Till you shined your lines of joy
I thought i was left alone
that my uniqueness severely diminished my worth
I may have been frail this whole time
weary and droopy
Forgetting to function properly
This decaying state, a result of no water
My thorns were sharpened by insecurity
My petals were plucked by me in perpetuity it felt,
i kept finding more,
killing any growth nurtured.
My circle became aware and rotted
Withered and too delicate to maintain
I thought to myself
“their surrounding doesn’t belong to me”
Then, wrinkling and shrivelling every bit of self worth
You pointed the sun to me
At first I didn’t wanna fix myself
Rising my weariness seemed cynical,
Silly isn’t it
How you unknowingly aided my growth
Held me together even with my thorns
You, just there
You wore the ray beautifully
Your thoughts provoked mine
my thirst quenched,
Now it’s just enjoyable to be with you
All I do is sit and stare,
secretly thanking your warmth
We have our banter yet,
I believed i was looking to deeply into you
Your beauty is so bright and lively,
yet
I digress my feelings for structure, as pretty as you are
And as much as you’ve unintentionally supported me
Once i make a move, the idea of living for myself goes
You’ll always be there,
wether i am
or am not,
i know that,
im hoping that,
encouraging your own growth
I’m purposely planting deeper
Thank you for forcing my roots
I look up happily, knowing we’re wavering in the same glow
The one will beam its way to you
Knowing you, you might over-shine them
Your support won’t go unnoticed