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Aug 2023 · 182
Life
Wolfie Bandit Aug 2023
Life
It can be absolutely
Beautiful
But it can be
Terrifying
You never know what will happen
You never know if it will go your way
or
if it will be the absolute disaster
to your life
In life your taught
when something comes your way
it is either
to stay
or
absolutely destroy you
Aug 2023 · 81
That Person
Wolfie Bandit Aug 2023
That Person
The one who makes you smile
even on your worse days
Calls you beautiful
Calls you pretty
That one person
changed your whole view
On love
On People
On Life
Jun 2023 · 84
Thoughs
Wolfie Bandit Jun 2023
You can't speak
You can't scream
You sit their numb
quiet
alone
all you can do is cry
softly and quietly
you wouldn't wanna worry people
because then they would ask questions
questions you aren't ready to answer
questions you can't even answer yourself
So you think
and think
and think
till eventually
You're brain turns everything back on you
"It's your fault"
"You should've stopped them"
"You should just die, no one would care"
and then you start believing the thoughts
till there is no more thoughts to be heard...
Jun 2023 · 84
11 Years
Wolfie Bandit Jun 2023
Today is the day
the day your life changed
you were 7
you were a child
and they took you like you were 18
They took turns
over and over
for years
you'll never be able to fully trust men
let alone trust them to touch you
but you got so addicted to ***
that your fear was so little
You were tired
you were drained
and you
you my child were ruined
and blamed
and the guilt
It still kills you to this day
11 years later
It still eats you alive
and now you
you are fighting
because you are not sure
how much longer
you can control the guilt
before it really does end you this time
Jun 2023 · 81
Words
Wolfie Bandit Jun 2023
“I hate you”
“You’re worthless”
“Go die”
Oh the things they say
But they don’t know
The scars their words cause
The way you would do all of it
If only you had the guts to really do it
Jun 2023 · 86
You did it
Wolfie Bandit Jun 2023
As you look down
You finally realize
You did it
You broke
And now they hate you
All you wanted was to be free
And now that you lost them
You have no reason to be here anymore
You look up and say
“Goodbye”
As you finally step off
Taking your final last breath
Jun 2023 · 211
Guilt
Wolfie Bandit Jun 2023
You scream
You cry
You kick
You bite
But they are too strong
All you can do is stay still
Waiting for it to be over
Waiting for them to stop
Stop touching you
Stop making you want to die
Stop making you wish you weren’t alive
But even after they stop
The guilt will **** you itself
Jun 2023 · 58
"Follow Your Heart"
Wolfie Bandit Jun 2023
You said Follow my heart man
I did and well
that **** broke me
It broke me into a million little pieces
Getting smaller and smaller
It kept breaking me
Getting put back together
only to be smashed with a hammer
harder and harder every time
You can't say
its because I didn't love hard enough
because I did
I loved with every ******* ounce of my heart
and now I don't think I can ever love again..
Jun 2023 · 53
Heartbreak pain
Wolfie Bandit Jun 2023
Pain
the feeling in your chest
Its pain
Heartbreak is pain
many don't realize
heartbreak is one of the worst pains in the world
That one person
breaking everything
everything you once had
you once loved
gone in a matter of minutes
leaving you with this stabbing pain
that nothing will ever be the same
Jun 2023 · 38
Society
Wolfie Bandit Jun 2023
You know I tried
I really tried
and I just can't
I can't be this person
who wears a fake smile
hides her body
hides her scars
But society
society makes you this perfect person
and if you're not
brace yourself
its not pretty
Mar 2021 · 241
Your not alone
Wolfie Bandit Mar 2021
“Try”
“Don’t give up”
They all say that
But
They don’t know
The constant battle
The guilt
The shame
You were once whole
But now your just shattered pieces
Getting more broken by the minute
Till your dust
Just because they couldn’t keep it in their pants
Your humanity
Taken
Your life
Taken
Everything you once owned
Gone
Everyone you once loved
Left
Now your just a lonely, dark soul
Wandering alone
For all **** survivors your not alone if you ever need to talk I’ll listen I know what it’s like just message me
Sep 2020 · 98
Why
Wolfie Bandit Sep 2020
Why
Why?
Why did you leave?
Oh why
That’s what I keep asking
Was there anything I could have done
