“A broken heart,  A broken man”
By: PabloTBA
T’was a quiet and beautiful night.
We were staring into each other’s eyes,
I love you I stated, I love you I cried,
But you, you just set my feelings aside

That’s when the answer appeared before my eyes.
You were a nice girl and I was a nice guy.
I asked you “are we just to be friends for life?”
You slapped me and anger was seen in your bloodshot eyes

I wasn’t stating that you owed me love or anything in life.
My kindness to you was pure and it was no lie
I was just asking you to think it through,
For I was a guy who truly loved you.

With that you walked away from me.
Leaving me in that balcony, broken hearted and empty.
Then a strange feeling awaked in my mind.
I started to despise nice girls like you who were beautiful and nice.

For nice girls like you give us nice guys hope, false hope that would leave you alone at night
Her acts of kindness made you think she loved you, even a slight
When she calls you just once, you check your call history with a big, wide smile
But as hard as you try, you don’t forget the feeling you feel deep inside.

You know deep inside that she is just being kind
For whoever is kind to you is also kind to everyone else, shouts your mind
For if truth be a cruel mistress then, nice girls be a lie
And finish last you will for you are a nice guy

There it was my feelings for you were all confessed
But like always i got rejected
you smile and ask can we just be friends
and with a fake smile i said yes

Why do make me expect that  you love me
But in the end you just break me
Am i just your test dummy?
A person whos feelings you play with but dont love truly?
  
I try to laugh it off, but i cant
I try to smile, but i cant  
for without your love im a broken man
whoes heart has been thrown like trash in a garbage can.

Why do you torture me by pretending to be kind
Dont you know i can see through your liesnaive i might be but a fool i am not
for given a chance you'd abandon me without a second thought

Why is it that you keep close?
Yet not let me show you why you're the one i chose                
Is it because you feel pity for me?
If you actually care then just leave me be

For my heart is broken and consumed by the deepest darkness
Can never be mended by your cruel
For you who've shattered my heart with your words of lies
Should just leave me be and stop stabbing my broken heart with your fake smiles

As your cold glare befalls me

They give shivers through my spine

As realizations of love that cannot be hits me

For you're as cold as can be


Am I really that ugly

Do my actions do nothing but make thee hate me

Your love am I really that unworthy

For you're as cold as can be


To you I am no one

Never to be someone

Forget me, but I shall not blame there

For you're as cold as can be


I can only imagine you and me

My life would be filled with eternal Glee

But alas our love will never be

For you're cold as can be


Cold Cold Cold

That is what you are

Your love so unattainable, so far

Cold as a winter night without stars