She walked in and he ignored her existence
The man she thought loved her
Could she had been tripping ?Could she have been blind ?
I mean she was hurt too
But she never threw her frustration towards you
What a fool she was for you
Gave everything up for you
Her Time
Her mind
Her soul
Her Shine
That started to dull with in time
If she knew she would have to say goodbye
She would've said no
She would've hardened her heart
And let nobody enter  
But she fell for him and he grew into her soul like a cancer
She forgot about the world
He was her center
She stopped questioning everything
He became her only answer.
He was a ball that came crashing into her heart  and he took advantage .
Advantage of how much she loved him
how much she cared
How much she trusted
How much she feared
Feared of loosing him
He embedded these strings inside her out of his selfish whim
untill she  chopped it off and there was no life left inside within
But she had to let him go
Although it pained her so
She wanted to leave on good terms but  he  just threw his rage at her
and tried to persuade her
And twist her words against her
He was a painful disease that immersed her mind
Yet she defended him every time
And stayed true
She loved him and he loved her too
She remembered the fun they had and the times they shared
She didn't want everything to disappear
She was scared .
And afraid to be alone
He set up a tent in her heart and made a place he called home
It was warm and made her feel at peace
Now it's just a vacant room
Come back she's screaming
please
But in heart she knew it was about time to leave .

Don’t think about it too much he says
But what happens when she’s lying in bed alone , confused ,stress . Crying alone , scared , depressed
She wakes up everyday, close her eyes , take a deep sigh and try to get through each and everyday
The weight that lays upon her shoulder it
It strains her , it’s a heavy load that hard to lift and it drains her
over and over
until there’s nothing left
She’s an empty shell ,
No more crying ,
no more screaming,
she’s in hell ,
She’s under a spell more like a curse that sole purpose was to make her worry suffer and hurt
, she blows up emotionally,
Her motions come out in every form ,
Shes a storm
Then a  fire
and a whirling wind of rage
  A river flowing of pent up sadness , She’s caged by her own fears and worries , chained down by  her insecurities and faults ,and her inner voice is taken prisoner by a hollow shell of her former self .