I’ve been doing all wrong
for what now feels like too long
and I’m feared that my fears gone
cause minds been gone for eons
so i’m depicting new reasons
to live on
i’m so odd
i’m an oddball
standing on the cliff so close that the rocks fall
too busy too notice another missed phone call

Fraying webs so the spider stumbles

Drift away like those weeds that tumble

And if you need, you can call if trouble

Ever decides to trouble you..

We could wrap our vendettas together

Two V’s make a double U

For now I’ll just play the sleuth and wait for a clue

Someone’s brewing a disaster and I know that’s true

I’d be so lost for verbs If I found it was you

This time I woke up for the sunrise
Usually,
I don’t feel alive
lookin at it from the other side

Skipping rocks across the pond

One by one they form a line

Ripples across the water wrinkle time

Fresh air flows with scents of pine

If only I could rewrite time

If only I could capture what’s on my mind

It’s actually nothing but that’s the key

It’s the only place where my mind is free

I was scared of skeltons that I saw on TV
I was scared of heights, or falling from a big tree
I was scared of getting lost
or losing my whole family
Obvlious
to everything
outside
Living with
the fear of
what will happen when I die?
So I
just accept the fact
that
we don’t know anything
I just want to wake up
from this ****** dream

I want to cry
but my eyes are dry
You’ve used up all my tears
The nights we lie
beneath the sky
and told our biggest fears
Well mine came true
no thanks to you
I wish that you were here..

I don’t like to think about time
It makes me sadly nostalgic
It goes to fast, moments last
For just but a second
And that time with you
Was so precious
Rewind it back. I wish it never ended
And somehow these always end up about you..

everything’s always changing

but the gloomy moods so unwavering

seems to be the only consistent staying

so i’m trapped in a concept, playing

my brain feels like a complex painting

splattered upon the canvas with no restraining

it’s a river of tears that i’ve made
I think it’s a lake,
or at least a small pond
time to go fishing
but wait..
now they’re are all gone

You’re probably picturing pink hippos

I’m just a fool riddled with typos

As high as the waves when the tides low

Pictures play through my mind on a slideshow

Wish I could sing and hit those high notes

Just a fool with a kite writing high notes

******* in anxious ropes
Walking, Till I tripped and fell from the tightrope
Well.. there goes my high hopes
Watching them fall n sink into spirals
Used to say something stupid and watch how her eyes roll
Light up a smoke and watch where my mind goes
oh where’d the time go
Start thinking about some stuff that I shouldn’t
Go ahead and flip the channel
Then I remember the cute donut girl wearing her flannel

Red raindrops in the rear view
cigarette in my left hand
and the smoke is kinda hard to see through
foggy clouds
creep up the window
silent sounds
just let the wind blow
on an pitch black night with a light snow
If I get it right, you could be my light show

Don’t know what you’re still holding onto

Its only a bottle he ever holds onto

Too ****** up to put his foot in the right shoe

But who knows, it probably feels nice dude

I guess i’m the same way cause I still write about you

shattered cuts
and ****** bones
in the night
i’m not alone
I’ve got the voices
they talk too
telling me
which tools to use
to sever skin
and peel pain away
in the end
just an average day

Losing my mental my tops off

I want some chips and salsa

Chillin i’m taking my socks off

Lazily cooking some pasta

Maybe I’ll go plant some hostas

Hostility is not a real object

Maybe I’ll go play with an ostrich

Go party and start a big mosh pit

Tell me why in my dreams i’m still seething
My eyes are still bleeding
Behold these burgundy demons
Peepin through the cracks
Tryna creep in
Cutting my wrist
Till it’s bleeding
now i’m just
Counting these cuts
Instead of
Sheep while i’m sleeping

Perched upon my perfect pyramid
Pondering how
Certain instruments
Make certain sounds so intricate
In such a simple life we’re living in
I bottled all of my rage
As I turned a new page
In this constant dream I’m trippin’ in
And now that I’ve seen you’re sippin’ it
I understand why
You’re filled
With all that hate for me

Not my best, check the sessions in the white room
Lost all my socks, Late at night a ghost stealing my thoughts in my bedroom
can’t help but picture myself on a ledge soon

The rain was dripping so I tripped in a puddle

Awfully clumsy, I love to stumble

Till the trips accumulate.
and lead to a fall

I fell in love with her, kicking leaves in the Fall

The moment I saw your smile it sent a shiver through my heart

Slip on some slippers
so the splinters in the dark don’t get me

So the dogs at the park
don’t bark

When they see me

One...
Two...
Three wishes for my genie

Hope by now you see why you need me

Wonder what’s going on
in your brain
I know in my case, I’m insane
Rocks on a cliff
                  Pieces of my mind
                                              falling off
I wish it would stop
These ******* thoughts of

              me     and    you
                    Together

On my own

Wish I was

just alone

but i’m not

lost in thoughts

white rabbits want that cabbage but they can’t have it

Peppermint stick Candy cane

gotta go grab it

lots of snow

where’s that **** rabbit?

i’m on a roll

i’m just butter, ******