Don't trust a mirror , it fools us you see
It tricks us and manipulates into what it thinks we should be

It twists your reflection
The mirror shows you things with a bad intention

It corrupts the mind
And uses the flaws it can find

To turn yourself against whats truly you
And makes you do things you shouldnt do

Dont trust a mirror , it dosent show your true beauty
Whats within you is the real magic , trust in me

Turn away from that fragile piece
And let your sadness cease

You are beautiful through and through
No matter what a mirror shows you

{mirror j.p.v}

Black was his eyes.the kisses and his lies. Black was the night and the all that it has to unfold.The whispers and secrets that I told.the color of the sky against the wisps of smoke and vapor. Endless darkness and liquor.Black was his embrace and every part of me he kept. The color behind my eyes when he'd hold me as we slept.The color I became when his love took over every part of my body. And the danger underneath his beauty that I couldn't see.The color of his heart , mine and everything in between.all the flashbacks and memories I wish I never had seen.The color of his shadow that seems to follow me around. The feeling of comfort in him that I found.The sky when it rained and the stars came out to play. The color of my life after he went away. The way I feel and my days, everything was black after the last time I saw his face. His goodbye and our last kiss. Everything I couldn't hold on to , Everything I would sorely miss.The color was black after we were done and through.Everything was black after you.

{black j.p.v}

Gamble your love , take the risk
Are you prepared to give it all ?
Maybe half ? Or maybe more ?
In a spinning haze
Where night seems to stand still
You win sometimes , you lose
You lose , your heart it breaks
You win : more,more,more
And at the end of the night
When no one is in sight
You count you count you count
You've lost it all , its gone
Its all been taken away

I get it now why Pandora's box should have remained closed.

I can give you my heart , make it your home.

Its a little bit broken , a bit empty.

But maybe you'll stay ?

Do you mind if its a bit small ?

It never really had room for two.

Its rough round' the edges , do you think it will do ?

Do you think its enough ?

Maybe I can find a home in your heart too.

Im off
Im off
To somewhere new
Im leaving
Im leaving
Im leaving you.

please excuse my words
the way they are messily strung together
a tangle of thoughts
of emotions
of everything I cannot show.