That moment when your brain betrays your heart

It happens in slow motion


and all you can do is watch

People always argue as to which of the two is more important:
Words or Actions

They say the pen is mightier than the sword,
And in a different context
They declare that Actions speak louder than words.

But instead of defending which is better, I say we must change our view and see that the two is ever better - together.

Like the sun and the sky, they both serve different purposes, but together they form the perfect weather.

Like the lead and eraser, they come from different places, but as they set aside differences, they become together a useful tool known as a pencil.

Just as coffee always taste better with creamer, And chairs work best with tables, so do Words and Actions when paired together.

Because without each of the other, words mean nothing and actions won't clear anything.

So instead of fighting over which "speak" better, I suggest we value them equally, because

"Actions accompanied with Words speak louder together"

She was tired from the teachers trying to control her thoughts
She was tired from the friends who could never vocalize the things she didn't know she did
She was tired because people never thought she could get tired

She was tired from waking up every morning with a hope that today would be better
And falling asleep that night telling herself
"Someday, it has to get better."

I have started to realize how important it is to find happiness within yourself, and not from other people.
The worst thing you can do is place expectations upon someone that isn't yourself.
Because believe me, you will receive nothing but disappointment.

I know I said that I really don't care what people think about me
But really I do
And I hate that I do
And I'm working on it
I'm working on trying to not feel so afraid
To be who I am
I'm trying to find my sense of confidence
I'm trying to be confident
And I'm struggling
But I'll find it someday
I'll find my sense of confidence

The way the moonlight
Leaked onto her bed
Allowed her to forget
All the pain inside her head
And let her believe
She was sleeping on the milky way instead

Ayokong ituloy 'to
Tila mabilis ang lahat

Pero aaminin ko
Ang sayang tignan ng mga
Ngiti mo
Ngiting nakapagpapaligaya
Ngiting babaunin hanggang pag-uwi

Ngiti **** kay sarap balik-balikan
Sa utak kong magulo
Ngiti **** ang sarap isako
Sa puso kong naghihilom

Ayokong ituloy 'to
Dahil gusto ko
Kapag nakahanap ako ng taong
Muling gugustuhin
'Yung sigurado na
'Yung siya na

Ayokong ituloy 'to
Tila mabilis ang lahat
Gusto ko sigurado
Uulit-ulitin ko sa makulit kong ulo
Uulit-ulitin ko sa pasaway kong puso

Wala 'to
H'wag mo lang pansinin
Dahil ayokong magustuhan pa kita lalo.

It was my fault.
I'm sorry.
I trust too much.