This time I woke up for the sunrise
Usually,
I don’t feel alive
lookin at it from the other side

I was scared of skeltons that I saw on TV
I was scared of heights, or falling from a big tree
I was scared of getting lost
or losing my whole family
Obvlious
to everything
outside
Living with
the fear of
what will happen when I die?
So I
just accept the fact
that
we don’t know anything
I just want to wake up
from this ****** dream

I want to cry
but my eyes are dry
You’ve used up all my tears
The nights we lie
beneath the sky
and told our biggest fears
Well mine came true
no thanks to you
I wish that you were here..

shattered cuts
and ****** bones
in the night
i’m not alone
I’ve got the voices
they talk too
telling me
which tools to use
to sever skin
and peel pain away
in the end
just an average day

it’s a river of tears that i’ve made
I think it’s a lake,
or at least a small pond
time to go fishing
but wait..
now they’re are all gone