Today is a lovely day I was in bed and I thought I’d wake
It seems cosy and lovely no sound but I’m so agitated I just want to read and have a cancer stick.

Could grab you and you come close
I want to know how could you be behind me for no reason
You could say what you know
But keep it in your heart.

I had to remember what I said
Sometimes I could say what’s not meant to be said
I do not know what to say
I’m now here steady and I want to let you know that there’s more but since you’re gone I know there’s nothing you’re looking for.

I don’t really want to remember what happened between us what happened must be gone to dust you have left and now I am free.

It feels great talking to you you seem sober then the other day
you seem so sweet and better then before then you made me remember and realise that there’s a stranger keeping you company and now you have to be with me I left but for you to find me it’s so creepy that I found my own way back in without you trying to seek me, now things feel the same but there’s nothing fixed.

The feeling of missing you makes me ill I would do multiple things but still come back to you just because I think of you every single day.

I don’t like the thought of being owned by a breathing soul that loves many souls, it’s temperamental when you want a moment with her she’s taken by dozens and you won’t know if not what comes out of her to you is genuine for she practices for her many other souls and you may still be your own.