lonely but not
sad but not
happy but not
glad but not
love but not
hopeful but not
sleep but not
life but not
death but not
thoughts but not
talking but not
angry but not
bad but not
good but not

inside my head i feel
happy
sad
glad
mad
bad
empty
hurt
tears
pain
lost
gone
scared
fear
fight
time
hope
love
life
death
sleep
awake
thoughts
sometimes i dont like whats inside my head

i'm more then my hair
im more than my skin
im more than these lips
im more then these eyes
im more then these hips
i'm more than this body
i'm more than this talk
im more than you know if you could the time to see

behind these brown eyes there tears that fall almost every night
behind this smile is tears that fall almost every night
behind theses brown eyes is pain no one knows about
behind this smile there is pain no more no ones about
behind these brown eyes is a world no one knows about
behind this smile is a world no one knows about
behind these brown eyes is soul that wants nothing but to shine
behind this smile is a soul that wants nothing but to shine
as i sleep i dream
as i sleep i think
as i sleep i feel no pain
as i sleep i see no tears
as i sleep all i see is nothing

Angel on my shoulder I'm here
Devil on my shoukder I'm here
Angel on my shoulder I love you
Devil on my shoulder I love you
Angel on my shoulder cry if need to
Devil on my shoulder cry cry cry no one cares
Angel on my shoulder u mean the world to me
Devil on my shoulder dont believe that crap
Angel on my shoulder I do care that's why I'm here
Devil on my shoulder jump
Angel on my shoulder noooo
Devil on my shoulder yes
Angle on my shoulder let me hold u dear
Devil on my shoulder there never here
Angle on my shoulder I will not leave you
Devil on my shoulder I will not leave you
Angel on my shoulder I need you
Devil on my shoulder I need you.

on this day you were born to make this world a better place
with the time we had i would change some of it to make us happier
sorry that didn't work out the way i planned it to
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children will stay and fight
i smile because i know you are all right
i'm sad because you are not here
i miss your laughs an miss your voices
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down lonely path
my children run away from this  life
my children will stay and fight
i miss you an love you
i wish to hold you
my children the air i that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children stay and fight
people being jealous making our lives a wreck
taking the only thing i have left
i do not want you to cry
one day we see each other again
until that day i want you to know i love you an miss you an cant wait to hold you
my children the air that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from  this life
my children will stay and fight.

jim a salesman lives in a cabin in the woods
on a hot sunny day he would sit outside and relax
on this day day the sun isn't shining so he would sit in his room with the light on pretending it was sunny day.