He said, I wanna make you sing to me as you toast love, I love it when you do some of the things I showed you, I think our love is forming but that’s what he owes me.
He said I know why you came you heard I have that I’m fire, well you’re welcome to feel the flames, I love all my first timers, get comfortable I'm here for whatever your heart desires, call me your intriguer I can take you higher.
The lover I used to call my own has finally made up his mind It took him a while but I’ve always known he wasn’t mine but we shared some time together that made me think he was my own I kept his number all I saw was another I knew and we were close he thinks his grown and finally made his decision it’s another and now we can’t know each other like before.
My head is spinning around like a spinning wheel with it’s vivid ideas you’re watching me as I move, you seem to not see eye to eye you stop spinning me, like you’re not impressed with what has been seen that there could be more to give so you end the bridge like there’s no love to give to me and there’s no love to receive.
I don’t like the thought of being owned by a breathing soul that loves many souls, it’s temperamental when you want a moment with her she’s taken by dozens and you won’t know if not what comes out of her to you is genuine for she practices for her many other souls and you may still be your own.
It feels great talking to you you seem sober then the other day you seem so sweet and better then before then you made me remember and realise that there’s a stranger keeping you company and now you have to be with me I left but for you to find me it’s so creepy that I found my own way back in without you trying to seek me, now things feel the same but there’s nothing fixed.
I had to remember what I said Sometimes I could say what’s not meant to be said I do not know what to say I’m now here steady and I want to let you know that there’s more but since you’re gone I know there’s nothing you’re looking for.
Today is a lovely day I was in bed and I thought I’d wake It seems cosy and lovely no sound but I’m so agitated I just want to read and have a cancer stick.