Nicolette D

Nicolette D Jan 2013

Me sitting here,
Thinking about you thinking,
whether or not im thinking about you,is just as bad as me actually thinking about you
Me sitting here,
Wasting my emotion on you,
who wont waste any emotion on all the emotions im wasting on you,
Is a waste of emotions
Me sitting here,
Writting another love poem about you,
who doesnt really love me the way I love you and wont ever love me back in the way I want your love,
Isn't really a love poem
Its just sad

Nicolette D Jan 2013

Soul Snatcher

You robbed me of my essence
Stole all of my time
You took someone elses heart as you simply broke mine

I gave you everything
I gave you my all
And you just stood there as I plunged into a fall

I fell in love
I fell in lust
While you just easily gave me the slightest brush

Off into the darkness
Off into the sadness
Off into the madness

But never again will I give in
And never again will I burn like coal
I cant
Its impossible
Because you stole my soul

Nicolette D Jan 2013

I Still Have

I still have those texts
Remember the ones where you told me you were the better man and how you loved me,
you called me your wifey and said how you'd hold me.

I still have those laughs
From the time you tried to dance for me,
or every time your strength over powered me

I still have those words
Me calling you doofy all the time because that's just what you are,
or our favorite word *******, yeah the ones you never saw

I still have those moments
Where we would be on the 3rd floor stair case,
and you would just hold me in your embrace

I still have those kisses
The cute ones, soft ones, the intense yet passionate tongues

But I also still have those tears
And those fears, and those lies as you looked me in the eyes
but that doesn't matter anymore because,

I still have you
After all these years of ups and downs
I'm glad I can say I still have you around

Nicolette D Jan 2013

Sunrise vs. Sunset

There's something about a sunrise that intrigues me more than a sunset
Its calming and quiet and signals the rise of all mankind
Hues of blues, blinks of pinks, and passions of purples,
all blended with the cotton clouds that sit long and still

There's something about a sunrise that impresses me more than a sunset
Its sweet and loving, and kisses the birds every morning
Its lets the leaves of the trees and the waves of the sea know the day is ok
It makes me blush and smile because I know my day will start in a while

There's something about a sunrise that upsets me more than a sunset
When the pinks go away, and the purples start to fade
And the blue takes over the sky I cant help but feel despair
because my sunrise is not there
So I go to bed at night with a ping of fright
But I know when I open my eyes I'll see my sunrise,
and my heart will be at peace again

There's something about a sunrise that puts a tear in my eye
But it signals to me that my day is alright
and gives me my morning kiss good-bye

Nicolette D Nov 2012

The Final Walk

Have we finally done it
Have we finally let go
Have we walked so far apart I can hear the echoes,
Of our laughs an our giggles and the sweet love that trickles,
Down a drain of the lost an now tossed memories,
Of those who who used love as a token,
an were simply left heart broken
Have we finally learned to branch off to others,
Explore their passions an unknown wonders,
Take care of them as they take care of us,
and actually feel love not premature lust
Have we finally grown up and graduated to the next level,
and figured out that love is more than a token its a gold prize medal
I think we have finally found the good in the word goodbye
We can now walk away with no tears or regrets in our eyes
An for once and for all move on with our life.

Nicolette D Nov 2012

Dear Lord

Dear Lord, please help me, help me find my way
I've been trapped inside this dark tunnel for what feels a thousand days
No what feels like a thousand years
That I have been shedding all these tears
Inside my heart I can feel it tearing
Breaking and dying an pulling at the lining,
until it unravels an begins unwinding
Dear Lord, I've made mistakes and I have so many regrets,
for letting my life turn into a mess
I am emotionally stressed and I cant even see
Please Lord just tell me who to be
Oh dear Lord, tell me why,
tell me how should I try
I want to see the light again before I die
I want to let out a quiet sigh
I want to rest my head and take a deep breath
I want to brush off the pain and live without threats
Dear Lord, please help me please guide me the right way,
because day after day my life is slipping away
And now I am scared

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