Could grab you and you come close
I want to know how could you be behind me for no reason
You could say what you know
But keep it in your heart.

I had to remember what I said
Sometimes I could say what’s not meant to be said
I do not know what to say
I’m now here steady and I want to let you know that there’s more but since you’re gone I know there’s nothing you’re looking for.

I was in bed and I heard a sound from outside you said it could be her it’s funny cause I’m not around and I wouldn’t care, it’s just how you tried to make me care that annoyed me, but it’s just how you could be and that’s what you are, I’m not hurt you’re just filthy and you can leave.

I had a cigarette but then my lip got scorched with me mesmerising then it had a little wound with it’s hint blood
I bit my lip and ripped off it’s soft layered skin it looks like a wound that doesn’t want to heal soon enough so then I keep on biting it.

It feels great talking to you you seem sober then the other day
you seem so sweet and better then before then you made me remember and realise that there’s a stranger keeping you company and now you have to be with me I left but for you to find me it’s so creepy that I found my own way back in without you trying to seek me, now things feel the same but there’s nothing fixed.

I don’t like the thought of being owned by a breathing soul that loves many souls, it’s temperamental when you want a moment with her she’s taken by dozens and you won’t know if not what comes out of her to you is genuine for she practices for her many other souls and you may still be your own.

The lover I used to call my own has finally made up his mind It took him a while but I’ve always known he wasn’t mine but we shared some time together that made me think he was my own I kept his number all I saw was another I knew and we were close he thinks his grown and finally made his decision it’s another and now we can’t know each other like before.