we both know it will never be

i'm becoming more of a homebody
im becoming more open
i'm becoming more  silent
im becoming more happy
i'm becoming more sad
i'm  becoming more not caring
i'm becoming more watching
for my eyes see more than i speak

listen to the moon
for it knows all your secrets
listen to the moon
for it knows your dreams
listen to the moon
for  it knows your pain
listen to the moon
for it knows how you feel
listen to the moon
for it knows you cried
listen to the moon
for it knows how hide
listen to the moon
for it knows  all your memories
listen to the moon
for it can follow you
listen to the moon
for it understands you
listen to the moon
for it knows how to handle
listen to the moon
for it will never leave you
listen to the moon
for it can do no wrong
listen to the moon
i no it sound so stupid but
listen to the moon

in my dreams your there
in my dreams you're talking
in my dreams you're laying there
in my dreams your standing there
in my dreams im watching you there
in my dreams im watching you sleep
in my dreams i'm holding you there
in my dreams i think how lucky i am
in my dreams im happy
in my dreams i have no worry
in my dreams i don't wanna wake up
in my dreams i with you there
in my dreams i don't wanna wake up
but in my dreams i do n its back to reality and i wait for night again hoping to have the same dream

i sit and think of something to say
i stand and think of something to say
i walk and think of something to say
i lay down and think of something to say
i talk and of something to say
you make me nervous
you make me laugh
you make me feel happy even if its for one sec
you look my way
you walk my way
you talk my way
but yet you don't come my way

come with me into the woods and see all the flowers and trees that  grow all over the place they grow for miles and miles.
The sun shines bright for everyone can see all the beauty
at night the moon shines bright you can still see all the beauty and wonder of the woods

why so sad
what made you that way
i want you to be happy again
but you must first come here and let me hold your hand
let me tell you all the wonderful things that are around you

The moon is full

The moon follows you just like stalkers do

When the moon is full alot of things start to go all wacky

Like cats

When the moon is full cats are running around

Like dogs

When the moon is full dogs start barking and howling

Like bugs

When the moon is full the bugs start buzzing n flying around filling the sky full

Like people

When the moon is full people do things they never do

So once in awhile if you like it blame it on the full moon

The night is dark
the ghost are going through people's  body to take them over for the night
the vampires are out looking for blood
the werewolves are out looking for food
the spirits are out looking after the loved ones who miss them
the zombies are looking for brain's
the living is out running the streets

i see  the sun coming out from the clouds to play for the day
i see the rain coming down from the cloudy gloomy sky
i see the people of this walking around with phones in their hands not talking to one another
i see the cars driving by not looking at the people that they pass
i see the leaves falling down off the trees
i see some snow coming down from the sky but it doesn't stay
i see the dogs out having fun
i see the cats in the windows looking out wishing they could go outside as well
i see the food being prepared for eating
i see clothes hanging on the clothes line waiting to dry
i see the phone ringing but no one answers they rather txt
i see smoking coming from people mouth
i smell the air when its cold
i hold the memories
i laugh at the dumbest things
i cry at the meaningful things  
i see the time going back
i see the time going ahead
i see flowers dying and growing
i see lots of things i just don't speak of
i think a lot
i know a lot

The weather is hot
Fan is blowing
The sun shines bright
The night is dark
The love is in the air
The flowers are growing
The birds are signing
The air is fresh
The marshollw are roasting
The wind is blowing
The chairs are full
The trist for a drink becomes one on everyone list
The time flys when having fun
The summer is short
Enjoy before the cold kicks in
Oh no it's fall again

When I get lonely
When  I get happy
When I can sleep
When I am a wake
When I get sad
When I cry
When I get short of breathe
When i walk
When I run
When I sit
When I stand
When I talk
When I'm quite
I think of you

The air is cool
The sun is out
The night is near
The people are walking
The cars are driving.
The campers are booking
The aminals are out
The waterfall is beautiful
The time is momerable
The dogs are barking
Oh look summer is coming

you don't see me
you dont like me
you dont need me
you don't love me
you dont talk to me
you don't see that it hurts me i feel like cutting but i wont cause your not worth it
you don't  spend time on me
you don't  how i feel
you don't hear me
you don't see my heart
you don't  see the damage
you don't see tears
you don't see walk towards me
you don't see me but i wish you did.

