how do i say this without sounding foolish
how do i do this without sounding foolish
how do i know without sounding foolish
how ?
i know i can say
i know i can do it
i know i can
but how ?
your like a tree looking for water
your like the birds looking for shelter
your like rain when it comes down
your the sun
your the moon
but again how?
i will sit here thinking until it drives nuts
but i'll sleep and maybe i won't
show me the way so ill know how

i want to sit with you
i want to talk with you
i want to lay with you
i want to hold you
i want so many things in this life but some will never be
as i write an think of things to say your what i think of and want to say
the universe has brought us together for a reason  i don't know what it could be but would love to find out
i know there's no change of it but a girl can dream can't she ?
but then again your in my dreams
i will not hurt you
i will not abandon you in your time of need
i will not run away
i will not walk away
i will not just will not that's not me
you will take a chance on me ?

i use to feel happy
i use to feel sad
i use to feel altogether
i use to feel  all alone
i use to feel loved
i use to feel lonely
i use to feel here
i use to feel there
i use to feel gone
i use to feel forgotten
i use to feel aloud
i use feel quite
i use to feel safe
i use to feel everything now
i feel nothing

i watch you walk
i watch you talk
i watch you listen
i watch you sit
i watch you  just being you
i don't know why i do the things  i do just to watch you
but all i know is i could never leave its like a drug and drink just for awhile you feel nothing but then when its gone you feel unwanted so i watch as you do the things you do just know ill never leave you all lone.

Poem by me
In my  dreams you were there and that makes happy
In my  dreams we were laughing
In my dreams nothing could hurt us
But when I'm a wake I cry I think I wonder I cut
I miss you like you were never mine
I just wish I could make you see
Why do you make me feel this way
I never wanted to feel this way
But something about you makes me wanna find out
I could dream of you all day but still ask why
I wish I could make you see but that will never be but you have eyes for ones who dont see
But I'll dream of you every time
They say when you dream of someone they miss you
I want to hold you
I want to feel you
I want to lay with you
I want to talk to you
Dreams do come true
I wish I had that luck but not me all I can do is dream

Poem by me
When
When you talk
When you walk
When you sleep
When you cry
When you hold me
When you dance
When you smile
When you write
When you read
When you look at me I feel all warm insdie
You make me feel there's nothing I cant do and that makes me happy I'll never want to cry

I cried inside
Poem by me
When you hold me I cried inside
When you told me I cried inside
When you  talk I cried inside
When you walked on by I cired inside
When you held me I cried inside
When  I say hi I cired inside
When I talked I cried inside
When I asked why I cired insdie
Only time I didnt  cry was when you hold me tight and then I asked why and then I cried.