But why did you have to fake it
A sad soul only god knows what went wrong
But why do you leave everyone alone
You were 17
But why did you leave
Was life really not worth fighting?
Sep 2020 · 58
Just something
Wolfie Bandit Sep 2020
You get down on one knee
Say will you marry me
She says yes a thousand times
You promised her forever
After taking her home but.....
You never made it home
Around the bend there’s a crash they say
A truck and car
The truck was flipped no survivors
The car was ok
Looking down on her he says
It’s too late to save me but there’s still time to save her
They called her on her cellphone telling her
Her baby ain’t comin back around
She kissed him goodbye a thousand times
But never thought she would have to kiss him one last time...
Sep 2020 · 140
Perfect the way you are
Wolfie Bandit Sep 2020
“Your to fat”
“Lose some weight”
“No wonder he cheated you look like a hippo”
Your told these things on a daily
Bringing your self esteem down
But remember
Girl or boy
Your amazing the way you are
Don’t let anyone bring you down.
Sep 2020 · 49
Fly
Wolfie Bandit Sep 2020
Fly
Fly,
Fly away
To a land that you don’t have to be this perfect person
The person they want you to be
The person who hides behind her smile
The person who fakes a laugh
Fly
Fly away
To a beautiful place
To be yourself
May 2020 · 66
love
Wolfie Bandit May 2020
When you love someone
all your problems disappear
you focus on the one person
it's like no one else matters
that one person becomes your world
your life
your soul
you love this person
even though it's hard for you to show
they know how much you love them
and they love you for trying
May 2020 · 74
My insecurities
Wolfie Bandit May 2020
My insecurities
my struggle
pointing out everything wrong with me
my thighs
my stomach
nothing is ever gonna look good on me
I starve myself to be skinny
I load my face with makeup to be pretty
I'm never gonna be that girl with the perfect body. As hard as I try I'm gonna wanna die
So I will sit here and cry
cry till I can't no more
till there is no liquid in my body left
till my eyes are so dry they burn
cry till I end up dying.
As bad as you see your self there is always one person out there who thinks your beautiful just the way you are
May 2020 · 77
was it true?
Wolfie Bandit May 2020
Was it true?
Did I really mean anything to you?
Did you lie?
When you said goodbye.
What about all the times you kissed me?
Did they mean anything?
But just one question,
How can you move on so fast?
May 2020 · 74
Wasn't always like this
Wolfie Bandit May 2020
Don't trust me
I don't keep secrets
Don't like me
I'm too much of a player
Don't give your heart too me
I'll shatter it
Don't get attached
I'll end up leaving
but
I wasn't always like this
HE MADE ME LIKE THIS
I trusted him
He told everyone my secrets
I liked him
He cheated
I gave him my heart
He completely broke it
I got attached
He left
And never came back...
May 2020 · 70
Wrecked
Wolfie Bandit May 2020
A broken heart
Like a broken hand
Both touched by man
He took your love
Then set you free
Knowing that you wouldn’t leave
He made you cry
Made you wanna die
Yet you still went along for the ride
And all this time
you could've left
but you choose to stay
and got you heart
WRECKED
Apr 2020 · 88
My non-suicide note
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
No I'm not always depressed, no I'm not always sad.
But, yes I am rarely happy.
Life isn't always the best.
But it isn't always the worst
I haven't been truly happy for a while not gonna lie
but doesn't mean I'm always pretending
but most days I am
Honestly, life can be a kick in the ***
but that doesn't mean you have to die over it
so before you do the undoable
try stepping in someone else's shoes for once.
Don't do it. you're worth so much more than that
Apr 2020 · 82
not the best mom
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
your not the best mother
but not all moms are great
so I'll try to make it work
cause you're all I got left...
Apr 2020 · 80
where I belong
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
I'm bruised
I'm beaten
I'm hurt
I'm slipping
through your fingers
I then shall fall
to the grave
where I belong
Apr 2020 · 78
make up your mind
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
my worst fear
is your best friend
using it against me
forcing me to hang
hang on by a thread
to see me cry
makes you smile
but if I die
you would cry








