AM SHY

When ever I stand before you!  I automatically forget who I am, I forget everything about myself that includes my name, am not at ease when ever she stock my words in her barn, am shy to let her know how much I care for her, am shy to tell her! how often I see her in my dreams, am shy to speak her name before my friends, am shy to cry internally because I can't express my self before her, am shy for my own deficiency not to let her go because I wouldn't survive the crash of her absent, am shy to say-nothing Interest me in this world than you, am shy to express my feelings before you but I can think of you before the mirror, help me!!  Help me babe!!.  You are not a cheap hole if you safe my life, you are not a naughty *** if you safe my tearful soul, you are not a public figure if you safe me from public harassment, am down, I don't think straight,  can't you understand! .. Please safe me babe,  am shy,  please help me , I want you, help me to have you, I need you, help me so I can take you in, am shy! am shy!!  am shy!!!... Look at me in the eyes I can't stand against your beauty, my legs are just as shaking as a feeble feet before you, I want to kiss you but am shy, I want to hug you but am shy and afraid to do so, I want to say how much I love and care for you but am shy, can't you see babe, can't you feel how my heart palpitate for you, the rate beat of my heart is getting more faster than the normal beat, am shy! am shy!!  am shy!!!..  I wrote this words slowly with a visual heart, but when you read, read with a heart of reality, this is what I feel, this is who I am...

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The moon is full in the cloud, the midnight light is fair, the sands are gloaming even at night, your shadow is a wind mantle for me, your breath is a music to me. my heart jump for joy when ever I listen to the heart beat of your breath, if am to swim with you for eternity even when am not from your specimen, I will still choose to love you, you have change the number of my days on earth since you came into my life, the smoke that has been flaming my heart ever since I set my eyes on you is more dangerous than the fear of death. If you choose to take the binary number of you away from my life my bone will be incomplete , you are the wind that blows smoothly even when the cloud are sleeping, you took me by surprise, allowing  me to guess the color of your heart and the direction you came from, just as the wind have no direction and color, so are you in my life. when ever the wind blow at the cool of the day, love begins to transit in my heart, when ever you smile tranquility touch the ends of my maroon, I was acting eavesdrop to the sea and plant when they were full of jealousy deliberating on your beauty, the bright-ocher in your eyes has never fade away not even for a seconds, the World see you as a cremated soul, but to me you live and you are still living, when you come again, come through the north window of my room, I will skip the curtain to the left so you can pass easily through the right window, I need your wind in my life, I need the cold of your love, if I drown loving you, am good and happy to die as a wind lover!

Swimming like a Duck in the ocean but not as perfect as the fish, you calm the wave with the sound of your voice, I can hear the echo of your heart beat even in desert, you are the path of love have been searching for long. You are the tress of gold, you beautifier my world like the rainbow, you gave me meaning to move like a moving train. Before me were two path which I must choose carefully that holds the most important key of my life, the mysterious echo sweet lovely voice have been hearing from the east ward is the key to my locked heart, there was two separate path before me, one path was a broadway other path was a narrow way. I was so confuse on which to choose? She keep calling my name umpteenth time, confuse and devastated. My life appears to be a shadow of myself, which will I choose?. The Broadway or the narrow way was a typical question running through my heart making my heart to palpitate every seconds and minutes. Now I had a thought within me that's says "osbo pour your heart,mind,focus on this leaf, let it determines the route which you must take" then I cast a lot with the leaf to determine were my queen voice was coming from? I thrown it on air, for a moment it seize on air from moving. Of a sudden it start moving like a fluctuating ball, the leaf was a symbol of love between I and the voice. Finally the narrow path was the choice, I follow as the leaf leads the way on air, it was a magic moment have never seen before. Finally I was standing before the mysterious voice, she ask me, " how was it possible for you to locate me ". I told her" I was lead by a leaf to the real path of love". You could have see the shimmer smile on her face, just then it started raining on us, it was raining heavily but we were never wet..THE PATH OF LOVE