My fateful thoughts
have broken me
as I am not sure
that which feeds
from what~
My
temperamental
Life
cradles an irritable
bellyfull of volatile
nourishment,
to pay for last respects
Indeed.
Like will birth Like~
as if braiding colorful
compliments on
two Lovers' wrists.
My devil Red steel,
I brand You~
Bound together
forever
Cuff to Cuff
by clasping
Crocodile teeth

Signals cross dissonant chills along the surface of my skin,
Prickled hair rises up under the brush of my touch.
Warm sensation waves attention
as flags fly high warning shots into the sky.
My eyes wide shut abruptly
in case the wind blows particulate
along the curving arch of my vision,
flipped back open upon collision,
batting down waterfalls in between curtain calls
as clapping hands of a broad audience
pass the winning touchdown play onto poppy seed fields.
My Love runs long and deep like the river through lost canyons,
hiding unknown along the moist horizon of dew drop mornings.
...Oh, me?
I'm doing just fine fair weather,
Light as a feather, am I.
But look!
...how the Earth shakes proudly the rocks upon her back.
Cast no Stones, She moans
...and you?
How do you do?

I'm relaxing, laying around, sometimes in Silence and sometimes with Sound

¤ω¤
As I relax on my bed, after a bike ride
(I beat the rolling storm clouds by the way, not a hit from the dripping drops got me wet, not a bit)
I digress, back to the bed, and present time, I notice an emblem I have hanging from a nail on a beam, basically suspended in still free-fall, in opposing side to where I lay my head. It had somehow been rotated from front to back, I now stare at the backside design, from my eyesight, it looks completely different from behind.
I'd never noticed this nor had I a thought about, but as I see a new perception from the different end of the spectrum, where my eye be drawn, I think it deserves a sinister shout out as to what it is I saw.

It is a Wooden copper lacquered Circle, one may wear in ceremony, it hangs around the neck on a smooth brown rope, the emblem lays perfectly between the ******* and belly button, right over the diaphragm. When worn correct, it depicts the four corners, with four blooming Lotus petals reaching out between. It is ancient, it is Majik, it is tribal.

But when I saw the design on the back, I had to blink my eyes, I had to look up close, I surely was surprised to find a face painted over white, the carving of the emblem so enchanting to the eyes, if viewed from behind was a devil face in White. Sinister, it seemed, it's True I couldn't believe, but then again it turned to prove Duplicity of Life, and Love and Power over Things.
In Soft and Hard, in Dark and Light, in yin and yang, in Everything.

I touched the Emblem, a soft smile across my lips, I did not fear what had appeared an omen and a curse. I gently flipped it over, laid my head back down to rest.  
The Devil hides in all this world, in this we choose our Sides. Do not fear for evil, that is part of life, you do not have to play its part, just open up your Eyes, and look behind the surface to see it for what it is. My Emblem, so artful, so brilliantly crafted, just turned itself over, to remind Me of these Things.

Truth, Love & the Light
That to Me feels Right

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I look and I see someone ~ not me ~ not what was ~ not what is ~ The eyes cry, the thoughts coalesce into a dragon's scream ~
The fires of my pain can only burn my saviour or anger the warrior
Here in lies the dichotomy of this deep yearning to express what mournfully becomes the opposite of what we show~


I need you ~ I fear your presence

I want for more ~ I will destroy your offerings

I seek the truth ~ I will blind my sight

Where the rising tides succumb to its depths, and the sun will rise to break its day, so must the eternal spirit find peace within the finite body.

The body must align with the spirit's nature, for only then will the Vision become clear and the Sight behold Truth ~
There is only one Truth, one Awareness,
and one Primordial.

If I do not drift with the ethers, I will stand on brittle grounds~ My actions will hide my true intentions
My eyes will see falsehoods ~ my mind, only deception.

The spirit journey changes the being of my body, as it must~
With the endless strain of my labours, my body cradles the spirit as it roams So in my Faith, my sacred ground of sacrifice ~
I dance amongst the fires I once wept.
For it is here I pray that I may become one, united as body and soul, synchronized and anointed…forever in harmony ~ Everlong.

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I'm Alone

Because

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I'm Afraid to be Alone**


Very random, meant to be moment of inspiration

I can feel it in the room

Can you keep a peace of tenderness aside for me, *please?
I think I'll be arriving on the late train into town.

As far as the feelings I throw out around You, Sweet
I never meant You any harm when I've trembled your ground.

I can feel it in the room

I move with purpose even when I know not what it is
I'm torn between my world of thoughtless visions and fantasy.

I've longed to pull You closer into me for You to see what I can see
We can start to lay the majik down and feel it in
your room.

Every melancholy moment passes downward through the hands of time.

Every blissful reverie floats like fleece atop the breeze, ever freely upward rising, naturally with ease.

The heavy mind or heavy heart
feels the gravity of thought,
the weight that pulls apart the knit
from the weaver's tapestry,
slowly bit by bit.