i'm only human don't get mad when you ask for my opinion
i'm only human don't get mad when i wander off
i'm only human don't get mad when i make mistakes
i'm only human don't get mad when i walk away
i'm only human don't get mad when i  turn the other way
im only human dont get mad when i say how i feel
im only human dont get mad when i take time
im only human dont get mad when i do something different
im only human dont get mad when i kiss
im only human don't get mad when  i love
im only human dont get mad when i yell
im only human dont get mad when i think
im only human don't get mad when i drink
i'm only human don't get mad when i stop
im only human don't get mad when i had enough
im only human

when they rains comes down and you feel like crying just think of me ill be right here waiting for you
when they rain comes down and you feel like dying just remember ill be with you from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down  you don't see me crying cause the rain comes up all my tears
when rain comes down and you need me to hold you i will from dusk to dawn
when the rains comes down  and you  feel like cutting ill be here from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down and you like kissing ill be with from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down and its cold outside just remember ill be here
when the rain comes down and you feel like fading away just remember i'm here from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down  and you feel hungry i'm here from dusk to dawn
when the rains down  and you wanna go for a walk ill be here from dusk to dawn

U have such a pretty face n wonderful smile n ok with ur body figure why do u feel so out of place my guardian angel look after she said

Why so sad what made you that way I want  you to  be happy again but you must first come here and let me hold your hand and let me tell you all the wonderful things that are around you

Me young
Me old
Me sad
Me happy
Me up
Me down
Me walk
Me run
Me stand
Me sit
Me cry
Me smile
Me sleep
Me awake
Me talk
Me quite
Me go
Me stay
Me dressed
Me naked
Me *****
Me clean

depresstons is not something someone can talk about
but someone wants to listen
depression is not something that everyone has
but everyone wants to get rid of
depression is not something someone can get rid of so easily
try to go for help  
depression is not something someone can pass down
smile and everything will be okay
depression is not something that wants to stay but does
smile and everything will be okay
depression is not something that stays away
take pills
depressions is not something  that people want
but do
depression is not something you  say
but you do
depression is not something you want to live with
but some do
depression  kills kills kills

Goodbye my love
Goodbye  my friend
Goodbye my happy
Goodbye  my sad
Goodbye  my depression
Goodbye  my sun
Good bye my night
Goodbyemy nature
Goodbye my drink
Goodbye my drug
Goodbye  my woods
Goodbye my life
Goodbye again.

Hello my love
Hello my friend
Hello my happy
Hello my sad
Hello my depression
Hello my sun
Hello my night
Hello my nature
Hello my drink
Hello my drug
Hello my woods
Hello my life
Hello to all
Hello again.

Charles Lee Ray is finally dead...
don't need him as a handle anymore...
it was always in my head....
I am not scared anymore...
I don't need a ****** to protect me from the monsters...
under my bed...
when I am really scared...
there is a near by shed...
where I am just as welcome...
as my brother Ted.

ove my Italian Queen...
that makes me feel like life is so serine...
makes me feel like a teen...
makes me feel like life is but a dream.

When I have nothing....
When I am empty...
When I am drained...
When I am poisoned ...
When I am weak...
When I am sick...
I have you...
nothing else but you.

i Am Nothing without you..

you have given me so many things...
things I don't deserve...
you have given me breathe, courage, and strength...
You have given me everything I've ever asked for and more..

I will stand by your side forever ...
I will never leave you...

You have my heart forever...
We are bound....
We are tied...
I am knotted to you forever...

You are the best thing that ever happened to me.

Everything is... wonderful...beautiful...perfect...insane and at the same time marvelous...gentle...kind...somehow the world around around me has once again become devine.
This goes out to every soul...every single piece of flesh that decided to stick with me...through the ******...the crack...
everything I have struggled with...
Thank you for still being here and having my back...even if it's maybe just a bed time snack.

Tina Marie Louise...

You have changed the way I think...
You have changed the way I am...
You have changed the way I drink...
You have changed the way I can...

and when I feel all ****** up and caught up in a jam...
I know I have you to hold my hand.

Our Love may seem obscure...
because we come from different worlds...
You're a valley girl...
and I come from a place where homies have jerry girls...

but it don't matter...

My love for you is out of this world.

You are sunshine...
You are rain...
You make me forget all my pain.

You are dark...
You are light...
Without you I have no sight.

You are summer...
You are spring...
You are far more than just a fling.

