nothing hurts more

than trying so hard to
be good enough

and being replace by
someone better

****

if you haven't noticed
the scars on my hips
or the fake smile on my lips
or the forced laugh that i've aopted
or the way i don't care
about the things i used to love
then don't you dare stand
at my grave and cry

how can you cry for someone
that you don't even know?

I scream

You scream

We all scream
just constantly each day is
a new nightmare in this
Hell world we call EARTH

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

They tell us happiness is life.
They tell us sorrow is death.
They restrict our minds and emotions.
In bliss they allow us to prosper,
But in depression they allow only torment.