forward backwards
I 'am a sad
and I refused to believe that
happy
I realize this may be a shock, but
I know is a lie
I want to die
In 30 years, I will tell my children that
I have my priorities straight because
depressed
is more important than
happiness
I tell you this
once upon a time
happy
but this will not be true in my era
people dyeing
experts tell me
I'm over weight
I do not conclude that
joy
In the future,
death
no longer cant it be said that
happiness
it will be evident that
hate
It is foolish to presume that
god.
reverse poem

I 'am a loser
and I refused to believe that
happy
I realize this may be a shock, but
beautiful is a lie
I'm rich
In 30 years, I will tell my children that
I have my priorities straight because
depressed
is more important than
happiness
I tell you this
once upon a time
pretty
but this will not be true in my era
people dyeing
experts tell me
sad
I do not conclude that
joy
In the future,
death
no longer cant it be said that
happiness
it will be evident that
hate
It is foolish to presume that
good.

old poem I wrote
April 10, 2019 ·
They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

HAPPY
I'm happy I'm a live
I'm happy most days i don't want to cry
I'm happy i have friends in my life  
SAD
I'm sad sometimes i cry
I'm sad i sometimes think why
I'm sad for the things i can't have
LOST
I'm lost in this world
I'm lost girl
I'm lost woman
GOOD
I'm good today
I'm good tonight
I'm good for now
when i had to come up with words for this these are words that came to mind.

life
this life is pink walked it, run it
it starts with poetry in mind wake up are for it
full of love and despair
This life is a poetry holding it, talking it
it starts with a word wake up and time it
life is a gamble take it head on and survive
full of money and wasted time
This life a quick standing it, wanting it
it starts though wake and drive it
life is a story take it head on and climb
full of life and groth

I BELIVE I CAN  
accomplish my dream one day running my own business
cause to change my life
define who I am
encouge myself to shine
help others feel great
experience positive attitude
influence people to write, photography
create better life
change the world
imagine being happy all the time
improve life
lead by example and lead by mistake
decide to go big or don't go at all
make better different in the world

IF I WERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD
if I were to change the world
I'd cancel ****
I'd cancel homeless
I'd cancel lies
I'd even cancel racist
if i were to change the world
there would be homes for the homeless
there would be money for everyone
there would free health care around the world
if i were to change the world
you wouldn't have negative
you wouldn't have bullying
you wouldn't have death
you wouldn't even have loneliness
if i were to change the world
a person who cares
and sometimes cries
would still be allowed to be to change the world