I'm falling...farther and farther
down the rabbit hole with no end
I see you and reach with all my heart but you turn your back
I reach for her
but she is busy with her other friends
I just keep falling
I'm sure there is no end to the falling
I'm forever stuck here in the hole reaching for people who refuse to catch me

You slip through my fingers as I reach out
Like a ghost from my past
Your face looks fuzzy 
It's been too long
Your gone and I'm left standing here alone and shaking
Why couldn't you stay
Why couldn't you save me
Maybe because you needed to help yourself  
I needed you more

I don't think you  know it.
I don't think you mean to be, but you are.
You lessen my load.
Taking some of my burdens.
You keep me flowing, but control my strength.
You are my rock.
In my stream of life.