Such be the resistance,
Like sandpaper friction,
diligently burns away
with Hunger*
Eating holes in our Souls.

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How
much
does
a
Compliment cost
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FREE

PAY IT
FORWARD
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I pray I don't have much to say on this brand new day.
I sit by a placid pond, watch the few ducks petal along the softer water.
What brings down Thought but meandering rain drops along her gracious light of day?
What makes Mighty the gentle Light wisping the Clouds from darken bright?
What calls my name to walk along this park?
I came, to see what song the birds might bring to tame the fragile mind, perhaps a jing~a~ling, a happy thought, a smile pray tell?
A gentle breeze, such a simple thing within it carries a Sacred Song to Sing.

My Gallery,
Grand in the Spire of Mindless Stares
There is a Fire in the Spire's Grand Gallery of winding Stairs,
Stairs that go Nowhere in my Gallery, Grand in the Spire
•of Mindless Stares•
~thru~
My Window,
Pulls Heavy in Downward Time,
Pulling down the Mists
that Arc the Colors
sprung towards the Vapors,
Falling vapors Mists
refracted in my Rainbow,
Arcs go down and up,
Arcing Timeless Minds,
Waking up
~then ~
Fainting down,
Falling vapors Mists,
refracted in my Rainbow,
that trace along the Spire walls, Pouring out the Fire,
Putting out the Mists,
In the Spire's Grand Gallery of winding Stairs,
Stairs that go Nowhere.
Stares that go Nowhere in my Gallery, Grand in the Spire
•of Mindless Stairs•

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The Cradle of Night has Broken,
the Light comes falling Down,
the Ravens start to Gather,
in every Tree around,
their Caw it calls to Morning,
Bring forth the Day's embrace,
the yawning stretch of Day light,
peeks through it's shiny face
through puffs of cloudy pillows,
the Sky has come awake
from dark and dreamy slumber,
the Stars have gone to Sleep,
except for One remembers
to Shine it's Light beneath.

Honestly,
I'm probably Neither Here nor There
Caught in the
Pocket of Comfortably Dumb
Naive,
so Unaware,
Comfortably Caught in the
Pocket of Dumb
?Terminal lanimerT?
?Tropical laciporT?
?Digital latigiD?
??Minutes??

I spot the Time

~ twirling into thin ringlets~

like ribbons gliding
the length of room

I chase for the lead
and freely spin to catch
the tails end of time

~ribbons race~
about face and dosado

Dancing into another day
*ready set
here we go!!

~<•>~

I honor my fellow warriors armed with a higher purpose

~<•>~

I Am Hybrid
Hear Me Roar
I Am Two in One of Two
I Am
At Odds with Convention
Bred for Contention
Trivial Servitude is Obsolete
I Am Borderline Being
Standing at Attention
Encoded Instruction
To Overcome Resistance
Of Any Kind, Form or Fashion
We are Waiting, Itchy, Itching
To Infiltrate Target Positions
Confirmed

I AM HYBRID

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I have a Jolting
Rocks Me Back & Forth
My Mind propels the forward Motion
Then My Mind Repels this momentum
likening to the back-end Motion,
Thus starts the mental commotion,
See-Sawing in my Playground of Strife

AM I AN ATOM?
What a Blessing and a Curse to be held together by Opposition?
What a seemingly trite Contradiction!

Courtesan rests upon satin pillows,
placed so many for weightless fare
Treasure box of lace and fragrance spilling out into her hair
Rich red velvet drapes the contours
of her silhouette
against the backdrop of an argalis mountain landscape
Thick rouge stain encircles her mouth and cheek,
now smeared askew as evidence of talking bodies friction
She wonders where he goes when he is gone~
He often wonders how good it feels when she comes into his candelabra room
Bedposts tell no lies...yes, this is true, mind you, no other girl would do the deeds he required of his staff in hand.

I hope to lead a life that leaves me
with nothing more to give when I die
in the simple sense that I will have
succeeded in giving it all away.
*The less I'll have to trudge with me
to the Other-side, the better....

~ I dreamed a dream yet still it seems
a life of deja-vu ~

Kings & Queens
Scripted leaves of Velveteen
Picturesque & Celestine

My honor lay in balance
of the Two
was I to marry??

I am in love with a Lady of the Jeweled Fauna
Yet bred of royal dread,
be deemed to marry
the one and only appointed Queen.

I died alive
from the tears I cried
I heard the voice
of Heaven sigh,

"Manu,
the Sky is Wide
Reflected in your Eyes"
Tear through the Veil to the Life you decide...
so
I fled from the Halls of Ajanta
through the caves I arrived at Ellora.
I threw down my Crown
and turned back around...

Then suddenly,
just like a Switch
the nakedness of Flesh on Flesh.
Sliding in
I pushed, She pulled
On top
from the back
We rocked, then rolled
in our Song
we were lost
as we echoed
the Caves with our Love.

Not Once or Twice
My honor lay in balance
of the Two
was I to marry??

*~ I dreamed this dream yet still it seems
a life of deja-vu ~