I've tried for so long to fit in
I've tried to be happy for so long
But I still find myself crying at night
I've tried to find love but all I do perish
I've tried for so long but for today is a new day where I shall smile bigger and brighter than than the sun but I will extinguish it
Because I'm done fighting I'm done feeling sad and being hated by all that surround I
I hate how the world feels like is against me the pressures is to much so I shall pop this balloon
I want to but buried in my armor and covered in roses and remember to light my funeral I wish to walk amongst the gods if only for moments
I loved this community but my time has come


Goodbye
          Rose knight

We are a bond stronger that the steel we forge with,
We are more powerful than a seven nation army,
We are something that all have if they look inside,
Our bond isn't forged by war or by the rising tides of hell,
We are something on par with God because with nothing else we are still a family in the end right?

I open my eyes to find tears forming
I feel it slipping down deeper and deeper into me
I grind and grit my teeth
I feel the warmth rush from my body as it hits the white table
I feel my heart beating faster but slowly
I look down as my eyes shut to see a blood red rose
PK thoughts
"Good night my sweet prince I loved you but you didn't love me now I'm leaving for a greener pastures"

I watch from a far,
I see your life play out step by step,
I wait for the moment to pull,
"Boom"
Another one falls,
His wife crys for him,
The snipers life is a lonely one,
Long hours don't allow you to have a family.
I just wait for the day when I'm the one on the list.