Incognito

Incognito Dec 2021

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I wanted to live and reach twenty.
  But since I'm at it now, I feel a bit lost.

I don't have... what you might call a dream.
  I don't even know where I'll be one year from now.

I don't care what happens to me.
  I don't seem to be able to have dreams, plans.

It's good enough just to be alive.
  My goal is to be positive and joyful.

I just turned 20 yesterday, and no one even remembers, lol 🤣🤣🤣

Incognito Mar 2021

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It took me nineteen years
to realize
the words in my mind
were too deep for
my mouth to dig up
I thought it was easier
to open my skin
and let the truth
pour down my arms

It took me nineteen years
to realize
I will wear these scars
forever
I'll carry them
through every smile
every kiss
every concerned gaze
I'll carry them
to my grave

It took me nineteen years
to realize
the pain carved
into the walls
of my castle
etchings of
attempting to disappear
are not a story of weakness
but a tale of
how I survived

😓😓💕💞💞

Incognito Aug 2020

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You was the girl who
      loved too soon

I was a boy who
      loved too late

But no matter what
      mistakes we made

We'll be each other's
      one that got away

Incognito Jul 2020

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I longed for real silence
the one you can find
but stumble upon
in some cabin
somewhere
on the lake without a moon,
where youhear the cigarette burn
and the candles flicker
and your mind dances alive
to the symphonies in the black

Incognito Jul 2020

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sometimes you run
out of words
silence takes
over silent
until your breath
and heartbeat
becomes the voice
whispering
you need no words
you need no words
and then
and only then
you're at peace

Incognito Jul 2020

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i might not have the prettiest smile
or the biggest muscles
or the warmest heart
or anything

whatever
i have nothing

Incognito Jul 2020

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Roses are lame
Love is fake
Weddings are basically
Funerals with cake