OnLithium

OnLithium May 5

08

To believe I could ever suffocate
When I've been out of breath
For so

To believe I could ever love
When I've been so full of hate
For so ****

To believe I could ever
When I simply never was
For so **** long

OnLithium May 5

07

I want to undo everything I've done
The triumphs and love
The sins and the downfalls
I want to have never been
I want to never be
You can't be forgotten easily
At least not from others memories
But with these suicidal thoughts
I know I want to be forgotten quicker

OnLithium May 5

06

If you say
You mean it
Then I'll say
I understand

If I say
It was my fault
Then you just
Let go of my hand

OnLithium May 2

05

I wisheth to perish
To spareth mine own legacy
I wisheth to beest f'rgotten
F'r who is't I once wast
And not beest remembered f'r
The ghastly thing I've becometh

OnLithium May 2

04

I spoke with my demons today
They say I won't walk away this time
That for how ****** up this all is
I didn't need help ruining my life
Yikes.

OnLithium May 2

Ideations and Inhibitions

Escape comes at a cost
But I've been so ******* lost
I forgot what I'm running from
And now I'm

I want to be here
For everyone I love
But I can't do this
And now I'm

Holding

A bottle of pills
A gun
A steering wheel
A thick piece of rope
A straight razor
A whole bunch of bad decisions

OnLithium May 2

03

The cliché
I pull you in
You pull away

Gravity can't exist
Cause I'm watching
You just float away