Tired of feeling like nothingness
Tired of feeling sadness
Tired of feeling craziness
Tired of feeling not good enough
Tired  of feeling like cryingness
Tired of feeling  sleepless
Tired of feeling lieness
Tired of feeling like careless
Tired of feeling bitterness
Tired of feeling whyness
Tired of feeling go awayness
Tired of feeling home boundness
Tired of feeling numbness
Tired of feeling

You had me feeling liked you cared
You had me feeling like I was wanted
You had me feeling like I could count on you
You had me feeling like your not like the rest
You had me feeling like I go to when I needed to
You had me feeling like you always be there
You had me feeling like I was special
Now all I feel is nothing
Now all I feel is sadness
Now all I feel is madness
Now all I feel cryness
Now all I feel is craziness
Now all I feel is numbness
Now all I feel is dumbness
Now all I feel is nothingness

I dont wanna feel

I dont wanna feel it
I dont wanna see it
I dont wanna know it
I dont wanna talk it
I dont wanna say it
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Numbs it for a while
Maybe numb it for good
Days and nights
I dont want feelings
I wanna be nothing

Why do people say they care and dont
Why do people say I'll be there  and dont
Why do people act like they care and dont
I'm human
do have feelings
Slowly shutting down
Wishing I was good enough
Wishing people cared
It's not fair
The one's who treat people like trash are always wanted
Not pretty enough
Not beautiful enough
Not happy enough
Not **** enough
Not nothing
could go by and no one care
Could go by and no one see
I'm cold
I'm tired  
I'm numb
I am invisible ?
Would seem so

Wanting to cry
Wanting to die
Not knowing why
Killing time
Standing outside
Playing on the dime
Fighting all the time
Trying to get by
Can count on dates
Mind is racing all the time
Wondering why
No time to cry
No body knows why
Relationship died
Birds fly
I'm running out if time
Hey honey you want a drive.

Plenty insanely

Crying all the time
Not knowing why
Counting times
Dressing a rise
Mind racing all the time
Wondering why
Killing time
Playing
Fighting
Crazy
******
Weapons
Head not right
Cant understand why
Plenty insanely before you die

Home alone

Thinking your home alone
Talking to yourself bout why
You start watching and wondering why
You hear a sound
You hear a bang
You start to think you have to fight for your life
But still wondering why
You dont see anything
You keep walking and watching
Turn the lights on
Nothing there
You hear a knock you get scared
Again nothing there
All the noise you heard was a from a ghost name mel
Now you find the time to settle down
Sleep now