You are winter...
You are fall...
Without you I have nothing at all.

You are apples...
You are peaches...
You are far better than the country's best beaches.

You are cherries...
You are pears...
Maybe that's why everybody stares.

Carrots and cucumbers...
as long as I'm with you...
I can't fall under.

Peppers and cabbage...
thank you so ******* much...
for tearing away my bandage.

Every single person that know's me...
know's a fact...
I've been a ******* my whole life...

but for some reason...
you woke me up...
so many people tried..
over...and over...and over...

I owe you everything...
my life...my love...un dying.
stupid words I write can't even come close to express what you mean to me.

I will Love you until I'm dead and in the ground...
and I don't even think that would stop me.

very day that passes...
every second...
every minute...
every moment...
no matter how green the grass is...
or how much snow passes...

You are alive when I am awake...
I can't remember the last night that you were not in my dreams....
You are everything to me.

Thank you for your love...
mine for you is everlasting.

ou are...

My sunshine when it's rain...
My cure when I feel pain...

I'm the bus...
You are the plane.

You are...

the clean when I am dirt...
my shoulder when I hurt...

I'm the ****...
You are the squirt.

You are...

summer in the winter...
You are a needle when I have a splinter...

I am the ink...
You are the Printer.

You are...

Spring when it pours...
umbrella for my sores...

I may have a key to open the stores....
You can prevent the wars.

You are...

A dragon to my fairy...
when I am with you life ain't so scary...

I my have to pray to the ****** Mary...
to keep you...

don't wan't **** to get hairy.

You are...

everything to me...
everything i think about...
everything I dream about...

i will love you forever...
long after I'm dead....
forever.

thanks for loving me. <3

Leaves turn colours
Leaves fall down to say hello and good bye
Air is cool
Air is fresh
Rain falls down and down gets everything wet
Sun shines but not as bright but is a delight
People drive not walk
Hot chocolate saves the day
Heat comes out to play
Bed is nice a warm
Fire are growing higher and higher
Chairs come out to play
Fall stays only for short while doesn't want to stay
Fall looking for a friend to keep  for company
Oh no winter is coming

Wall stands tall
Wall stands high
Wall stands alone
Wall painted with colours
Wall wants to come down but won't
Wall needs new wall
Wall runs for miles with out stopping for air
Wall not what you want but what you get to feel safe
Wall time heals from scars
Wall can be beautiful when need be
Wall can come down when the time is right
Wall stands tall
Wall stands high
Wall stands alone .

iam the girl who sit alone
Iam the girl who stands alone
Iam the girl who crys alone
Iam the girl who talks alone
Iam the girl who walks alone
Iam the girl who  speaks alone
Iam the girl who runs alone
Iam the girl who sleeps alone
Iam the girl who eats alone
Iam the girl who crazy alone
Iam the girl who drinks alone
Iam the girl who smokes alone
Iam the girl who wishes alone
Iam the girl who loves alone
Iam the girl who shops alone
Iam the girl who lays alone
Iam the girl who texts alone
Iam the girl who listens alone
Iam the girl who showers alone
Iam the girl who plays alone
Iam the girl who calls alone
Iam the girl who swears alone
Iam the girl who paints alone
Iam the girl who lonely alone
Iam the girl who happy alone
Iam the girl who sad alone
Iam the girl who angry alone
Iam just a girl.

Days go by I sit I stand I lay
Days go by I talk im quite
Days go by I hurt I'm sad
Days go by I cry I laugh
Days go by I wonder I know
Days go by I sleep iam a wake
Days go by I eat I don't
Days go by I play I don't
Days go by I wish I don't
Days go by I want to live I don't
Days go by I feel like I should run away I don't
Days go by and I say love is true but it's not
Days go by days go by.