so make up your mind
Apr 2020 · 51
stress
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
stress
a weight on my body
holding me down
making my head spin
round n' round
Till the 13th of May
I shall wait
to find
if I have to speak
a testimony
Apr 2020 · 48
toxic love
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
you lied
you cheated
you played
I don't know why
but I still stay
it's like a leash
that won't let me leave
and even tho you hurt me
my feelings for you
never changed
Apr 2020 · 54
pain
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
life isn't always painful
but it's not usually painless
I feel "pain"
you feel "pain"
but do we really?
Apr 2020 · 44
breaking
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
1,2,3
break
that's your heart
breaking...
it slowly starts is breaking
till its completely
shattered
he did this too you
he's leaving so all you
feel is pain
pain in your body
you feel your self wanting to cry
but
you shed so many tears already it's almost
impossible
well now you know your hurting
but
no one else will
Apr 2020 · 65
my thoughts
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
my thoughts are like poison, trying to drown me.
trying to make me struggle.
Make me cry from the inside.
These thoughts... there is no easy way to put them.
They aren't suicidal but they aren't happy either.
I guess you could say they are numb.
they are quiet, but they are loud.
they wanna make me hear them clearly.
but really they come out in unclear, mumbled thoughts.
things I just can't hear. trying to tell me from ear to ear.
telling me my own sorrows.
telling me since age 8.
they don't go away.
but I don't beg them to stay.
Some of my thoughts keep me sane.
keep me from dying.
lows of lows they're there.
highs of highs they are there.
they aren't going anywhere.
7 years they've been there.
many more they are to come.
Apr 2020 · 47
no one cared
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
you're pushing me
pushing me over the edge
wanting me to die
to fall to my death
like any other human]I have feelings too
but you never really cared did you
you didn't because no one ever cared about yours
Apr 2020 · 44
your fault
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
"Pull the trigger"
they yell
"jump"
they scream
"go die will ya''
they say
it's all fun and games
till I actually listen.
Apr 2020 · 64
my heart
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
my heart
too small to hold
but too big to keep
as that is how it seems
the feeling of it breaking
piece by piece
whithering to ash
falling from the darkness
from the pain you caused
the tears streaming down my face
the ache in my chest
just make it stop
I let myself free
but you keep me.
keep me locked up so
I'll never be free
Apr 2020 · 75
does it ever end
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
sidewalks?
why do we have them?
do they need to be there
or
are they useless?
some say the sidewalks end
others say it doesn't
I don't know what to believe
does it or no?
we may never know
Apr 2020 · 77
1 bullet?
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
1 bullet left
pull it they say
the guns in your hand
you're looking at smiling
is this really what you want?
do you really wanna pull that **** trigger?
do you think your life is that bad?
do it they say
and next thing you know
your seeing black
and that gun your holding
falls to the ground
with no bullets left...
suicide is not the answer. believe me. I've tried it but failed and I saw the people around me who care. don't do it. talk to someone. if you need someone to talk to. I'm here to listen.
Apr 2020 · 53
wrong path
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
a job
or
a ******?
a place to be
or
the wrong people to hang out with?
I don't know anymore
all I know is that they ****
**** the wrong people
hurt the good guys
and
save the bad
but why
why do we go down the wrong paths?
honestly no clue its 10 pm I'm tired and this just came to thought
Apr 2020 · 48
"it's over"
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
"It's over"
he said
tearing me apart
was it worth it
the crying for hours
just for him to move on the next day
did I really mean that much to him
or was it just me?
did he really love me
or was the 6 months nothing...
guess I'll never know.
Apr 2020 · 79
escape
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
I'm breaking
piece by piece
in my own mind
I say I'm ok
but doesn't everyone
don't we all say we are ok
when really there is a beast inside of us
trying to escape and get out to torture you
till you finally crack under the pressure of it
till you finally pull the trigger
and end the torture all together
Apr 2020 · 41
rape
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
I said no
you thought yes
I pushed you away
you held me tighter
I screamed in pain
you just laughed
I said stop
and you kept going
when you finished
you left
left me crying
left me in pain
left me knowing that this was never gonna end
cause I know
that you're always gonna be around.
Apr 2020 · 48
lie
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
lie
"I love you"
that saying was always my favorite lie
cause someone could say it a million times to you
and you never know if they really mean it
you could say you love me
but don't say it




