It’s night again, and I’m thinking of
The last hug that was full of love.
It’s magic when you hold someone—
Our hearts freeze, our pain is gone.

My hands are holding you like I won’t ever leave,
You dissolve in my embrace, and we both breathe relief—
Relief from all those chains that keep us apart.
When you capture me, that’s when my freedom starts.
Let me be a prison in your arms
Don’t let me go—I love these walls,
The walls that keep us close together.
Oh Lord, I wish we could hold forever.

‏Maybe I love you this much
‏’Cause we can never be together
‏Maybe I care about you
‏’Cause I want you to do the same

‏Maybe I still wake up thinking of you
‏’Cause you left too much in my mind
‏Too much for me to leave behind

‏Maybe I get excited to see you
‏’Cause you never hold me enough
‏And I never get tired of you

‏Maybe I still wanna touch your face
‏’Cause that’s the closest I’ve been to you
‏Maybe I get mad when you don’t reach out
‏’Cause I’m scared of being ordinary for you

‏Maybe I think about you all night
‏’Cause I still love you, and you’re still down there
‏Oh boy
‏Maybe someday you’ll let me go
‏But for now
‏Maybe I’ll keep loving you every single day

Though miles stretch wide, and seas divide,
Our hearts remain, side by side.
The distance long, the roads unknown,
Yet in my soul, you’re always home.

The time may slip, the seasons change,
Yet nothing makes our bond feel strange.
Through glowing screens and midnight calls,
We build a bridge that never falls.

No hand to hold, no warm embrace,
But love still shines in time and space.
For love isn’t bound by land,
It’s held by hearts that understand.

‏Like a little bird,
‏I was flying high,
‏Reaching for the world,
‏Touching the sky.

‏But one day, gravity pulled me down,
‏My wings broke apart,
‏I crashed to the ground,
‏With an ache in my heart.

‏I’m still here, still low,
‏I need to leave, but where to go?
‏I need a hand, just someone near,
‏But no one’s there—no one to hear.

‏I need time, just time,
‏Someday, I’ll fly again.
‏I will rise, break free from pain.
‏It’s not easy—I know it’s not,
‏But flying always comes with falls.

‏It takes time,
‏But I’ll be fine.
‏Yeah, I know,
‏I’ll be fine.

Don’t talk
Don’t say a word-
I am determined
want to hit the road-
Why we should talk
Why we should shout
When we can kiss
When we can love
When we can say these words without letters
It’s a kiss where we both can be loved
We can be better
Just come closer and kiss me goodbye
And tomorrow I won’t even cry
Cause you said goodbye in a best way
What else I want, want you to stay?
No darling, just go and never come back
But before you go
kiss me
Kias me goodbye

‏It wasn’t a huge ask,
‏Was it?
‏I begged for your love, I cried in despair,
‏You only watched, like you didn’t care.
‏Even if you weren’t the one to blame,
‏I loved you more than words could name.

‏I tried to keep you safe and warm,
‏Even when I braved the storm.
‏I wanted to paint your world so bright,
‏While drowning alone in endless night.
‏I could barely stand, yet took your hand,
‏Helped you walk, helped you withstand.

‏That’s the hardest part to say—
‏You understood my pain each day.
‏I did my best, I gave my all,
‏I swore to love you through each fall.

‏And then you said I was the one,
‏Your special star, your setting sun.
‏I thought, at last, I’ve found my place,
‏In your warm arms, in your embrace.

‏We had no walls, we had no chains,
‏We had no fear, we felt no pains.
‏We were perfect, we were whole,
‏But something dark consumed it all.

‏I don’t know how it felt for you,
‏But for me, it cut right through.
‏You broke me when I tried to heal,
‏Made my love seem so unreal.

‏It doesn’t matter anymore,
‏I’ll forget, just like before.
‏But sometimes pain still fills my chest,
‏Sometimes my tears just won’t rest.
‏I miss you when I hear a song,
‏When movies play, when nights feel long.
‏I carry love that has no place,
‏A hollow heart, a lost embrace.

‏My shoulders shake beneath this weight,
‏A love too pure, a twisted fate.
‏Last night, I saw you in my dream,
‏Just before the sunlight gleamed.
‏You stood alone, I ran, I flew,
‏Like all the past had been untrue.

‏No path of pain, no trail of scars,
‏No aching heart, no broken stars.
‏I held you close, refused to part,
‏Afraid to lose my shattered heart.

‏I cried and told you, loud and clear,
‏How much I missed you, wished you near.
‏How lost I felt, how much it stung,
‏The way you left when love was young.

‏I loved you more than I should dare,
‏The way I wished someone would care.

‏Then I woke up—
‏Tears still fell,
‏You were gone,
‏And I was hell.

‏I just want to say, I miss it all,
‏The rise, the fall, the silent call.
‏But love like ours is laced with fire,
‏A cruel, untamed, and wild desire.

‏Maybe someday, in some new life,
‏I’ll hold you close, without the strife.
‏Tell you then, what now feels wrong,
‏And never fear, you won’t be gone.

‏Because you’ll be there,
‏And you’ll be mine.