Iam the girl who's there for people
Iam also the girl who faces many things alone
Iam the girl who needs you but there's no one to be found
Iam the girl who wants to talk but no one around
Iam the girl who wants to be free but never could be
Iam the girl who loves to sleep for it only thing that doesn't leave
Iam the girl who wants to break free from this world
Iam the girl who demons are in her closet
Iam the girl who sit alone
Iam the girl who's lonely
Lonely girl Iam

Night dark and no light to be seen
Night light when your looking for trees
Night wind blows slow so you can hear voice of all the love ones who passed over the years
Night  demons like to come out to play
Night keeps ppl up
Night puts ppl to sleep
Night lovers come together
Night friends run free
Night does not want to hold you down
Night is beautiful

Tina lombardo

ONE YEAR

One year with out your face
One year with out for laugh
One year with out your smile
One year with out your heart
One year with out your voice
One year with out your love
One year with out holding you
One year with out talking to you
One year with out your hug
One year with out your kiss
One year with out you
One year with out with me saying I love you to
One year with out growing old with you
If I could be with you I would
If god gave me one hr with you now I would tell you
How much i miss you
How much i love you
How much I think about you
How much I wish I went with you
How much I need you
But I know You  are looking after me and that will have to do
One year .

Tina lombardo

Lance Peter Murray wrote this poem for me he passed away last year oct 9 will be one year since hes been gone
September 5, 2017 ·
every day that passes...
every second...
every minute...
every moment...
no matter how green the grass is...
or how much snow passes...

You are alive when I am awake...
I can't remember the last night that you were not in my dreams....
You are everything to me.

Thank you for your love...
mine for you is everlasting

YOU DON'T KNOW ME
You don't know the things I know
You don't know the way I think
You don't know the way I feel
You don't know how I deal
You don't know how I care
You don't know how I swear
You don't know how I love
You don't know how I feel
You don't know how I talk
You don't know how I walk
You don't know the pain I feel
You don't know cause you don't care
You don't know how I trust
You don't know how I burst into tears
You don't know I fight to stay a live
You don't know that's is why i'm me and you are you.

Tina lombardo

The stars shine so bright for everyone to see
The stars are so small but yet everyone can see
the stars always there listening ing as you talk
The stars see what you do when no one else is watching  and he tells the moon
The moon shines so bright when it wants to give light
The moon knows all your secrets
The moon and the stars share a bond that no one understands
The moon can help when you are lost or need a friend
The moon is alway watching and following you as you walk down a path
The moon gives light when darkness wants to stay around
so when the moon and the stars are out give thanks for they know all your secrets and will never tell them at night .

Words hurt but yet i do not feel
You see what you want to see not what i want you to see but yet i do not feel
You say so many things but yet i do not feel
I live as free as i want  but yet i do not feel
I go where i want but yet i do not feel
I want to learn and feel the warmth of the touch but yet  i do not feel
I lay down looking up at the stars wishing i could find the moon but yet i still do not feel
Maybe one day ill feel as free as the birds seem to be but until that day comes i will not feel

I close my eyes to the world for no one wants to understand me
I close my eyes to the world  for no one wants me around
I close my eyes to the world for no one want needs me
I close my eyes to the world for no one see me laying down looking up at the moon and the stars
i close my eyes to the world for on one takes time to say what needs to be said
I close my eyes to the world for no one has tame me
I close my eyes to the world  for no one can take down my wall
I close my eyes to the world for no one can hurt me
I close my eyes to the world for no one will ever be true
I close my eyes to the world

They say there ways light at the end of the tunnel sometimes  i feel like i see the darkness more than the light but when i sit an think about it the light its always there to guide you through the darkness and you don't feel afraid no more

If heaven had a place where i could go to visit you i would go in heartbeat
just to hold you again
to talk to you again
to kiss you again
to hug you again
to say i love you again
so i'll just sit here staring up at the sky knowing that  one day i'll see you again.

So tired of thinking i
m not good enough
So tired of thing im better off somewhere else
so tired of thinking people will never understand me
So tired of being used
So tired of wanting to be expected
but as i say thing that girl got tired and she became something she do not think would happen she became a warrior

I m like caged animal  wanted to be free like the rest of my people but i can not cause i dont have the key so i sit here waiting for the day the zoo keeper forgets to lock my cage door and then i can run away and free as the birds seem to be.

The flower whisper to me come here my child let me show you something that you could not see before
I will take you down a path which only you and i can see the rest will wonder where you'll be  
But do not worry my child you will be safe me for i am your guardian angel.

pink makes me feel pretty
Pink makes me look good
Pink doesn't judge
Pink is everything you need
Pink My favorite colour

The mask you wear said a lot about you
It can say
im scared to show you the real me for you may not like what you see
The mask can hide your feeling for people who  do not understand
The mask can help to find yourself while looking for yourself
When you find someone wearing a mask let them take it off and show you the person they are  the world is full of fakes and snakes
so take off your mask