OnLithium

OnLithium May 27

40

after this is all gone
the slate wiped clean
i know im imperfect
and that means
hell would be high praise
for me

OnLithium May 27

sucker

I let your eyes beg me to stay
You let me drift back into your arms
Only to push me away
Not too long after

OnLithium May 27

39

for hours
i could lay here
staring at your structure
high cheekbones
that only the gentlest of hands
could caress and not get cut
you could lay here
for hours

OnLithium May 26

38

Decadent smiles
And even richer lies
False hopes
And even more misled dreams

Love at first sight
That needed a second glance

OnLithium May 26

Unsteady²

I hate the way my hands shake
The tremors rule
When anxiety doesn't
I hate the way my brain works
The emotions rule
When ideations don't

OnLithium May 26

37

I am the illusion
Of the man you want me to be
And the delusion
Of the man that I see
Not sure of who I am
But I know I am not for you

OnLithium May 25

36

My body is no temple
Its been given out for nothing
Been a wide open door for calamity
Not to mention my abuse of it

My mind is no escape
Its been picked apart for everything
Been a sewage drain for misfortune
Not to mention your abuse of it