show it
Apr 2020 · 45
betrayal
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
that night
the feeling of betrayal and hurt
you made this happen
you just couldn't resist temptations huh
you just couldn't keep your **** hands off of her
so you slept with her
hurting me
killing me
deeply
inside
Apr 2020 · 51
hurt
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
the fear in my eyes
the pain in my chest
did you want to cause this
or was this unintentional
did you mean to break my heart
did you mean to make me scared of you
I can't see happiness anymore
I rarely smile
I fear that the next one will do what you did
and leave
but that doesn't last forever they say
wrong
as long as I remember you
it will last forever
so thank you
for ruining me
thank you for breaking me













permanently...
Apr 2020 · 49
demons
Wolfie Bandit Apr 2020
My thoughts are like demons.
Pounding on the door, trying to get me to let them in.
trying to break me down one by one.
Killing me slowly.
Making me go insane as I lose myself in them.
When they finally hit.
I lose my sense of being sane.
I lose myself.
I seem like I’m ok but really
I’m in pain and no one can save me from them because they are too strong to be stopped.
Even I can’t stop them.
So what makes you think you can...
Dec 2019 · 74
Dear dad
Wolfie Bandit Dec 2019
Dear dad,

Does it bother you knowing that I’m in pain?  Or the abuse you gave me. Does it bother you that I tried to **** myself? Do you even care, how do you sleep. How do you live with yourself?  Your price of **** deserves to rot in hell. you made me fatherless. you made me go to guys looking for love, and I hate you every day for that

Love you precious daughter.
True story
Dec 2019 · 100
Shattered
Wolfie Bandit Dec 2019
You shattered my heart
Broke it in two
Destroyed my trust
That I had for you
I loved and loved
You lied to my face
Saying she meant nothing
But while I was at home crying
You were out with her *******
I felt so worthless
That I totally changed
To the badass person I am today.
I don’t trust as much
I don’t love
But one things for sure
I will never again trust you
Dec 2019 · 103
Roses
Wolfie Bandit Dec 2019
Roses are red
Violets aren’t blue
My heart was once beating
But then a arrow shot through
The love that you showed was nothing but fake
To think I found someone
Who was actually true
Was this all just a lie to you?
So now that you see
What exactly you did to me
Can you please go die
So then you won’t ever lie?
Dec 2019 · 80
Why
Wolfie Bandit Dec 2019
Why
Why? Why is the question we should ask ourselves? Why wear this or why put that on? Well, I’ll tell you why. We need to wear this because that’s what guys like. “You can’t get a boy if you dress like that,” they say. You need to wear shorts skirts and skin-tight dresses. So you wear it. But as you walk down the street to your bus stop but all you hear is,” ******* baby,” or “nice *** baby,” or “ come over here Hunny I want a taste.” But that just makes you run to your bus stop. But once you get to school the name-calling doesn’t stop. It just gets worse. You make it through the middle of the day by ignoring it, but once you walk past that bathroom your life changed. You felt a hand grab your arm and pull you in. To your surprise, it was your best friend. You hug him but he pushes you against the wall. He locks the door and before you know it he is kissing you. You look into his eyes and you can see the lust in them. His hand slips down your skirt. You ask him to stop but he doesn’t. Before you know it you're naked. The rest of what happened was horrifying. You can’t ever forget it. You always ask yourself why that happened, and why did he do that to you. You trusted him. He knew your past with your dad and your mom. He knew what you were going through yet he still did that. You stopped wearing those clothes. You know wearing loose long sleeves. You wear them because you don’t want anyone to find out about the cuts on your arm. You know if people found out what he did to you, you would be known as the ****. You know they wouldn’t let you explain. You have no one at this point. Your parents hate you, you lost the only friend you ever had. So you decided that the only thing left to do was run. Run far away. And that’s what you did. You ran. Changed your name and started a new life. But you never forget to ask yourself “why me?” .
Dec 2019 · 210
I’m fine
Wolfie Bandit Dec 2019
I’m fine


I’m depressed
Misunderstood

F*cked up
I’m suicidal
Nothing
Empty
I’m fine is what we all say but really are we fine or are we hiding lies
Dec 2019 · 265
Gone
Wolfie Bandit Dec 2019
Trying to feel
The pain that’s real
Inside my mind is a world
A world I don’t want
It’s telling me to die
But my body just wants to cry
I reached out for help
But then I completely lost myself.
Never forget yourself because it hard to find it again.
Wolfie Bandit Dec 2019
The blade is the pen
That glides along my arms
Leaving marks that stay
Oh how I wish I didn’t
But the only way to make me happy
Is to stray
So I’ll run as far as I can
And I’ll cry and yell
Till someone hears me
And gets me help.
Dec 2019 · 181
Help
Wolfie Bandit Dec 2019
Time before the angels
Will scream for your name
To come and save us
Please
This is a never-ending game
The life I live in
Is a painful one
Don’t expect me to be there for you
When I can’t even be there for myself
I reached for help
And made it worse
I tried to die
2 time
Been through the bulling
And through the pain
When all I can do is scream your name
So take this time
To look at your life
Is it really worth dying
Or is it just a phase?
This is not to affect anyone or cause hate
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